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[x. Nonstop pain x.] 3months--Why must I need him so? --new cd-- bwahaha[bgcolor=white][font=wingdings][color=crimson][font=wingdings]«[/color] nn « nn « nn « nn « nn «[/font]
 [CENTER][font=eurostile]HERES MY HEART...[/font][/CENTER] [FONT=eurostile]I cant quite say that things are looking up for me now. Because truthfully, they're not. Im back in my pit of lonliness and heartache once again. Nonstop pain to my worthless soul. I dont know.. Im just a tad bit lost in this world of nothingness. I wish the pain would stop. and i wish I wouldnt have to feel all the shit that I feel.. and that i wouldnt have to be the person that I am, with all these shitty emotions, but i suppose that's what I get, being a gemini, my split personalities.. my depression.. mood swings.. all of the above. shouldnt complain. But, it's a bit hard not too, when alls I can do for myself is lock up, and that gets me no where, just more pain. but, I cant help the way that I am.. -sigh- [One of the things I left out in yesterdays entry... was that Mike told me his mom is gonna make him go to the gym with her to start working out. He told me she sat there and lectured him for about an hour and told him how fat he was.. bla bla bla.. and how she thinks he's at a dangerous weight for his age. So then he sat there on the phone with me, trying to convince me that he was fat. I dont think the kids fat. I love him to death no matter what the hell he looks like. I fell for him without even knowing what he looked like to begin with, then when I finally saw him.. everything clicked. I felt really bad though, bcuz there's nothing I can do to change the way he thinks, he has a low self esteem just as bad as I do, or probably even worse.. but it's too much for me to see him hurting. And then he wonders why I do the shit that I do.. meh.. sigh- why do i need him so damn much. speaking of that.. reminds me.. today's our 3 month anniversary. Max didnt think we'd last this long.. but proved his ass wrong. usually by this time.. my relationship would be coming to an end, so let's just hope.. all goes well from here on out. I have to get my tooth pulled thursday morning.. 9 to be exact. shouldnt be that bad.. and I'll be getting out of school, but Im just a tad bit nervous. Any of you ever got that done. haha im tweeking now.. =( damn. ah well.. I just dont feel like me anymore. schools getting to be a pain in the ass. So much damn work. But i dont think im failing any of my classes this time.. so im probably average or above. and plus, if I get straight A's, I got 100 fucking dollars coming at me. bwahahha. So that's something to work for, I suppose. Then again, im doing it for me mostly. I seemed to have gained yet another subby, hah, i feel pretty damn special. So thank you, orangeapples1 for subbying. Brings the subby count to 16, I believe. bwahahah I went and bought the new D12 cd. heheh.[/font] font=eurostile][font=wingdings][color=crimson][font=wingdings]«[/color] nn[/font] I'LL LET YOU BREAK IT. [font=wingdings]nn [color=crimson]«[/color][/font][/font][/CENTER][/bgcolor] [color=white]
Julie- ah yeah, parents suck sometimes. But, if im lucky I'll get to see Mike two days in a row. hah. shouldnt get my hopes up though. that'd just be a waste of useless energy. thank you for your support though, and thank you again for subbying chick. =) Ally- Yeah, amazingly I do plan on staying with him for awhile. But then again, I cant picture me without him. I think we'd both end up in the hospital after we're over.. cuz aint no stopping me when he's gone. all hell would break loose. -sigh- why do i need him so damn much. I dont think my life will get much more positive. There's not much hope for me anymore. thank you for all that you've done for me though. Angie- Hope you feel better soon Ang. I love you. Im here if you need me. Trixie- uh, well if I dont know already, please fill me in here woman!!! your worrying the hell outta me. Julia- thanks chick. Hopefully things do get better, but all i can do is sit and wait for it to happen.. I suppose. Shina- Hope your headache goes away babe. eh.. I I try not to visit the old friend.. but it's freaking hard as hell. Your lucky Andy doesnt do that.. bcuz with Mike doing it to himself, makes shit ten times worse, then again that's probably why he does it bcuz of me.. i guess. i dont know. yeah he brings me down with him all the time, he just doesnt know it. oh well... shit happens I guess. =/ Love you hunni. <3 intensify- eh, I suppose.. but it's hard to find other ways to deal with things, when that's the only way i usually go. yeah, i thought about starting to carve things as well.. was my next step actually. not much hope for me weinerI cant quite say that things are looking up for me now. Because truthfully, they're not. Im back in my pit of lonliness and heartache once again. Nonstop pain to my worthless soul. I dont know.. Im just a tad bit lost in this world of nothingness. I wish the pain would stop. and i wish I wouldnt have to feel all the shit that I feel.. and that i wouldnt have to be the person that I am, with all these shitty emotions, but i suppose that's what I get, being a gemini, my split personalities.. my depression.. mood swings.. all of the above. shouldnt complain. But, it's a bit hard not too, when alls I can do for myself is lock up, and that gets me no where, just more pain. but, I cant help the way that I am.. -sigh-
