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 ×[color#=cc0000]M[/color]y [color#=660000]D[/color]a[color#=000000]y[/color]× Well, Im kinda debating on what to feel at this point. Im okay.. for the most part, but I guess something Mike said kind of had a big affect on me, even though he dont/wont know that by the look of things. heh. We didnt talk much online like I thought we would.. but for the time that we did it was kinda odd. See, there's this chick he goes to school with that reminds him of me, so I suppose he talks to her alot..and he told me she was crying er whatever.. so they went to the guy's bathroom, since no one goes in there, he said.. and he finally got her to stop crying and by that time she wanted to call him to talk er some shit.. and then she said he was sweet and that Im lucky to have him er something because if he wasnt with me than she'd have him right now. I mean Mike is like really blunt with me, he'll tell me shit even if I dont wanna hear it, that's just how he is, and in some ways it's a great thing bcuz i want him to be honest with me and all.. but that one kind of irked me, made my moods drop. But he did tell her she could call at 6 because he had to call me er whatever, so at least i know he was thinking about me. But meh, almost seems like she's looking for reasons to talk to him and everything.. but i dont know. I suppose Im just over thinking shit. Then again, I wouldnt be surprise if he left me for her, everyone finds better people than me, I should be immune to this pain anyways.. bleh. I wouldnt be surprised if she ended up putting a move on him either. -sighs- fuck... Bleh, so im freaking out over here. fucking shoot me. I shouldnt be feeling this way because I know I have more trust in him than this but still.. i cant help it at this point. Im kinda lost truthfully. I woke up one day.. and couldnt figure out why I was still living. I couldnt figure out why we're all here, nor the reason for life. It was all just a blank to me. I dont see a point. And it really sucks when the best thing I got going for me is tearing me up inside and he doesnt even know it. I wrote his name on 4 pages in my notebook, took me 25 mins to get a page and a half, and throughout the day I just kept going. It actually made me feel a bit better.. less stressed focusing on him.. getting away from my problems and all.. and he told me he wrote my name 53 times on his arm. hah. I dont know. Im just too damn insecure.. I dont think I was meant to be really strong. Im just kinda lost in my own world. People seem to be pissing me off more than usual and i just dont want to deal with them. Im at the point of locking up again.. I havent been online much anymore.. I just come on here and check my mail and then that's about it. Im dying inside and faking most of my happiness on the outside again. eh.. I feel like visiting that "old friend" again, if you guys catch my drift. some will some wont. whatever. That's just me for you. I called Mike last night at the usual time.At firs there wasnt much to say bcuz he was doing dishes and we were all silent and shit, but i suppose as we talked more, we progressed. =/ It was nice hearing his voice and all. Bah, Im acting like I havent talked to him in forever. hah. I miss the kid already. oh yah, if I didnt say it already he wants to do something with me on sunday again. But.. I dont know. School blows. End of story. here and here ×[color#=cc0000]S[/color]t[color#=660000]a[/color]t[color#=000000]s[/color]× Wearing: shorts, uniform Make-up: eyeliner Hair: up Eating/Drinking: nothing Listening to: me typing Talking to: no one ×[color#=cc0000]R[/color]e[color#=660000]s[/color]p[color#=000000]o[/color]nders× *[color#=cc0000]×[/color].[color#=660000]Arniwyn Skribblez67 xDarkxAngelx Sme Numba1Chic sweetstuff2169 [/color].[color#=000000]×[/color]* ×[color#=cc0000]S[/color]u[color#=660000]b[/color]s[color#=000000]c[/color]ribers× *[color#=cc0000]×[/color].[color#=660000]Arniwyn AmongTheLiving InsaneLeo xDarkxAngelx Sme Skribblez67 4M4ND4 beachdevil182 LiL_Babie_Gurl maxroxbabie666 Numba1Chic playb0ibabiexo Stephy77 Sweetstuff2169 [/color].[color#=000000]×[/color]* Date: oo/oo/oo Time: oo:oo Entry: #ooo Mood: Smiley/mood here *×.Steph.×* [bgcolor=000000]© 2OO4 M o r n i n g s t a r[/bgcolor]Angie-hah yeah I didnt really like the colors of that layout but I liked the picture/theme and all.. haha. so dont expect THAT much pink outta me. hah. I try to eat.. I eat as much as I can. But I can only hold so much in me. hah yeah it isbad that I won that bet, but I knew I'd be right. Thats the funny part of it. He was so damn sure he'd win that one too. hah. what a weiner. But yeah he got the in school suspension for waht happened with that chick. And waht exactly is clairvoyant.. =/ lol you lost me there. heh. I didnt really cry bcuz of YOU. Dont get that impression, it just had to do with you telling me online when we discussed all that stuff that you wanted me to let out some "secrets" that I kept, and it kind of pertained to some of the things you said. so.. you'll hopefully understand better when you get it, which should be soon. hope you feel better though chica. lurve you. Sabrina- Damn, lol that's crazy. but yeah it is much better having something to talk about, rather than facing an hour of silence, it's funny though, cuz we probably did get an hour of