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Matter fact make me a birthday cake...05/23/09 08:56 pm | 1 Comment | Permanent link
...with a sawblade in it so I can make my jail break! Baby, I think you just met your soulmate! Oohh yess yessss, that is a line from my beloved white boy, Eminem. =] I went out all early and stuff the day of the release.. thinking they'd have close to nothing at Target. But, then I felt like a douche cause there was a ton there. Im happy it was only 9.98 though. =D I gotta admit its not his best cd in the whole world. lol. But, I'd feel too anxious if I didnt get it. =P That sounds really dumb. haha. But, I figure.. I wouldnt feel complete without having all his cds anyways. Some are good, some are bad. But, that is life. Some of his advertising is amazing though. =] He could make death look good. <33333 I lied a little and realized that I had just a few more pics of the puppy dog to share with you. =] THESE ones are the newest ones that I have. hehe.   He just so happens to really like that chair type thinger. But, that's only because he can't jump on my bed yet so that's the closest thing he's got to be comfy on when he comes in my room. It's pretty cute. =P Bahahaha. No, Mike isn't black. =P I just have this really awkward thing where I don't want to date any more white boys. I've dated my fair share of them in my days. Actually... most of them may not even count. But, they ruined it all for me. Aha. And white boys don't really turn me on. Yeahhh, so I'm very picky. =P But, that's quite alright. Now there may be some controversy here because technically Mike IS half white. BUT, I like to forget about the white part and just call him a Rican. Just like I like to forget that I'm other nationalities besides Italian. I'm quite proud to be Italian, but I dont care for much else... besides being Croatian too. =] I always do think it is weird when black guys hit on me though, because that's not usually the type of guys that hit on me. I wouldn't think I was a black guys type, honestly. haha. It's usually just really weird cause that one black guy was UBER old and that was creepy. Oh, but I wont lie... there are some emo boys that are hawt. Or some white boys that really are cute. haha. But, generally... ii dont know. I like my boys tan. haha. Anywaysss... guess freaking what?!?! Schools out, bitches! I had my last two finals on Wednesday and Thursday. I still dont really know what my grades are looking like. My teachers are uber slow graders or Im just not looking in the right places, I dont know. I know I got an A in my human services class. But, that's about it thus far. I think I did very well in all of my classes though. That's very inspiring for me to continue going to school too. haha. So, we'll see how these next three courses go over summer. =P aha! They start June 19th, I think. I dont know. But, least I dont have to get up and actually GO there. So, I'm happy about that. Uhhhhm.. crazy thing, here. Mike had to go in to KFC on Friday to fill out some tax paper. I think it's messed up cause he was supposed to be there at 10, and he was. Except the guy didnt show up for like an hour and a half. So, he waited there like a weirdo till the guy showed up. He made him fill out the paper and said that they were actually hiring for a DIFFERENT location. And also that he had to interview a few other people, so he was considering others as well. In my brain - I would think if he had to fill out that paper that he got the job. And his other friend thought that as well. But, then I told one of my friends and he thinks since the guy said he was considering other people, it meant he didnt get the job. Oh.. and he said something else too.. that maybe other people would be willing to get paid less than him, so they'd take those people over Mike. But i dont really know how all that crap works. But, why else would they make you waste your time to fill out a tax paper if you dont have the job? They dont need that information unless you're going to freaking work there. I dont know that its a big deal, but if I wasnt gonna work there.. I wouldnt fill it out. So, I guess that is up in the air still. We shall see how that turns out. My work.. is GAY! There's so much drama there. haha. People are just dumb. I thought they cut my hours too, but then I think I just read it wrong. At this point, I think Im happy with my hours though.. cause I still got a 300 something dollar check every two weeks and that's helping me along the way to pay for my cellphone and some school stuff. Now, I need to start putting it away and SAVE it. I think after I pay the school and figure out if my parents are gonna cover the first disbursement for the loan, then Im gonna put the next check away. Otherwise... I'll never get a new car and I'll never move out. bahahaha. We'll see though. Havent heard from Ulta though. Debating if I should call there and see what the dealio is or not. I dont know. I felt like writing. =/ But, now I really dont have much to say at all. I gotta work today and tomorrow.... and monday. what a bummer! I've become motivated.05/20/09 01:01 am | 2 Comments | Permanent link