One of the things I left out in yesterdays entry... was that Mike told me his mom is gonna make him go to the gym with her to start working out. He told me she sat there and lectured him for about an hour and told him how fat he was.. bla bla bla.. and how she thinks he's at a dangerous weight for his age. So then he sat there on the phone with me, trying to convince me that he was fat. I dont think the kids fat. I love him to death no matter what the hell he looks like. I fell for him without even knowing what he looked like to begin with, then when I finally saw him.. everything clicked. I felt really bad though, bcuz there's nothing I can do to change the way he thinks, he has a low self esteem just as bad as I do, or probably even worse.. but it's too much for me to see him hurting. And then he wonders why I do the shit that I do.. meh.. sigh- why do i need him so damn much. speaking of that.. reminds me.. today's our 3 month anniversary. Max didnt think we'd last this long.. but proved his ass wrong. usually by this time.. my relationship would be coming to an end, so let's just hope.. all goes well from here on out. I have to get my tooth pulled thursday morning.. 9 to be exact. shouldnt be that bad.. and I'll be getting out of school, but Im just a tad bit nervous. Any of you ever got that done. haha im tweeking now.. =( damn. ah well.. I just dont feel like me anymore. schools getting to be a pain in the ass. So much damn work. But i dont think im failing any of my classes this time.. so im probably average or above. and plus, if I get straight A's, I got 100 fucking dollars coming at me. bwahahha. So that's something to work for, I suppose. Then again, im doing it for me mostly. I seemed to have gained yet another subby, hah, i feel pretty damn special. So thank you, orangeapples1 for subbying. Brings the subby count to 16, I believe. Julie- ah yeah, parents suck sometimes. But, if im lucky I'll get to see Mike two days in a row. hah. shouldnt get my hopes up though. that'd just be a waste of useless energy. thank you for your support though, and thank you again for subbying chick. =) Ally- Yeah, amazingly I do plan on staying with him for awhile. But then again, I cant picture me without him. I think we'd both end up in the hospital after we're over.. cuz aint no stopping me when he's gone. all hell would break loose. -sigh- why do i need him so damn much. I dont think my life will get much more positive. There's not much hope for me anymore. thank you for all that you've done for me though. Angie- Hope you feel better soon Ang. I love you. Im here if you need me. Trixie- uh, well if I dont know already, please fill me in here woman!!! your worrying the hell outta me. Julia- thanks chick. Hopefully things do get better, but all i can do is sit and wait for it to happen.. I suppose. Shina- Hope your headache goes away babe. eh.. I I try not to visit the old friend.. but it's freaking hard as hell. Your lucky Andy doesnt do that.. bcuz with Mike doing it to himself, makes shit ten times worse, then again that's probably why he does it bcuz of me.. i guess. i dont know. yeah he brings me down with him all the time, he just doesnt know it. oh well... shit happens I guess. =/ Love you hunni. <3 [x. No happiness for me x.] Scream until you cant anymore--bleh--im the reasons for his scars? =/[bgcolor=Dim Gray]  ×[color#=cc0000]M[/color]y [color#=660000]D[/color]a[color#=000000]y[/color]× < Meh, I dont know. I just feel like crying... screaming until my lungs fucking burst open. I just feel so damn lifeless.. and useless. I should have known these good moods wouldnt have lasted for very long, that's not possible for me. Im thinking about adding yet another scar to the bunch.. I need some way to fucking release and nothing helps anymore.. It's pointless to even try and bother to help me. Im surprised so many people respond to this bullshit anyways. But I really do appreciate all your guys' support. I need to cry.. need to feel that pain.. but the tears wont come.. Im sure they will sooner or later... but i dont know. I find everything to