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x.Breakdown x. Pissed off-Unhappy-He really cares-Devil worshiper?-_____________________________________ _____________________________________ Yesterday night wasnt the greatest of nights. I had myself a nice little breakdown. It was nearing 9:00 when Mike was supposed to call me, and I didnt get a call or anything, so I came online to see if he was on, and got nothing. And before that my hands were shaking.. my whole body weak as hell, I felt numb.. and I was like slowly breaking down inside.. I felt like I was falling apart.. I was worrying like all hell over him, and then he finally shows up online at 9:30. Tis was a huge relief for me.. but in return made me happy. By the way, thank you Angie very much for being there for me and all. Tis muchly appreciated. So, we were talking for awhile.. and he went from hate to love. Tis was amusing because every other word was either i love you or he was calling me "love" er saying some little sappy thing to make me smile. We got into a deeper convo before that.. and he was saying that he wouldnt be the one ending the relationship, bcuz well he just doesnt do that.. the girl is always the one that lets go of him. He was like you dont have to worry about me hurting you, bla bla bla, you wont do anything to mess up what we have because i love you and that wont change anything. I was being all negative as usual about everything.. and having him reassure me made me feel a bit better. no ones ever cared this much, and im still trying to get used to it truthfully. Three months.. and Im like madly in love with this fucking kid, so damn young, and i cant see myself without him. But one thing that did kind of irk me was that he was at this Gma's, and she was leaving, his cousin was going over there and he brought over all his shit.. shit meaning his weed and whatnot. So i was talking with Mike and he was sitting there smoking.. it kind of brought my moods down alot actually.. bcuz my Grandfathers been gone for at least 2 years now.. he smoked and everything.. and I almost feel like.. I watched him die.. so hearing about him smoke really bothers me. Theres more to that, but I'd rather not get into it all.. Oh yah, only thing that happened to him with that female and her bullshit was he got an in school suspension on Tuesday, So thankfully tis was nothing too bad. Then another problem came up.. him not being able to go to Book Bro's so we could see each other. He said he wont stand for not seeing me this weekend cuz he really < I suppose it happens though. -shrugs- Either way, I hope to god I can see him today. Then school starts back up Monday. god that's gonna suck major ass. but only like 6 more weeks, then I graduate and then have the whole summer to waste. Maybe by that time me and Mike will actually be going somewhere together. hah. Oh that reminds me.. lmao.. Daddy pulled out the alcohol last night. haha so I had some coke and some vanilla thingy.. dont remember waht it was called though, but tis was nummy.Hm, some chick kiwinoted me.. on my ass again, this time she was telling me because of my name a "Devil worshiper" shouldnt enjoy the movie save the last dance, im like wtf it's a god damn movie, and then she goes, god created you, you shouldnt say bad things about him because in the end it'll come back at you, and im fucking sick of people throwing god in my face.. I am who I am and that's the end of it. write here _____________________________________ mood - just lovely loving - Mike hating - Brenda needing - Mike wearing - shorts and tanktop listning to - me typing talking to - Angie _____________________________________ Responders _____________________________________ © punkrok_princes... steal and i will find, scalp, and burn you... TriXie- yeah, Im still living.. no worries hun. Thanks for being there for me though. Means lots to me. Lurve you. Ally- hah, well I would have beat the shit outta that girl myself.. lol but the only problem there is that we dont go to the same school. I have been eating more though, so no worries there. lol that sucks your not allowed to skate up there though... I dont see why they do that in the first place. -shakes head- But thank you very much for all the support Dear. =) Angie- lol, I still dont see why you ate that jello if you didnt like it. hah. But i suppose it's some sort of food.. better than nothing. dont know what the hell that chicks problem was though. =/ I suppose it all depends on the schools though with how far they'll talk it, I mean one of the guys I went to school with got expelled for touching chicks and all.. and they sure did make a big deal outta it. I glad he's not leaving me though. thats a relief. I did eat more though yesterday. I swear. lol. and I'll be forced to eat once school starts back up again anyways. So either way. Tis great hanging out with you again as well though, Im really glad that we got past our differences and whatnot. I missed the REAL you as well. you know it almost felt like we werent talking for a long ass time. but, I promise not to hate you for that letter, I still didnt get it yet.. by the looks of it... I dont think it should have taken this long.. but