The only piece of white ass that I would tap:  Ohh yesss ladies - I said it. teehee. The new Eminem cd came out today. =] If you didn't know or haven't noticed by now... I'm pretty much in love with the man. I'd stalk him. Mike actually gets mad sometimes that I'm always up to date with Eminem information. Bahaha. And just the other day he said a nice thing like, "I wish you were on my penis, like you are on his." Except, I just said it in a much nicer way. bahaha. I can't help it though. I'm usually not a fan of white guys at all. lol. But, I'd take that man any day. Annyyywayyssss. Now that I got that out of my system. Here's another real stud that you should look at:  That is one of THE newest pictures that I have of Red. I actually took that myself. teehee. He was nice and decided to come in my room and pee on some of my blanket that was on the floor. It was a good/bad thing. Bad thing = obviously because there was piss all over my blanket. But good thing = because I became unlazy and washed all my bed stuff. And.. I just placed that white blanket over my naked pillows (it left the other half of the bed naked too) because the dogs love my bed for some reason and always like to lay ON my pillows. Normally I have two blankets on my bed.. so they wont be on the one that I sleep with. But of course they ended up chillen on the blanket. So, I decided it was a good photo opportunity. And, I'm glad I did because my dogg is a studd muffin. teehee.  You can't tell me that you don't love his face, seriously. Haha. And nowwww I know Kirsty will love me for finally posting these pics too. teehee.  And if any of you know anything about dogs - you can notice his ginormous paws and see that he is def. a big boyyy and he will turn into one too. Pretty sure he was the fattest one out of the bunch anyways. And he's pretty damn heavy already. haha. But, he's still such a cutie. He's doing really well though. He's basically potty trained already. They learn very very quickly, which is really amazing. He normally goes to the door when he has to pee, just like the other dogs do. He still has a few accidents here and there and when he gets too excited he pees. Vince used to do that too, actually. So.. we know where he got that from. Otherwise he knows how to sit already on command. And he's the only one that can speak also. Which, I think is amazing.. cause the other dogs havent picked up on it. haha. But, Red usually yells about a lot of things. lol. So, it made it easier to train him. Thats my great picture taking skills for yah. You know you love it. =P I found out that they didn't hire a head beauty advisor at work after all. They did hire that same lady who was supposed to take that position, but instead they just decided to put her wherever we'll need help at. I think its kinda dumb, cause we always need help everywhere. But, whatever. That means the position is still open, and I'm still kind of considering it. Although, I dont know if I'm still being considered or not. But, oh well. I am being trained in photo here and there when there's time.. or when Im just chillen in photo. I was very proud of myself because the other night when I worked I was the one teaching Kristine (one of my managers) how to shut it down. She said she forgot and Sandee has been teaching me for the past few weeks everynight. So, I got it all covered. =P w00t. Pretty soon they're gonna want me in photo too. Pfft! I keep saying that I should stop working so hard and so well because they keep giving me all the important work to do.. and I dont think I'll get promoted. Mike tells me.. "yah never know." but.. I doubt it'd happen anytime soon. I suppose its possible and I could wait it out and see. But, who knowsss. I just think its funny that I've only been there for like a bit under 3 months and I know more than some people who have been there for years. Makes me laugh. PLUS, its my first job ever in retail. Bahaha. Those bitches. Work is going well though... I guess. Still havent had a break from the weekend shifts yet. Im only getting one Saturday off because its my sister's graduation. Otherwise, they still got me on weekends. Suckksss. I applied at Ulta last week on Monday though. I cant remember if I mentioned that or not. I havent got a call back yet though. So, guess we'll see how that goes... or doesn't go. haha. Speaking of jobs -- Mike just got a job today, finally. =/ Not really my ideal one though, or his either.. but, ehh. It's at KFC. He had an interview Monday at a dollar store and then an interview today. But, he said they told him to bring his SS and all that junk.. so it was pretty much like he got the job already and thats what happened. Its located