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Beautiful.Turns out - I got full-time hours at work now. I guess I'm kind of thrilled. But, that's only because that means more money for me in the bank. =] And that would be most wonderful. I opened at work on Sunday. It was pretty much just Andy and I the entire day from 9am to about 2:30 when the other manager came in. Pretty sad. Jess was supposed to open with me, but she never showed up. She called at noon and said she overslept. Andy told me he doesnt know why he's so nice to her, because he should have let her go a long time ago. At this point, I just wish he would because it's getting to be really annoying. So, I never got a break. The new girl, Jen, came in at 3 and I trained her a wee bit. Im officially the youngest one there still, I think. haha. She looks really young, but I guess she's 21. She's pretty nice though. I stayed an extra half hour too. I felt bad I couldnt stay to train her the rest of the day, but she should be fine. It's not that hard working there. It was kinda funny that she went around with a notepad and tried to write everything down though. =P I'm still trying to pay off one student loan before I have to pay for the second one. Im really determined to pay it off earlier as opposed to later because they're both in MY name and I dont want to mess up my credit at such a young age. Aha! but, at this point in time.. im pretty much like broke. haha. Im waiting for checks to clear. I hate writing checks cause it takes so long. =[ then i get scared to spend money cause i dont want to go under what I have in my account. bahhhh. It's so lame. I guess that was my biggest thing at this point. I have one more question left on my big homework assignment and then, I think like two more weeks worth of homework to do and my summer class is over. I still havent gotten my books for the next semester yet though. I think when I get paid next most of my money needs to go towards books. =[ poop. hopefully.. i make a bit more money though so i wont have to live paycheck to paycheck like I am. hah. I guess its nice cause.. i only have one bill to pay and a loan to pay at this point with nothing else. and gas, of course. the rest ive been trying to put away.. mostly. but its hard to put my money in all these different places when theres just not enough of it. haha. oh well. thats prob never gonna change though. I have a project i wanna do. which is making a big collage of all the pictures i have of Mike and I. I think it'd be really cute. I like to do fun/useful things with my photos. haha. instead of keeping them locked up in boxes. I work tomorrow. Im kinda not excited. I kinda dont know why i started writing this. cause this was dumb. i guess the point is i feel like a broke ass!!! life is far too expensive for me. Baby I'm amazed byyyyyy youuuuuu My work is very crazy, indeed. Hence.. why I was slightly excited to maybe leave there or work there less. But once I say what I did Tuesday night when I work - I'll probably be contradicting myself. I didn't think I could get full-time hours with Nancy already having full-time hours. So, I asked Kristine about it.. mostly because she said Jen wanted full-time hours so Im like.. fuck no! If this new bitch gets full-time hours and I dont.. I'd be mad. Despite.. when I applied I did say part-time but thats always because I doubt myself and didnt think I could juggle school and full-time job. And.. now Im aware of how easy college is at this point and think I can overcome it all. Bwahaha! Which will lead me to taking over the world. Oh yess!! So, really.. Kristine said I should tell Andy quickly so I left a note for him asking about it. I did see him when I went in, but I always forget to ask people things when I see them and unless I go in earlier or on a day I dont work I never see him. So, meh. Im sure he'll tell someone and someone will relay information to me. *crosses fingers* Buuut if THAT doesn't work out. I'm kind of hoping that something will happen with Rue 21. I stopped in there the other day to get Mike some more cologne. And remembered I was gonna get an application. So, I filled it out and this time went out of my comfort zone and put Assistant Manager as well as a Sales Associate. So, we'll see how that goes. I say Im an assistant manager for the business, and I could say Im basically a manager in training now at Walgreens.. cause... I kind of am. Kristine is teaching me how to do the drawers at night and stuff. Im already half way there! they need to just promote me, damnit! Everyones going up except me. Rawr! Soooo if anything, it'd be cool to at least have another job if I could make it work. And speaking of that Mike had an interview at Menards today. Coincidentally, it was the one right by my work that my brother works at also. And he came over after and asked me if I wanted to go to the drug test place with him. Sooooo.. I'd say that's a good sign he got the job if they wanted a drug test. Im surprised it went that fast, actually. So, I guess they said they'd call when they get the results and they want him to work Monday-Friday from 6:30am-10:30, I think it was. So that works out wonderfully for