eh. lol this is long enough now.. hah sorry.. lurve you though. Laura- Indeed, tis bullshit about what happened with that chick and Mike. hah you dont have a hot topic up there? damn your missing out. lol. if anything.. you can go to hottopic.com and see what kinda shit they got. Tis pretty cool, but the stuffs really expensive. haha I did just so happen to get hungry.. lol i did eat but not a hippo.. haha i saved that one so you can eat it with me. haha. Shina- well, I appreciate you coming to my journal still even though your computer is being an a*hole. hehe. Funny, cuz I used to play with barbies all the time too. lmao. Eh, yeah I cant afford half the shit in hot topic either, so i know how that goes. lol. your not the only one. =P ooh yah, I was gonna kiwinote you the link to my pictures, incase you didnt see em.. but if you still didnt see them then lemme know. lol. yeah they were in the other entry two days ago though. teehee. Lemme know watcha think of em though. You can tell me how ugly I am... lmao. hehe M&M's.. lol that's cute. lurve you Dear. Thank you for everything. xxI never knew the way you made me feel could be so real. Words cant really describe the way I feel for you. Then again not much can describe the way I feel about many things. I've fallen into your little trap and by the looks of it theres no way im getting out, and i dont want out for that matter either. You keep telling me that you wont leave me.. I'll be the one ending it when the time comes, but truthfully I dont ever want it to end. I hesitated to tell you that, because I dont want it to seem like Im too attached er anything, because I really dont wish to scare you away like that. I dont want to be the one to hurt you. Even though you've gone through so much pain in the past and all, you dont need my bullshit to add onto it. I personally think our break up will be one of the worst I expierence in my life, because I care about you so much now, leaving you is the last thing I'd ever want to do. We're still so young.. but yet I cant see myself without you. i dont want to be with anyone else but you. My heart belongs to you and only you. No one else could ever take your place at this point. Usually I'd be bouncing from one guy to another.. but I know theres no one that could ever replace you. none what so ever could ever compare to you and promise me what you've promised me.
No ones ever cared this much before. no ones ever made this much of an effort to keep me like you do. You always seem to life me up off my feet and complete me in every way possible. nothing in the world can ever change the way that I feel for you. If only you knew how much I truly cared. Just like you tell me, maybe one day you'll really know. But, there's still alot more that you may need to know. I cant keep it from you forever, but you'll have to bare with me, for my insecurities and all seem to take over my mind alot. [bgcolor=blue]
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But, Im getting really worried. I suppose all those bad feelings I was having last night really did have some affect or did have a point. Mike came online right after school was over for him, and told me he was pissed off.. so I made him explain himself.. he said he was in class and some chick walked in, he said hi, then she walked out, and supposively he "sexually harrassed" her, so he got written up. I asked him how far it could/would go and he said depends what they think, and they could either suspend him, expell him, or arrest him. So I was like holy shit.. so i told him to be careful what he does, cuz i dont want him leaving me. so he told me he wont be leaving me, tis the last thing he'd ever want to do.. so made me feel a little better. But with my worrying and all, you know Im doomed. hah.[/font] [font=Comic Sans MS] I did end up going to the mall though, me and my bro went, and we planned on bringing this chick Kerry with us, she goes to school with him, and her little sister, Kolleen, she does to school with me, and truthfully I didnt have that much fun. Kerry didnt like going into hot topic at all.. so she was being a bitch about it, pretending she was mad and everything. Tis was the great down side to that. Joey came over before we left all happy and whatnot.. I finally gave him the school pic he wanted, so he's off my ass now. That's one down though. hah. But tis kind of odd, I havent been very hungry lately. When we went to the mall, I got a small frie.. barely finished that, a medium coke, and I LOVE coke, and barely drank any of that.. and had half of a cookie, and no breakfast. And came home, and still wasnt hungry. =/ That and my ass hurts. haha, dont know why that is either. lol. But just thought I'd share that with you all[/font] [font=Comic Sans MS]But, I ended up spending lotsa time outside with some old friends and whatnot. Hanging out with all the skater boys like always. Sometimes it's good to be the little sister of a skater boy. bwahaha. But i dont need them anyways, I gots my Mike. hehe. So, yeah.. I suppose I actually had a good time, but the girl i used to always hang out with, Cassie, came back to talk to me, and she dont even know me. I hate when they do that though, they