silence there all together. hah. oh well. hm, yeah I do remember Dan though. Julia- lol, I highly doubt that your fat. heh yeah I suppose his ma did call him ugly, tis was mean of her. But, what can you do? haha yeah i seemed to lose everybody with that wedding dress thing.. -shrugs- oh well. thanks for the response though chick. Shina- ehh country. -shudders- lol. haha yeah I thought you'd like that layout. -grins- haha damn getting into that kinky stuff already eh? bwahaha. Very nice very nice. as i said before, take your time with the note, do what you gotta do. I hope you at least understood it though. lol cuz if you need me to explain something, let me know. yup, I have mine because of the stress as well, which is why I take that shit every morning before I got to school. But err, as far as my knowledge go.. my period already came this month, waay earlier than it was supposed too. it waas supposed to be at the end of the month, but it was at the beginning?? Odd. hah yeah i know excuses about hugs. that's waht I was thinking, next time we get on that subject, Im gonna tell him Im gonna do it if he cant. haha. bleh, what you said was just fine though. Thanks for all your support though hunni. means lots to me. I lurve you. Laura- Ah, tis alright for not responding the other day. Dont worry about it chick. Hm, well at least I know im not the only one with my tummy growling. hah, but still.. i hate the fact that it does and that it;s not controllable. ya know? I would have spazzed seeing waht I did, but I kind of got used to it, compared to the other shit I've seen before. hah. Oh well.. thanks for everything though. Hope your alright hun. lurve you. Jen- yeah, I understand how all that goes chick. no worries. sounds like waht im doing about now as well. heh. x. Underweight? x. Won the Bet-Minds playing games with me-Thank you-stomaches[bgcolor=ff99cc]
entry 000 ~ date 00.00.00 [font=wingdings]¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶[/font] My Kinky Day Bleh, well yesterday was kind of shitty. My stomache hurt all fucking day.. since last night all through out the day. Dont know why. I ate breakfast.. barely ate lunch..but then came home had a little snack and then ate dinner and it still hurts. I got medicine to take, but that's just to basically settle my tummy down, because well I have too much stress and wahtnot so it makes my stomache upset, so i take mylanta, and then took an inbuprofin to help stop the pains maybe, but eh, i dont know. It continues to growl in school and all so that's why i take the shit. hah it's kind of embarrassing. haha but oh well. I dont know. I suppose schools stressing me out and all... and then Angie happened to point out to me that Im underweight. I should be at least 15-25 pounds more than I am for my height. Im 5'6 and 100lbs. -shrugs- I dont eat much, never have. Except for when I have those weird ass moods and I eat nonstop, but that rarely ever happens. I dont know. No one can figure out waht the fuck is wrong with me. so, I basically give up with that one. I did get to talk to Mike though.. our hour long talk as usual. Twas nice. I suppose he had more fun than I thought. -shrugs- I did thank him for wasting his time here though. hah, just like I said I would. He thought I said that because he talked to my little brother more than me, but i really dont care. As long as I got to see him, that's really all that matterd to me. I'm not gonna take the time I have with him for granted so eh. Hah he did tell me that his Mom thinks im cute though. haha that surprised me, but she was mean to him.. hah she goes "what's a cute girl like her doing with you" tis was very cold of her. hah. She called him ugly. =( But I dont know, he got freaked out because my Ma was so damn nice to him. It was kind of stupid though, cuz my ma met his and then she was like "yeah Im stephanie's Mom" I was so tempted to say, yeah no shit who else would you be. hah but i managed to contain myself. So, the phone talk was lovely, we actually had lots to say amazingly, so i suppose not calling him sunday night was a good thing. Either way.. bleh. Then, I finally won the bet we had, just like I thought i would. Bout him giving me those hugs the next time he saw me. so i called him a weiner and told him i knew i'd be right.. bla bla bla but he was like i was going to but yeah my mom was standing at the door.. So meh, I dont know. We'll see what happens the next time we get together again. bwahahha. He's got in school suspension today becuz of what happened with that stupid whore. He's gonna be at his Gma's house tomorrow after school, which means, I shall be getting to talk to him online for awhile. -grins- So, I should be focused on my school so I can get my happy ass on to talk with him, cuz I sure as hell wont pass that chance up. No way. Im just hoping that this week goes by fast, and that everything will work out as planned. I think my little cousins birthday is this saturday, so that < texthere [font=wingdings]¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶[/font] Kinky Stats [font=wingdings]¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶[/font] Responders Angie>- As far as I know, you dont know why I cried.. no one really does.. havent explained yet... truthfully, i dont really plan on it, your the only one that will know as soon as you get the letter, I