in a really shitty part of town.. and Im not too thrilled about that. So, of course thats why they hired him. No one wants to work there and they just dont care. But, at this point... he's just worried about the money, I suppose. He lost his car. So.. he has a lot of making up to do. I guess its good he's starting somewhere. I hate the idea of him working again though, I wont lie. And its kind of depressing.. we barely have time to do anything as is.. and now I think its just gonna get worse. Im hoping we dont have opposite schedules.. cause then we'd never see each other. But, he goes in on Friday to do paper work and see when he starts. So, we'll see how that works out. Hmmmm. I have one of my finals today. Although, I'm really not worried because its like any other test we've had... open notes/open book. Pretty much easy as pie. Then I have my last one on Thursday and then Im donneee with schoooool till.... my birthday. Aint that some shitttt? my summer classes start on my birthday. bahaha. ohh well. I've got three of em. Im ready to squash that shit. Anywayssss, I think Im done rambling for now too. haha. I think you're cute.05/18/09 01:17 am | 2 Comments | Permanent link
I never thought work would have so much drama. But, it's really getting to be ridiculous. Everyone's bitching about what the other person isn't doing and its getting really old. If they all just shut up and did their work and didn't worry about other people I think a lot more would get done. It's so dumb. I keep finding out that I'm really favored there. I guess our sims coordinator really likes me and trusts me with his work - so even HE has been leaving things for me to do. I've also learned more things about the job than other people who have been working there for years. I think that's really funny. Everyone teaches me things because they want to rely on me to do it. But the drama between people is queer. We're very short on people too, but yet they won't hire anyone else. If one of us wants to call off or switch with someone there's usually only like one other person that can cover, and that really sucks. I heard they were hiring someone else for the head beauty advisor position, but I dont really know for sure. I think I may just try to talk to Andy about getting more mornings anyways instead of closing more. I've worked like almost 10 weekends in a row too.. and I think that's really fucking shitty. I always close saturday nights and the open on sundays. Luckily, I've never worked a friday. but.. I think its so gay to work ALL those weekends in a row. ugh. I know Im very relied on though. Could be a good thing though... but, I really dont see how I could be getting promoted at all at any point. Ehhh. I took my Human Services final on Tuesday, I think. Pretty sure I ended up getting an 80. And... my big paper got graded too and I got a 100% on it. =] w00t! I really did.. kinda half ass that, so im happy about that. Im excited to see waht grade I end up with. Not all my quiz scores have been that great, but I think these big papers may have really helped me out. hah. He said I'd end up with an A probably, but yah never know. I dont have school till Wednesday though. I take my Psychology final on Wed. and then my Humanities final on thurs then im freaking DONE with school... until... like two/three weeks in June. bwahaha. I decided to add another class onto my summer schedule. I ordered two books that was like 134 bucks out the window. And, I still need to get two more. ugh. AND.. pay the school for the class I added and then.. really really start paying off that loan. Aha! I didnt think I was going to pay for my own college. haha. But, I think I feel better having it that way anyways.. cause that saves my parents some money and... kind of makes me feel good about myself that I can put myself through school with my 300 dollar pay checksss. I think I get paid this Wednesday too... so.. I can hopefully afford those other two books and pay the school. Im excited to be done. Kinda hoping these classes aren't that bad though... being that they're online and also they only last 2 months. So, its shoving roughly 4 months of work.. into 2 months. Could be dangerous. haha. but, we'll see how it goes. I have a whole lot more on my mind... and a ton of things that I really wanted to talk about. but, now I kinda dont feel like writing. Ive wanted to vent my ass off... and get back into my deep writing. but i just havent felt up to it actually. Its kinda depressing, cause I think it'd be very helpful for my brain. but, I just cant get it out quite yet. arg. The puppy dog is doing swell though. Ive been taking more pictures of him and actually did get most of them uploaded too. =P teeheee. but course im gonna be a lazy asss and not post them again. haha. sometimes i wonder why i even bother to write... cause i never get very far with it anymore. Ive just been feeling really weird lately. Ive