him because I think that will only interfere with his schedule on Mondays when he's supposed to open. But otherwise he can still magically pull off two jobs and still see me at the same time. I'm quite surprised things are going this well so far. And he's excited because he can save up for a car faster. They pay fifty cents less than the job he has now, but.. money is money, really. At least he'll have two incomes. hah. I wouldnt complain about that. Although, we'd prob like never talk during the week because he always goes to bed super early and... I cant ever sleep and then dont want to get up in the morning. kinda like now.. its 1am and Im bored and cant sleep. I finished my homework. Then found out I have two weeks to do like four weeks worth of homework.. so, im just gonna wait till tomorrow to start if.. or the weekend. idk. Im feeling lazy now. too much work for me. haha. I can't decide if I want to take any classes on campus or not. Did I mention that I signed up for Intermediate Spanish 1 online? Aha! I don't think it will be that bad, but it requires (Im pretty sure) that you have to have Java and some reason my computer is messed up and some things don't work because our Java or Adobe Reader is weird and it won't fix itself. And, I've tried a thousand times to fix it. Blah. Apparently, my sister signed up for that class as well.. except she's doing it on campus. I thought... perhaps we could go together then, but we'd still have to drive separately because she has some classes after and I can't afford to stay and wait because I work those days. And that's the very far campus too. Yarg! Im thinking it'd be better just to go, but I kind of wanted to avoid wasting a ton of gas. I dont know what to dooooo cause its only an hour class too and it'd take me like a half hour to get that. Blah. I could always hold off, perhaps.. to take it at another different campus. But, gahhh! idk. Im so indecisive about these things. I cant ever make up my mind. This is bad to write when Im really bored cause Ive rambled a whole lot. I had a good day though with Michael. We had a big adventure trying to find the drug test place. We were pretty much going the right way, but we thought we weren't so we turned around. Then I called the place and called my parents and found out we had to go back to where we were and just keep going down even furthur. It was really annoying. Took us WAY too long to find it, but the directions were pretty fucking crappy. So, its not a surprise. But who would have thought numbers in the west would go down and then suddenly change to east? Does that happen everywhere? haha. or is this city just really that lame? I didnt get it and thats why we thought we were getting ourselves lost because I never would have thought west would change into east. lol. WTF! but, we still made it there on time and everything. So, thats what counts. =] The bad part is that I may have gotten my finger jammed again. We were play fighting and my thumb hit really hard on his hand, I think.. and I swear I heard a pop or it was just the sound of them colliding. hurt like a bitch. omg. I almost passed out. its the same thumb that has been jammed for forever too. bahhhh. oh well. Im officially done. Im gonna attempt to sleep now. THough, I really dont think I'll have any luck. Eat yo banana!Good news! (except, not really at all) Patrick decided he was going to quit. Pretty sure he hadn't even been there for 2 weeks and he's already gone. He wanted the job because his other job wasn't giving him enough hours, and now.. supposively they're giving him more hours? what?!?! I dont know. And then they said Nikkida is done for good. They took her picture down and everything. I've heard various stories about Jessica now. They said she was going to be gone for good too. But then they said Andy wanted to talk to her still.. so Idk. I forgot they put her on probation, I believe, and during that time she called off again. So, Idk whats gonna happen with her. She said she worked last night though. so.. *shrugs* They already hired a new girl. Which, I'm kind of not thrilled about because they hired her for cosmetics and really... I didnt think we needed another cosmetics person. Supposively we really do though. Im just worried that my hours will get messed up. But, I guess with me not wanting to work Wed and Fri.. it may work out. Nancy works everyday 9-5. So, Im always closing half of those days. So, maybee. But.. I dont know. Im skeptical about it. They're interviewing some other chick today at 3:30. And, I think another guy at some point too. We desparately need a checkout person and photo person. So.. thats why I didnt understand why we needed another cos person. bleh. I've been kinda really cranky lately and Im not really sure why. I cant ever sleep anymore either. The other night I was up kinda late just baking. hah. I made brownies and snickerdoodles.. just for fun, which I think they're already gone by now too. haha. We have piggies in my house. =P And then I started working after that and then went to bed, I think. Last night.. I just layed in bed watching tv for a really long time. I was so bored.. I didnt really know what to do. Then of