be so damn pointless now. I got so much damn work to do this week in school.. it's not even funny. Hm, well see Mike called me again last night at 8.. we talked till like 9:20ish.. and he asked me what I did for those like 5 hours after we hung up earlier sunday afternoon, and well basically I ended up crying.. didnt wanna tell him that, so i told him he didnt wanna know, so he thought I cut again and he said it wasnt cool bla bla bla it's not good when I do it. And then he told me..sometimes he cuts becuz of me.. but he didnt explain to me..as far as i know he didnt, bcuz his mom was around and he didnt want her hearing.. so I felt really bad after he told me that. And he doesnt know I do it cuz of him sometimes too.. but eh.. I dont know. I love that kid too much to let him go. He'll probably come over next sunday.. since he didnt yesterday, his ma even apologized for being a bitch and not taking him. On another note, I got another subby.. so thank you intensify for subbying. and I really want to thank all of you guys that respond daily.. and help me through all this bullshit. I really wouldnt be here without all of you. And I cant tell you guys how thankful I am to have you all. hah, it's funny bcuz I've never seen this many people here actually care about me. But ah well, Im very grateful to have all of you. And I hope you all know, if you EVER need anything, Im always gonna be here. and here ×[color#=cc0000]S[/color]t[color#=660000]a[/color]t[color#=000000]s[/color]× Wearing: uniform Make-up: eyeliner Hair: up Eating/Drinking: nothing Listening to: me typing Talking to: no one ×[color#=cc0000]R[/color]e[color#=660000]s[/color]p[color#=000000]o[/color]nders× *[color#=cc0000]×[/color].[color#=660000]Arniwyn intensify Skribblez67 Numba1chic beachdevil182 MorningStarx628 xDarkxAngelx SyCxNxThExHeAdx LiL_Babie_Gurl [/color].[color#=000000]×[/color]* ×[color#=cc0000]S[/color]u[color#=660000]b[/color]s[color#=000000]c[/color]ribers× *[color#=cc0000]×[/color].[color#=660000]4M4ND4 AmongTheLiving Arniwyn beachdevil182 InsaneLeo Intensify LiL_Babie_Gurl madroxsbabie666 Numba1chic playb0ibabiexo Skribblez67 Sme Stephy77 Sweetstuff2169 SyCxNxThExHeAdx xDarkxAngelx[/color].[color#=000000]×[/color]* Date: o4/26/o4 Time: oo:oo Entry: #o27 Mood:bleh *×.Steph.×* [bgcolor=000000]© 2OO4 M o r n i n g s t a r[/bgcolor]Angie- Heh, yeah I've missed you alot as well. and Im really glad we're back talking and all like old times. Makes my life alot easier. heh. Eh Mike hasnt really seen any of the scars.. I showed him one time at Book Bro's but he wasnt up close.. i was on the floor and he was standing up.. in front of me walking away. so eh. I dont like showing people my scars really.. but Im not really ashamed of them. if that makes sense. You've been just a fine friend to me though Ang, dont even fret anything. hah yah, normally I wouldnt be grossed out by what Oscar did,but the kids ugly ass hell, and vedy dirty.. literally, smells like shit too. hah. but whatever, thanks for everythning chica. Lurve you. Ally- Oh yah, Mike and his games.. hah.. definately. but your very right, it's not common that you hear sweet things from a guy, Mike exspecially, if you knew what he used to be like. hah. fucking crazy. oh well. but yeah, it tis hilarious seeing the guys face when they meet my dad, most of them are scared shitless. hah oh well. <3 Gabby- Thankfully, my teachers must be to stupid to notice them, bcuz I havent been sent to a councellor... yet. But yeah, most guys are gross.. I can agree to that with no problem at all. thanks for responding though. take care of yourself. Mark- Eh.. my parents barely notice the scars.. sometimes you can see them very well, other times they're barely even noticable, but the fact that I know they're there probably has a bigger affect as well. -shrugs- oh well. Thank you so much though for being willing to talk with me and all. Really does mean alot to me Dear. Your awesome. heh. <333 Julia- yeah so much for it getting better eh? haha yeah half puerto rican and half white.. fucking awesome as hell. lol. I dont have a problem with it. hehe. sometimes I think my Father's racist.. he always thinks everyones just trying to get into my pants. hah. oh well, thank you for everything chicky. <3 Intensify- Well, I wish you the best of luck at trying to stop.. at least your making an attempt though, I dont think there's hope for me though. hah. At least you told someone what you did.. that'll make them watch out for you more, but if resulting to a councellor and going to the mental institution is what you need. then I suppose go for it. But if you wish not to go, you should try controlling your cutting, it's not the easiest thing to do. But sometimes you need to be able to do that. I dont do it very often, but