think they know everything about me then they see me and ooh Im a Goth. hah. I've changed more than they think, and alot more than I thought as well. But it happens. Then came back in around 8:45 came to Mike's messages. I felt really bad not being in talking with him and he couldnt call me at our usual time, so luckily he came back on.. otherwise I wouldnt have been able to sleep. And turns out I didnt fall asleep till 4:15 last night... and got up at 10:45. And, now I think I finally figured out what that empty feeling was. I never mentioned the shit that happened with a certain someone. And let's just say me and Angie had our differences but finally worked them out last night... and it feels much much better now that I have her back as me bestest friend again.. cuz I think I was dying inside without that chick. 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[/bgcolor]Trixie- hehe, you really like those pics eh? But we'll talk later babe. no worries. Ally- Well, Im very glad to hear that you enjoyed my poem.It's nice to know that my work is liked. heh. but yeah I have lost most of the trust in people that I had as I got older. When your younger nothing really matters, emotion wise, but once you get older, you can really feel it, then you snap back into reality and realize everythings not what you thought it'd be like. It's not perfect. But thank you very much for all that you've said. I really appreciate you responding and all. =) Smart girl you are. hehe. Angie- Dont be so scared that things will end with Jas like that, he loves you.. you love him. You guys are meant to be together. But, I suppose your right.. I guess I never did anything to mess up the relationships with the past assholes, but it sure did seem like I did. eh, i suppose it just makes it easier blaming it on myself. bah, i dont know if I'd ever feel better about myself.. lol, we can always try though.. lol i know you'd go nuts with that makeover stuff. hehe. But, I lurve you. Thanks for everything. Julia- ah, you dont have to feel bad about not responding, I was aiming that one towards some other people hun. Your okay, really. haha but hm, how do I keep so skinny? lmao, to tell you the truth I dont know.. usually I can eat and eat but nothing changes. heh, im 100lbs and when I gain like 3 I freak out. haha. ah well.. i no have a secret. lol, sorrys. Shina- Tis alright babycakez. I love you too. Hope you have a good day, and hopefully you can get that damn computer fixed, cuz I miss you. =( may I have your attention please?I Love Mike
xxxYesterday wasnt all that exciting. But, Im getting really worried. I suppose all those bad feelings I was having last night really did have some affect or did have a point. Mike came online right after school was over for him, and told me he was pissed off.. so I made him explain himself.. he said he was in class and some chick walked in, he said hi, then she walked out, and supposively he "sexually harrassed" her, so he got written up. I asked him how far it could/would go and he said depends what they think, and they could either suspend him, expell him, or arrest him. So I was like holy shit.. so i tolded him to be careful what he does, cuz i dont want him leaving me. so he told me he wont be leaving me, tis the last thing he'd ever want to do.. so made me feel a little better. But with my worrying and all, you know Im doomed. hah. I did end up going to the mall though, me and my bro went, and we planned on bringing this chick Kerry with us, she goes to school with him, and her little sister, Kolleen, she does to school with me, and truthfully I didnt have that much fun. Kerry didnt like going into hot topic at all.. so she was being a bitch about it, pretending she was mad and everything. Tis was the great down side to that. Joey came over before we left all happy and whatnot.. I finally gave him the school pic he wanted, so he's off my ass now. That's one down though. hah. But tis kind of odd, I havent been very hungry lately. When we went to the mall, I got a small frie.. barely finished that, a medium coke, and I LOVE coke, and barely drank any of that.. and had half of a cookie, and no breakfast. And came home, and still wasnt hungry. =/ That and my ass hurts. haha, dont know why that is either. lol. But just thought I'd share that with you all. But, I ended up spending lotsa time outside with some old friends and whatnot. Hanging out with all the skater boys like always. Sometimes it's good to be the little sister of a skater boy. bwahaha. But i dont need them anyways, I gots my Mike. hehe. So, yeah.. I suppose I actually had a good time, but the girl i used to always hang out with, Cassie, came back to talk to me, and she dont even know me. I hate when they do that though, they think they know everything about me then they see me and ooh Im a Goth. hah. I've changed more than they think, and alot more than I thought as well. But it happens. Then came back in around 8:45 came to Mike's messages. I felt really bad not being in talking with him and he couldnt call me at our usual time, so luckily he came back on.. otherwise I wouldnt have been able to sleep. |
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