course, I dont ever want to wake up in the morning. haha. Then the crankiness starts all over again. Idk what it is. I'd say maybe its going to lead to bleeding soon. (sorry Aaron) That and I broke out like a shitload for no reason. So, Im thinking thats it. =/ At least Im hoping.. cause otherwise, I really suck. I cant wait to be donee with this class. gahhh! I finished one week of homework. Now, I just need to do another. And then NEXT week... arg.. I have to shove in three weeks worth of homework. blah. So not happy about that one. I need a vacation from my life, I think. I work today. Im not so thrilled. Seee this was really pointlesss. I get paid tonight though.... at midnight. woo! Too bad most of its going to the loan company. Take me as I amI'm guessing that Petsmart job didn't go well, because I never got a call from them on Friday. Supposively about 600 people applied and the whole week they were just doing interviews. I think that's a little ridiculous. But, whatever. Better luck next time, maybe? I suppose I'll just have to keep job hunting. It's not the end of the world because I still have Walgreens and at least it is a job. But, Im getting really irritated with it. Mike never got a call from there either. Although, on wednesday he did get a call from Menards. So, maybe he'll have another job soon. We shall see how that turns out. My gma is doing well, incase you were wondering. Nothing bad happened to her, despite her epic rear end. She may have just gotten whiplash and that's about it. I'm ver thankful for that matter, considering by the sounds of it the car was seriously smashed up to the back seats. So, her car had to be towed and whatnot. Uhh... what else? Work really is irritating me though. On Thursday someone called and complained about how I was doing my job. They were mad cause I was just standing there talking to someone... er something. So then Kristine told me I cant do that. And.. I got even more pissed because I HAD to be up at the front because Patrick called off and I was standing where I was supposed to be talking for awhile, yeah. But, I still helped people. And one other time three of us were talking while I helped someone. And if thats what they called about.. then that's too bad, cause Kristine was talking too and she IS a manager. So.. shame on her too. Shame on all of us, whatever. But... some people are really rude. I dont really feel they need full attention cause half the time they dont pay attention to me. So... poo! Then I was getting really cranky and thought that I prob really shouldnt be in retail cause it was getting harder to try to be happy and polite. haha. oh well. I had multiple dreams this morning and was slightly disturbed by them. Considering one of them was Mike breaking up with me again. I think his mom was forcing him to or something and he was trying to convince me that I'd be okay without him and I had other things going on anyways. And.. I couldn't cry even though it really did hurt. So he tried to make me cry on purpose and then I ended up bawling. Then some shit happened... and people were like ganging up on me. It almost seem like Mike was trying to find any reason he could to break up with me too and it was really sad. So, I always wake up thinking that shit really did happen. =[ I had a dream about Junior too, which was even more awkward. Except it was me meeting his new girlfriend er something. =/ I dont really know how that happens, but oh well. I thought I had more to say than this. =/ I starting writing like three different times and just kept deleting it. *shrugs* I'm signing up for my fall classes already. Im slightly excited. Though, Im getting too used to this online dealio. haha. I didnt put any classes on campus, but now that Im thinking about it it's prob not so bad cause it'll be snowing and shitty outside during that time anyways. So, I'd rather just learn by myself anyways. I like it that way. I've been printing out alot of recipes too. I really want to spend a whole big day baking at some point too. I would love that. This was really pointless. I'm in love with you.I feel so loved, but so bad at the same time. That makes like a total of three of you that have been asking where I disappeared to and that you missed me. teehee. Makes me feel special, but then I feel like an asshat for not being around to respond. I usually don't slack this horribly. Actually, kiwi was always the first thing I did on the comp. But, with all these great responsibilities of life I've found the need to be elsewhere... sadly enough. =[ But, I am here! And I shall do the best I can to NOT fall off the face of the earth again, I swear! Hmmm. My grandma got into a car accident on Monday. Some bitch.. actually rear ended her. It was quite an epic rear end though. I heard she hit her from behind with a truck...so.. her car is smashed up to the seats because of the truck. It's pretty sad. I guess she was an older lady and she was wearing flip flops and apparently her foot 'slipped' or got stuck er something and she hit the gas instead of the brakes and hit her dead on. So, my gma went into the emergency room at 4:00pm and didn't get out of there until 3am. She sounded very