still a good amount of times that I have. You do have to be careful with these guys though. I havent had all the greatest experiences myself, so i really do know how all that goes. Im only going on 3 months with my current boyfriend.. so eh.. taking things very slow though. The way they should be. Indeed, guys are gross and depressing but some reason half our lives revolve around them eh? haha funny.. becoming lesbian is always the second choice.. lol that or being bi. heh. ah well, thank you for subbying. Shina- Your welcome again, for doing your entry for you the other day. Tis was no problem at all. Glad you like my choice in layouts as well. heh. I try. eh yeah.. I suppose I did visit the old friend the other day.. =/ haha I know Oscar is a gay name. haha. oh well.. lurve you hunni. Laura- You sexy thang. lol. Eh, I dont think my brother(s) ever notice my scar, my little brother once saw a fresh cut, asked me what happened.. with that voice expression like it hurt, you know? but that was about it. I think my older bro found out too, but.. he most likely forgot.. doesnt look.. whatever. I'll make sure to message you more often though. no worries. Im rarely on msn, but I try more, just for you. heh. thanks for everything though hun. I LOVE YOU!!! <333 Trixie- dont worry about it chick. lol I understand. I still gots love for you though. hehe. <3333 xxxNobody | Crimson | White | Small | Regular | Tahoma |
[bgcolor=Dim Gray] ×[color#=cc0000]M[/color]y [color#=660000]D[/color]a[color#=000000]y[/color]× < Meh, I dont know. I just feel like crying... screaming until my lungs fucking burst open. I just feel so damn lifeless.. and useless. I should have known these good moods wouldnt have lasted for very long, that's not possible for me. Im thinking about adding yet another scar to the bunch.. I need some way to fucking release and nothing helps anymore.. It's pointless to even try and bother to help me. Im surprised so many people respond to this bullshit anyways. But I really do appreciate all your guys' support. I need to cry.. need to feel that pain.. but the tears wont come.. Im sure they will sooner or later... but i dont know. I find everything to be so damn pointless now. I got so much damn work to do this week in school.. it's not even funny. It's odd as hell.. because I think I really do love Mike. No more of that pretend shit, and none of that saying it when you dont mean it. I've abused the word plenty of times before.. which I regret greatly, but this time.. I think I truly do mean it. I was sitting with my brother, Jessie, and Oscar in my bro's room, watching them play video games cuz i needed some company.. and I used to have a huge ass crush on Jessie.. now I look at him, and think nothing of it. My minds stuck on Mike. no one else. I only need Mike. No one else. I love him, and no other guy, i dont need anyone but him, and i've never needed anyone this bad. no guy was ever worth this much to me.. (not counting family) I seriously dont even know what to think. I trust the kid with my life.. and never have I trusted a guy like that before... sometimes I dont even understand, i dont see how I really needed someone that much... Im usually not a very dependant but I NEEED him. Cant be without him. i just dont know anymore. And now Im starting to doubt him.. and that's not fucking good. so many damn insecurities.. bleh.. I hate this. On another note, I got another subby.. so thank you intensify for subbying. and I really want to thank all of you guys that respond daily.. and help me through all this bullshit. I really wouldnt be here without all of you. And I cant tell you guys how thankful I am to have you all. hah, it's funny bcuz I've never seen this many people here actually care about me. But ah well, Im very grateful to have all of you. And I hope you all know, if you EVER need anything, Im always gonna be here. and here ×[color#=cc0000]S[/color]t[color#=660000]a[/color]t[color#=000000]s[/color]× Wearing: uniform Make-up: eyeliner Hair: up Eating/Drinking: nothing Listening to: me typing Talking to: no one ×[color#=cc0000]R[/color]e[color#=660000]s[/color]p[color#=000000]o[/color]nders× *[color#=cc0000]×[/color].[color#=660000]Arniwyn intensify Skribblez67 Numba1chic beachdevil182 MorningStarx628 xDarkxAngelx SyCxNxThExHeAdx [/color].[color#=000000]×[/color]* ×[color#=cc0000]S[/color]u[color#=660000]b[/color]s[color#=000000]c[/color]ribers× *[color#=cc0000]×[/color].[color#=660000]4M4ND4 AmongTheLiving Arniwyn beachdevil182 InsaneLeo Intensify LiL_Babie_Gurl madroxsbabie666 Numba1chic playb0ibabiexo Skribblez67 Sme Stephy77 Sweetstuff2169 SyCxNxThExHeAdx xDarkxAngelx[/color].[color#=000000]×[/color]* Date: o4/26/o4 Time: oo:oo Entry: #o27 Mood:bleh *×.Steph.