been more up and down than ever before and idk what it is. =/ I did get hit on again at work the other day. That was pretty funny. Although, it seems ironic to me that its always black guys hitting on me. haha. Nothing against them, really. There are some cute ass black guys out there. buuttt its just.. a reoccuring thing. The good thing is that he wasnt a 50 year old creeper. bahaha. He came in asking for tape and I showed him where it was and he was making conversation about how they had me working on a saturday night er whatever it was. And then I rang him up too and during that time he asked me if I was from around here. and then he told me i was cute. And I laughed and he said he should come by the store more often just to see me. and he was leaving and was like "oh bye steph. take care. see you later steph" bla bla bla. I think its so weird... when random people say my name. haha. its so weird and random. Soo then he was about to leave, but he turns around and comes back up to me and he's like .." do you guys have......." and then all the sudden he's like "wait do you got a boyfriend?" I was like yeahh and he's all dannggg and mad about it. haha. and then he walks out. And, I thought it was funny cause he came in again today with some chick. He said to one of my co-workers that it was his cousin. But he saw me and first thing he did was wave to me really fast. haha. It was funny, but he never talked to me. I didnt think he was gonna come back... so last time I told him I'd be there waiting for him. haha. but, oh well. ii dont knowwwww. Im done hereee. I'm freakinggg lameee05/14/09 01:29 am | 0 Comments | Permanent link
That's so sad.. its been over a month since I've last written in here. =[ Time seriously does just fly by. jesus. That's so crazy. I did plan on writing in here earlier, but then I got distracted. And some reason I'm finding it easier to write in the public journal than this one. Which is funny, cause I didnt want my shit to be public. but, oh well. Mike did something really sweet for me today. He's actually trying to be romantic and... seeming to try harder with our relationship. Though, I'm kinda thinking its only because Ive been on the edge a lot lately with him and ive been really bitchy towards him. Kinda seems like we arent really clicking anymore.. or somethings going on there. But, he pulled off a really great surprise today when I went to go pick him up. heh. Gotta give him props for that one. =P At least he's putting forth some effort. I've had enough.05/12/09 11:58 pm | 3 Comments | Permanent link
I've made it this far without failing. So, I think that's a good sign. Half of my busy month is over and I'm kind of excited about that. =] I'm ready for things to slow down and maybe find some more "me" time in the mix. I made my first upside down pineapple cake. I was pretty darn scared, since it was my first time trying it and I didnt want it to come out like crap for Mike's mom's birthday. I didnt even get to try any, but I heard it was a big hit. So, I was very pleased about that. My sister's cake... came out rather interesting. I need to learn how to perfect making marble cakes. haha. Hers was red velvet cake mix and it was supposed to be like swirled with this cream cheese mixture type dealio and it looked okay at first. But, I was dumb and just shook it and it magically all fell to the bottom. So, all that stuff was like another layer at the bottom. It came out kinda cool, but it really wasnt supposed to be like that. I put choc swirls at the top and decorated it with duckies and voila! It turned out pretty good, I think. Even though there were a ton of different tastes going on at once.. and considering that I dont even like red velvet cake. Hah. I successfully finished my papers in time. I still need to work on my English paper, I think. Pretty sure I only have like three pages and its supposed to be 5-7. And then there's one other paper dealio I have to do in English and then I'm pretty much done with school. =D The final draft is due this Sunday and that other paper is due Wednesday. So, I still gotta get my ass going on that one. But, otherwise I'm quite thrilled that this is almost over. I wish you guys could see my excitement. haha. I ended up skipping class today too. ( Tuesday ) I really hadn't planned on it, but I didnt wanna get up either. I slept another 20 mins and then there was like 5 mins till the time I had to leave. So, I was gonna see how fast I could get ready and go. But, then my mom brought me the puppy and said that I should watch him and see if he'd go back to sleep. So, I was like.. well... Im staying home then. =P Course, he didnt go back to sleep and then I couldnt go back to sleep. And then Vince came in.. so I had two dogss in my bed and then no one wanted to sleep. So, I was up at about 9 and started taking care of my school things. I had one last quiz to take in Human Services, which I did amazing