wont explain anything either, unless of course you need to know something when you get it, I'll be more than happy to maybe explain something to you. Trixie>eh yeah.. I'll make sure to let you know chick. Julia>Thanks for being around for me if I needed anything though. Shina> Yah, I'll write you n fill you in hun. ah yeah pms for guys.. it blows. lol but we got past all that, thank god. but yeah for most of the time he did sit on a different couch than I did, then he paid more attention to my little brother than I... hah it's kind of sad bcuz he touches nick a bit more than me. lmao, but he messes around with him like that, so it's all good. Our time shall come for that. But to begin with we were on the same couch for awhile, then he kind of moved around a bit. but thank you for all that you've said and whatnot.. means lots to me hunni. I love you. Sabrina>Ah well,I hope everythings okay with you. If you need anything. Lemme know. okays? Lurve you. name>shoutout name>shoutout name>shoutout name>shoutout [font=wingdings]¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶[/font] [/bgcolor] [x. Breakdown x.] Moods falling-need some help-He came over-insecurities-useless[font=wingdings]SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS[/font] [font=wingdings]SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS[/font] ThIs iS wHaT YoU'Ve DonE 2 Me [font=wingdings]SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS[/font] EnTrY::019 Subby Count::014 [font=wingdings]SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS[/font] [font=wingdings]SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS[/font] [font=Comic Sans] On mY wRiSts R scArZ. HeRe Is Y [font=wingdings]SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS[/font] Yesterday was quite interesting.I suppose the crying from the other day was from not seeing Mike or something, everything kinda just hit me at once, but the only one that will really, truly understand why I was crying is Angie. If anyone else really wants to know then tell me, and I suppose I may be able to fill you in. It's just too much to put in here, and I dont think very many people would care to listen anyways.. so eh whatever. Anyways, onto what happened Sunday. hehehe. So, as you may know, the plan Saturday night was for me to call Mike sunday morning so we could figure out a time that he'd come over to me house to spend some time with me, since we didnt get together the day before. So, we talked around 10.. and then I finished cleaning, he took a shower, then i took a shower, and then after I got all my shit done, I called him back at like 12:30ish.. and we were on the phone till 2:30.. and he was supposed to come at 1:00. So, he was being an ass basically. He gave me the feeling that he didnt wanna come see me at all, because he was tired and bored and all, and then wanted to call Max and see what he was doing.. so that kinda pissed me off. he kept calling me dififcult, and put shit on me, haha but when it came down to getting my address, he was kind of procrastinating and all.. so he was sending me mixed feelings, I suppose. So we sat there for about 20 mins. in silence.. all that and then finally he stopped being an a*hole so him and his ma where on their way.. around 3ish.. and he stayed till 5:55. Wasnt that exciting.. alls we did was sit outside for awhile with my little brother, and then came inside to watch video games being played.. I was on one couch, he was on the other, it was kinda boring, but I enjoyed his presence none the less.. haha, I think he probably would have liked it better at home than coming to see me anyways. Blah, luckily my Dad wasnt here when he came.. my ma met him though, I met his mom.. I dont think I was what she expected though.. I dont know though. I think Im starting to have second thoughts. I was thinking about the question that Trixie asked me for that 3 question thingy, and I think it was where do I see myself in 2 years or something.. and I was thinking about that.. figured, I'd probably be miserable.. probably be broken up with Mike by then, and I'd be stuck in depression.. I dont see myself happy thats one thing for sure. Nothing lasts forever. We're going on 3 months in two weeks.. I can see us being together for a long time.. but I dont know how long it will really last, and i cant help but think about it, because he's just about the only good thing that I got going for me at this point. I thought about waht would happen after we did break up, and Im thinking about asking him what he thinks too.. because Im scared to know. I love that kid with all my fucking heart and I'd do anything in my will to just make him happy. He means the world to me and alls I want is him to be happy, and for him to stop being in so much pain. He told his Ma that he loves me, and she said it was about time. She knows how insane the kid is, how much evil corrupts his mind and whatnot, she knows, he's hated people all his life, he wents them all gone, and now finally he loves someone. It's like a fucking miracle almost. -sigh- I dont know. With school starting back up and all, it really blows. Then again.. I only have the rest of this month and then.. till may 28th and then I graduate. Mike gets out June 3rd. haha but tis cuz of finals and all. But, I dont know waht the future holds for me, truthfully, Im kinda scared to know.