×* [bgcolor=000000]© 2OO4 M o r n i n g s t a r[/bgcolor]Angie- Heh, yeah I've missed you alot as well. and Im really glad we're back talking and all like old times. Makes my life alot easier. heh. Eh Mike hasnt really seen any of the scars.. I showed him one time at Book Bro's but he wasnt up close.. i was on the floor and he was standing up.. in front of me walking away. so eh. I dont like showing people my scars really.. but Im not really ashamed of them. if that makes sense. You've been just a fine friend to me though Ang, dont even fret anything. hah yah, normally I wouldnt be grossed out by what Oscar did,but the kids ugly ass hell, and vedy dirty.. literally, smells like shit too. hah. but whatever, thanks for everythning chica. Lurve you. Ally- Oh yah, Mike and his games.. hah.. definately. but your very right, it's not common that you hear sweet things from a guy, Mike exspecially, if you knew what he used to be like. hah. fucking crazy. oh well. but yeah, it tis hilarious seeing the guys face when they meet my dad, most of them are scared shitless. hah oh well. <3 Gabby- Thankfully, my teachers must be to stupid to notice them, bcuz I havent been sent to a councellor... yet. But yeah, most guys are gross.. I can agree to that with no problem at all. thanks for responding though. take care of yourself. Mark- Eh.. my parents barely notice the scars.. sometimes you can see them very well, other times they're barely even noticable, but the fact that I know they're there probably has a bigger affect as well. -shrugs- oh well. Thank you so much though for being willing to talk with me and all. Really does mean alot to me Dear. Your awesome. heh. <333 Julia- yeah so much for it getting better eh? haha yeah half puerto rican and half white.. fucking awesome as hell. lol. I dont have a problem with it. hehe. sometimes I think my Father's racist.. he always thinks everyones just trying to get into my pants. hah. oh well, thank you for everything chicky. <3 Intensify- Well, I wish you the best of luck at trying to stop.. at least your making an attempt though, I dont think there's hope for me though. hah. At least you told someone what you did.. that'll make them watch out for you more, but if resulting to a councellor and going to the mental institution is what you need. then I suppose go for it. But if you wish not to go, you should try controlling your cutting, it's not the easiest thing to do. But sometimes you need to be able to do that. I dont do it very often, but still a good amount of times that I have. You do have to be careful with these guys though. I havent had all the greatest experiences myself, so i really do know how all that goes. Im only going on 3 months with my current boyfriend.. so eh.. taking things very slow though. The way they should be. Indeed, guys are gross and depressing but some reason half our lives revolve around them eh? haha funny.. becoming lesbian is always the second choice.. lol that or being bi. heh. ah well, thank you for subbying. Shina- Your welcome again, for doing your entry for you the other day. Tis was no problem at all. Glad you like my choice in layouts as well. heh. I try. eh yeah.. I suppose I did visit the old friend the other day.. =/ haha I know Oscar is a gay name. haha. oh well.. lurve you hunni. Laura- You sexy thang. lol. Eh, I dont think my brother(s) ever notice my scar, my little brother once saw a fresh cut, asked me what happened.. with that voice expression like it hurt, you know? but that was about it. I think my older bro found out too, but.. he most likely forgot.. doesnt look.. whatever. I'll make sure to message you more often though. no worries. Im rarely on msn, but I try more, just for you. heh. thanks for everything though hun. I LOVE YOU!!! <333 [x. Why smile, when you have no one to smile for? x.] Scars-things are looking up?-hugs-weiner-[bgcolor=silver] [color=black][font=webdings]cgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcg[/font] mood: here entry: ooo
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[color=black][font=webdings]cgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcg[/font] Now her soul is Dead... +-+ Eh, well.. yesterday wasnt all that exciting. I didnt do much. But I suppose Im feeling a bit better than usual. my moods have been lifted a bit more. So I suppose it's better than nothing. I shouldnt complain. Although while doing the dishes yesterday.. all my scars seem to pop out at me.. and then the newer one I made the other day... =( nearly right on my wrist.. and my brother was helping me so i was doing everything in my will for him not to see. But oh well. Shit happens. Im not ashamed... I just dont need them finding out everything about me. It's not worth it. I had a breakdown, end of story. I cleaned up the house a bit yesterday.. and have to work on that some more today. cleaned my room... did some homework.. still have alot more to do during the week though, which really sucks. But I'll get to it sooner or later. I suppose. +-+ Now her bodies raw...