on. And then... the last thing I had left to do was take the final. The final opened on Monday and it stays open until the 22nd. But, I just wanted to get it over with. I dont have a final in English. So, the only thing I've got left is two more classes and then I go back next week to take two finals and I'm DONE! Well... really... I only get like.. probably not even a month off of school, and then I start again. I enrolled myself in two online courses over the summer. One of them is English 102 and the other is Into to Sociology. Im kinda thinking I want to add at least one more, but I cant decide which one. =/ And then, Idk if I wanna dish out the money for it. I've pretty much been paying my own way through college. And it's not a bad thing, but... Idk. There's a bunch of things I would like to get. And I've been paying for my books, and I need to start paying for my loan soon too. Oy. Guess I gotta get working on that. Any ideas? I missed the first semester of college. So, the whole point of summer classes was to try to catch up on what I missed. I even had a little bit of time to myself to visit an old friend as well. =] That was pretty nice. I dont get to really see any "friends" all that much anymore. And the ones that I DO have, we barely talk and we barely ever hang out. And for some reason we all have to hang out together or we dont hang out at all. =/ Seems pretty awkward to me. hah. But, oh well. I guess that's life. I know we all have our own boyfriend life and work that keeps us busy, but I really do miss my girls. Sometimes.... it's just necessary to have them. heh. The job is going well. I can't really complain. I still dislike my indian manager. Her and one of the girls I work with got into it on Monday. It was definately a sight to see though. haha. Made me laugh. I hate closing with her. Ughhh. If she didnt work there.. everything would run a lot smoother, I think and I'd be happier too. =D Aha!! I cant complain about the check though.. considering I make like 300 something every two weeks.. to really not do much at all. I get paid to sit there and talk half the time, honestly. We get busy occasionally.. but, its very rare. Andd.. I guess Im not gonna end up being the head beauty advisor anyways. =/ Kristine (one of my managers) recommended some lady, but then she said the store manager shot down her idea. But, then I just heard on Monday that they did end up taking that lady to be head beauty advisor for us. So, I guess that went out the window. Although, I really dont think I would rather do night classes, as opposed to day classes. =/ Even though, I really hate working nights. hah. but, oh well. Gotta make some sacrifices there. I did do some job searching today. It was mainly for the boyfriend. But, I noticed that Ulta was hiring. So, I applied there just for fun.. to see if anything would happen. They're hiring for Cashiers. So, I thought that may be cool.. and maybe they'd pay me more? Idk. And we have a new Petsmart thats opening and an Aldi's also. I dont know if you all have them, but they pay you a GOOD GOOD amount of money to scan things all day. It's like 12.95 er something like that just to cashier. I hear that you have to be able to scan a certain number of items within a certain amount of time, but thats a lotta dollars to just sit there and scan stuff and take money. hah. They dont even bag things for you.. so.. how hard is it, really? And they close at like 7 during the week and I think at like 5 on the weekends. So, those arent bad hours. I just really wanted to see if anyone would call me for an interview honestly. I really thought about getting two jobs. But, idk if I could handle that plus school plus spending time with the boy. heh. And I'd feel bad.. cause he still hasnt found a job yet either. hah. But, ahh well. I do have some updated-ish pictures of the puppy. I took them on my phone and just emailed them to myself, but at this point in time I'm still too lazy to upload them and get em on here. I really miss writing and felt like updating. I pretty much stopped updating in my main journal (its private) and been writing more here. It's kinda weird. But, its prob cause I like you girls responding. =] There's a larger variety of you. teehee. I love it, and I love that you guys waste time reading about my crap. =P Ohhhhhh. I went to look for new shoes today. But found nothing. =[ I did get a new little hoody thingy though. It has peace signs all over it. That always makes me feel like a hippy, but its pretty cool looking. And plus the lighter ones that I have are all ripped.. and it looks like Im poor cause theres holes everywhere. haha. oh well. I really want new shoes though. Gotta keep searching!! mmmm.. I think I'm done now. Im having starbucks coffee right now.. that prob wasnt a good idea, cause I bet I'll be up even later tonight. I barely sleep anymore. |
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