horrible and I almost lost it cause... I think if I lost her, I'd really really shut down... for a very long time. heh. I hate thinking about it and I hate knowing that its going to happen one day. Arg. For the time being, I cherish my moments though and make the best out of them. But she got xrays done and a cat scan, I believe cause she said her head hurt and her back.. which I imagine it would. But everything came out okay. Guess she'll just be sore for awhile er something. Though dad said she sounded fine and she's been out and about already. heh. So, Im happy she's okay. very very thankful for that. Ohhh. I actually never wrote the guy's number down, I just let him write it down for me. Apparently me telling them that I have a boyfriend doesn't really do anything. So, I figure I'll just let him have his kicks and pretend like he's got something going for himself and then never call. Except, when they show up again I'll be screwed. But, I've come to the conclusion that it's probably better if I lay low from that place at this point since a ton of people know me by name now. My family keeps telling me that I should tell people I have five kids and possibly with all different dads. I guess I could give that one a try next time. haha. I've thought about saying I'm not into men, but I don't think that will work too well. Although, that statement isn't exactly a lie either. Aha! Get it?!?!? Another thing that's been bothering me is the fact that Steph (my bestest girl friend) and I have been trying to hang out with our other friend Tegan for quite some time now. We've made plans for all three of us to do things plenty of times, but something would always come up. I know we all work and all have boyfriends to deal with and whatever, but EVERY time something went wrong. Finally Steph was like we should just do something cause we have time and Im thinking well its about time she said that. haha. So we've had like one date so far. And last week I texted both of them and asked them if they had plans for the upcoming week because I was free mon-wed. First thing Tegan says is that she was having a bday part on the 11th. So.. that's cool, but I was asking about the weekdays. So Steph and I made plans once again for Tuesday. I thought I'd ask Tegan what she was doing and just invite her with and she tells me she has plans with someone and if he blows her off and he probably will then she'd hang out with us. So, we're basically like.. not good enough at this point to hang out with her. Plus my sister said she saw her and another one of our friends at Chili's hanging out and told her I was upset we didnt talk as much and that still hasn't changed. So, at this point... Idk what to say. Both Steph and I have to work the night of her party. And its just ironic how she swears she misses us but she has time for everyone else but us. ii dont know. I did have my woman date with Steph though. This time we went to Panera and just chilled there from 10 till about 1:30. It's quite nice to get to spend time with her again and we're actually talking like we're not strangers again. heh. Makes me sad that we haven't been hanging out wayy before this too. Ugh. I feel bad though cause she's having boy problems. Shits crazy. Although, I dont feel like a creepy stalker now because she's going through some of the same shit I did with Mike and she's repeating my same steps. heh. I bet I was like a creeper telling them about all this, but now its switched. heh. Still makes me feel really bad though cause I know exactly how it feels and it sucks. Hopefully, she gets to the bottom of it soon though. I luff her. I went shopping with my brothers and sister too. I got one pair of jeans a shirt. Then we went to get ice creams. Good stuffff. Nice to be with them too. I also talked to both of my uncles for two hours on the phone. hahh. that was quite interesting. but, nice. my dad pretty much doesnt want anything to do with any of them. which is pretty sad, but i guess i dont know the whole story. Although, i dont think that means i should deprive myself of my uncles either. =/ idk. Im pretty damn tired. I should probably be sleepinggg. It's still reallyy Tuesdayyy. technically NOOTTTT. but, I wanna call it that. I has my interview at Petsmart at 9:20am. Then, I think Im gonna go to the bank and deposit some monies and maybe write out a check to send to the loan company. That may be a good idear. I finished all my homework. =D Except for my midterm, incase you were wondering. I have three more questions to do and then I'm fin! Class is almost over too! wooo! Im pretty excited. Im actually more excited to start new classes because I wanna take some fun stuff of my interest. =] =] =] But, Im not excited about having to pay for the books outta my own pocket. poop. Ohh well. Im just rambling now. I should stop now before this gets worse. Hopefully.. Petsmart interview goes amazing. Then you're all really screwed, cause I will indeed be taking over the world. =] P.S. I almost forgot.. today's Mike and I's 2 year 1 month anniversary. Awwwwwwwwwww. And we actually get to spend the day together too. How lovely. <3333 |
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