+-+ Thankfully, Mike lightened up. It's funny cuz we were having mood swings together. hah. That's sad.. but oh well, I suppose that's what makes us "special" But he wasnt being a difficult asshole.. so he's coming over again today at one... he should be meeting my Dad this time, unlike last time. So we'll see. Although my Dad's fucking tripping because he's half Puerto Rican and half white.. so he was being a dick. So it should be interesting. Im praying to the Goddess's that nothing goes wrong. Cuz, he's the last person I'd ever be able to lose. Speaking of that, our 3 months is coming up... two more days. hehe. It was cute, bcuz he told me the other day he was waiting for it to come. =D So, yeah.. then I brought something up about my hug that I didnt get from that bet, and he was like fine i'll give you a hug tomorrow then.. and and then he was like or.. we'll sit and hug for an hour. I was like omg yay hugs.. haha fucking spaz. I just hope I I get to do that.That'd make me the happiest fucking person alive. +-+ +-+ Eh, I dont know though. I really wanna give a big thank you to Laura for being so fucking sexxy and for the lovely response you lefteded me. Really made me happy. lol. Im still yet to find out why I always get so damn happy when I read stuff from you. hehe oh well. Thank you Dear. =) I enjoyed talking with you yesterday too. -big smilez- yup yup. Well.. I suppose Im okay now. Just had me a week of depression. bleh.. sorry for causing so much trouble guys. But then I wish to thank all of you who stuck with me through it all and caring so much. Means lots to me. You guys are fucking awesome. +-+ +-+ Bleh, Oscars here again.. the kids fucking crazy. Wanted to take my lotion and whack off in the bathroom. He was touching himself and shit half the time he was here. Tis was really nasty. He was saying he needed someone to help him and all.. fucking fag. bleh.. that disturbeded me.. sometimes I just dont understand guys. Whatever.. hah.. Im done.. fuck it. +-+ [color=black][font=webdings]cgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcg[/font] +-+ Arniwyn You can numb her PainxDarkxAngelx Numba1Chic SyCxNxThExHeAdx +-+ [color=black][font=webdings]cgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcg[/font] +-+ SyCxNxThExHeAdx Arniwyn AmongTheLiving 4M4ND4 Sme Skribblez67 Numba1Chic xDarkxAngelx beachdevil182 InsaneLeo LiL_Babie_Gurl madroxsbabie666 Stephy77 sweetstuff2169 +-+ [color=black][font=webdings]cgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcgcg[/font] [color=FF00CC]©1Breath, Steal this and my little minions WILL find you!!![>:)][/color] Angie- Well, I dont know if you wrote anything to me or not, alls I can see is a blank box.. otherwise I would have more to say to you. heh, thank you as well though for talking with me and all, hope your alright though hun. Lemme know if you need anything. Lurve you. Laura- You sexy thang you!! meh, yeah I've thought about all the mistakes i've made before. and there's alot of them. -sighs- oh well.. your right, shouldnt dwell on them, but it's hard when your depressed and everything. ya know? meh, yeah guys and the xbox.. -shrugs- beats me.. i dont mind it.. but he blocked me out for like an hour so it bothered me after awhile.. then he started talking more.. cussing at the game and whatnot, i was listening, and then he was oh now your talking to me, i see how it is.. bleh he's an ass sometimes. lol but i love him anyways. -nods- We are in this together for the most part, and Im not happy unless your happy. yup yup. lol but you are right, passing is passing. hehe. I got lucky on that one though. ah well, thank you again for everything chick. I love you!! <33333 Mark- Eh, we all do stupid shit.. it happens though. I hope you get unbusy soon though. lol, unless of course you like being busy. heh. thank you for taking some time out to respond though. =) Julia- Haha, guys and their video games.. it sucks ass. haha but you get used to it after awhile. I basically grew up around guys, since im the only daughter.. got two other brothers.. so I always hang around them and all their friends. lol. so i suppose I should be used to them not paying attention to me. oh well. haha, it's okay though. I'd feel bad for bitching at you just to get my anger out, I dont think it'd help much either. =/ but thanks for helping and all. hehe. Your great. =D funny, cuz most of the people I know dont understand me either. oh well.. hope everythings okay with you. Lemme know if you need anything. <3 |
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