SatansGift666 , 21

I don't remember if I mentioned this or not - but Ellie is pregnant again. She actually should be due within the next, well....week. I didn't realize that the 15th was coming up that fast. But, supposively she is do around the 15th of this month. Not really sure how many are in there. She kind of looks a lot smaller than the last time she was preggo. But, who knows. I'm still going to bet there's at least 8-10 in there. Though that wouldn't make sense.. if last time she looked bigger and there was only 7. haha. But, oh well. So, that should be interesting. We put up an ad again and I guess two people are interested already. So, that's really good. But, we still have to go through all that puppy garbage for about a month before we can give them away anyways. Im so glad I wasnt emotionally attached to any of them. It was sad to see them go, because they were so fun and so happy to see you all the time. But, I'm sure they're in good homes and still happy with their new owners. At least I hope so.

My summer class ends this week. Hooray! I've finally started on my final exam. I'm not really thrilled about it, actually. It's basically making up my own society and then describing things about the sociological perspective and 10 points about how it helps me understand society. I think, I have three more points left. And... quite honestly, I was trying to get my sister to do the other half. =P My imagination is crap when it comes to those things. But, I cant wait for it to end. Then my fall classes start on the 24th. Kind of excited for new classes. But... Im starting to debate what Im going to do now. I signed up for five classes. I thought I would challenge myself. Though, the Spanish class seems like a lot of work in itself. I know language courses should have a lot of work. But, then I was thinking I should probably wait so I can focus on it more as a whole. But, Idk what to do. I hate to back down. But, I just want to do whats best for myself and what I'll have time for. Hopefully, before then I'll have a job. So, I dont know if that will limit me even more or not. Arg. Im always so indecisive about these things. I hate it.

Yeahh, as far as that whole work thing goes - I really hope we dont have to talk about it anymore. I think at this point what's done is done. I think we've stopped trying to do anything more with it. I've started my job hunting already. So, I guess the most I can do is hope that everything goes well and someone wants to hire me. Though, now I'm just debating whether or not to even put that I worked at Walgreens or not. Or... to say I got fired or... what. I know its probably still possible to get hired, but its really hard to get a job now. Im just really scared that's going to push me back even more with my chances of getting another job. Arg. I have applications out at the Meijer bakery, Petsmart, and a YMCA. I've got a few more places in mind to try to apply to and hopefully I can find a place that will work out. *crosses fingers*

My cars been in the shop since Wednesday or Thursday. Can't remember which day, but I'm finally going to be getting it back tomorrow morning. Im excited. I think everything got fixed that was supposed to except the air conditioner. I guess I DO have it now, but the button to turn it on doesn't work. So, I need a new control switch er something. I think they said that was like 600 or 700 dollars. But they're looking for one at a junk yard right now too. I dont really think its necessary, specially since its gonna be winter soon. But, dad says its necessary and it should have it. But, then he's talking about getting rid of it too. So, i dont know. I really do love my car. Even though he is really old. lol. but, oh well. I dont have the money right now to get a new car yet. Right now, my income is on hold anyways.. so... Im not getting very far with anything. =[ And that's really sad. I was really determined to get that loan paid off too. Blah. But, now I dont want to spend anything cause I want to be able to pay the cellphone bill this month and save it incase I need anything else. Gah.

But, after I got my car back I planned on stopping at some places and applying before I went home. I got nothing else going, really. heh. Its actually kind of boring without a job. Even though, the job got really old sometimes too. heh. ii dont know. I was thinking about looking into some baking classes too. Least that'd give me something to do for awhile. ii dont know anymore. Oooh speaking of baking. The cake turned out really good. =] I need to learn how to draw. haha. cause, Im taking credit for these designs and really.. my brother is always drawing them in for me. =P teehee. I dont know if I mentioned it here or not. But, I really am considering getting all my cake pictures together and trying to advertise somewhere. There's like two that Im not completely thrilled with. But, I actually have two more ideas floating around in my brain and I think I want to buy some intricate baking utensils to help my process a bit. I really do love this stuff. I wish culinary school wasn't so expensive and I wish community colleges offered REAL culinary classes that are worth something and could count for some degree. Blah. I think they'd make a lot of money. But, oh well.

I think Im really done rambling at this point. Im really bored and actually really tired - which is pretty weird cause its only 11. =[ Mike's out playing with boys. Too bad we dont do as many fun things together as they do.