Later that night sucked major balls. I felt like shit. Started getting really negative and everything. Started to think that I wasnt good enough for Mike, that he could do much better than me. That I was so imperfect and everything.. that Im so unpretty. bla bla bla We didnt have our hour talk before we went to bed as we usually did.. I figured he had enough of my already so i left him in peace for the night, but then felt really bad afterwards... dont know why though. I suppose it was guilt.. so when/if I talk to him tonight, I plan on thanking him for wasting his time with me last night. I barely slept at all as well, and bout time I finally fell asleep, I had to get up. It sucked ass. I was in bed at like 8:45.. and woke up every 20 mins or so, and it was hot as hell as well, so i think that's another reason why I couldnt sleep.. but it just blows. I dont expect you all to read this far.. so I apologize for it being so long.. I just had to say something..
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I hope that's the right question.. lol but I think I pretty much summed that up in the entry. 2.)what the hell do you do when your bored in the middle of the night? Usually on the computer talking to people or I'll just lay in bed flipping through channels, looking for something to watch. 3.)do you love me? Damn right I love you girl. Angie's Quetions- 1.) You up for bridal help? Yeah, I suppose so. lol 2.)Did my letter piss you off? Not really, because you kinda told me that online already so most of it wasnt a big surprise to me. 3.)Have fun with your boi toi today? heh, well the entry should tell you that much. lol. I suppose the real fun comes later eh? Laura's Questions- 1.) What's your favorite flavor of jellybeans? I dont like jellybeans.. lol so i dont have a favorite there. 2.) What's your favorite band? System of A Down or Smile Empty Soul 3.) Silver or Gold? Silver Julia's Questions- 1.) If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would you be? Somewhere with Mike.. being in his arms. Or probably in Italy. 2.) what's the worst feeling in the world to you, why? Probably the feeling of lonelyness, when you really need someone to hold you and be there for you, but no ones ever there. It's funny, cuz I've experienced that tons of times. 3.)What's your favorite thing to do and why? Well, i do enjoy talking with people online, just because it's amusing and i can type hella fast, so it's pretty cool. Another thing.. would be spending time with Mike, bcuz he's fucking awesome Shina's Questions- 1.) What's your favorite potatoe chip? Uhh... sour scream and onion I suppose. 2.) Can you spell hippo.. but the full word? Hippopatomaus... lol i dont know if that's right. lol but i tried. 3.) Have you ever smoked? nope Sabrina's Questions- 1.) What's your favorite cartoon? Uhh.. probably looney toons. lol 2.) Using real songs, what 3 songs would be on the soundtrack of your life? hah, With this knife is one for sure, Beautiful.. probably, and i dont know the last one.. lol something to think about though. 3.) Ever been to the ocean? Dont think so. xxYesterday was quite interesting. Luckily, I was in a better mood. I suppose the crying from the other day was from not seeing Mike or something, everything kinda just hit me at once, but the only one that will really, truly understand why I was crying is Angie. If anyone else really wants to know then tell me, and I suppose I may be able to fill you in. It's just too much to put in here, and I dont think very many people would care to listen anyways.. so eh whatever. Anyways, onto what happened Sunday. hehehe. So, as you may know, the plan Saturday night was for me to call Mike sunday morning so we could figure out a time that he'd come over to me house to spend some time with me, since we didnt get together the day before. So, we talked around 10.. and then I finished cleaning, he took a shower, then i took a shower, and then after I got all my shit done, I called him back at like 12:30ish.. and we were on the phone till 2:30.. and he was supposed to come at 1:00. So, he was being an ass basically. He gave me the feeling that he didnt wanna come see me at all, because he was tired and bored and all, and then wanted to call Max and see what he was doing.. so that kinda pissed me off. he kept calling me dififcult, and put shit on me, haha but when it came down to getting my address, he was kind of procrastinating and all.. so he was sending me mixed feelings, I suppose. So we sat there for about 20 mins. in silence.. all that and then finally he stopped being an a*hole so him and his ma where on their way.. around 3ish.. and he stayed till 5:55. Wasnt that exciting.. alls we did was sit outside for awhile with my little brother, and then came inside to watch video games being played.. I was on one couch, he was on the other, it was kinda boring, but I enjoyed his presence none the less.. haha, I think he probably would have liked it better at home than coming to see me anyways. Blah, luckily my Dad wasnt here when he came.. my ma met him though, I met his mom.. I dont think I was what she expected though.. haha but we'll see.. maybe I'll get the info there. -shrugs- I dont know though. I think Im starting to have second thoughts. I was thinking about the question that Trixie asked me for that 3 question thingy, and I think it was where do I see myself in 2 years or something.. and I was thinking about that.. figured, I'd probably be miserable.. probably be broken up with Mike by then, and I'd be stuck in depression.. I dont see myself happy thats one thing for sure. Nothing lasts forever. We're going on 3 months in two weeks.. I can see us being together for a long time.. but I dont know how long it will really last, and i cant help but think about it, because he's just about the only good thing that I got going for me at this point. I thought about waht would happen after we did break up, and Im thinking about asking him what he thinks too.. because Im scared to know. I love that kid with all my fucking heart and I'd do anything in my will to just make him happy. He means the world to me and alls I want is him to be happy, and for him to stop being in so much pain. He told his Ma that he loves me, and she said it was about time. She knows how insane the kid is, how much evil corrupts his mind and whatnot, she knows, he's hated people all his life, he wents them all gone, and now finally he loves someone. It's like a fucking miracle almost. -sigh- I dont know. With school starting back up and all, it really blows. Then again.. I only have the rest of this month and then.. till may 28th and then I graduate. Mike gets out June 3rd. haha but tis cuz of finals and all. But, I dont know waht the future holds for me, truthfully, Im kinda scared to know. Answer to yesterdays Questions: Trixie's Questions- 1.) where do you see yourself in 2 years? I hope that's the right question.. lol but I think I pretty much summed that up in the entry. 2.)what the hell do you do when your bored in the middle of the night? Usually on the computer talking to people or I'll just lay in bed flipping through channels, looking for something to watch. 3.)do you love me? Damn right I love you girl. Angie's Quetions- 1.) You up for bridal help? Yeah, I suppose so. lol 2.)Did my letter piss you off? Not really, because you kinda told me that online already so most of it wasnt a big surprise to me. 3.)Have fun with your boi toi today? heh, well the entry should tell you that much. lol. I suppose the real fun comes later eh? Laura's Questions- 1.) What's your favorite flavor of jellybeans? I dont like jellybeans.. lol so i dont have a favorite there. 2.) What's your favorite band? System of A Down or Smile Empty Soul 3.) Silver or Gold? Silver Julia's Questions- 1.) If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would you be? Somewhere with Mike.. being in his arms. Or probably in Italy. 2.) what's the worst feeling in the world to you, why? Probably the feeling of lonelyness, when you really need someone to hold you and be there for you, but no ones ever there. It's funny, cuz I've experienced that tons of times. 3.)What's your favorite thing to do and why? Well, i do enjoy talking with people online, just because it's amusing and i can type hella fast, so it's pretty cool. Another thing.. would be spending time with Mike, bcuz he's fucking awesome. Breakdown-quick entry-questions-He's coming over-Yesterday pretty much sucked major ass. My moods were brought down to like the lowest level possible. I ended up crying.. but then again theres a reason for that, I just wont get into that at the time being. heh. Doesnt matter much anyways. But, turns out I didnt get to see Mike like I had planned too. So he was at his Gma's house all day, and basically we sat our lazy asses on the computer all day talking online.. and then when he got home to his house, he called me at 10, and then we basically talked till like 1 in the morning. hah, by that time he was gonna try and sleep. Hopefully he slept, bcuz I couldnt sleep, it sucked ass. I probably went to sleep around 3ish. Amazingly enough, Mike had the great idea of us doing something today since we couldnt get together yesterday. So we decided on him coming to my house.. which that could be a scary thing and all. hah. But he was up for it none the less. And I was telling him about me crying and all, and he was like I feel useless.And then he was like oh i lied to you.. so i was like .. about waht? and he goes well you know i told you i'd always be there for you and well you were crying and i wasnt there. so i was like well no one ever is so it doesnt matter that much anyways and he was like well i dont like it when you cry. bla bla bla. So, yay.. just found out that he's gonna be coming over to me house. -grins- i cleaned the house last night like a freak on drugs... now i just gotta clean my aminals cage(s) and then my room and all... I wasnt planning on writing much for today though, I'll give you guys all the details later. hehe. oh ya, and my ma gave me a strawberry dacary.. however you spell that last night. Tis was nummy. "To anyone and everyone who reads this: ask me three questions... no more and no less. Feel free to ask me anything at all... anything you'd like to know. Then go to your journal, copy and paste this paragraph, and allow your subbies to ask you anything too." |
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