Wow... October 6th was the last time I wrote in here. =/ what the hell. Sure is a long ass time. Ive been wanting to write, but I always feel so guilty writing and then not responding to journals. =[ It's not like me to skip journals for this long or at all, actually. Blah. I sure do misss you all though and I do apologize for the lack of being around. I'm still tickled that some of you send me notes looking for me to make sure I'm still alive. teehee. Makes me smile. =] Someone out there cares. bwahaha. But, I just wanted to make a quick entry. I have responded to some journals. Though, I know I'm still very behind on others. I'm working on it though.

Well.... I am still currently working two jobs. I've been at Jewel less and less and am very happy it's that way actually. Aha. I probably really piss my manger off because I kind of pick and choose my days and don't go to work on half of the days I'm scheduled for. But, oh well. Guess that could mean less money for me, but honestly... I think I still make more at the party store in two weeks than I do at Jewel with two weeks pay put together - so really... where would you go, eh? But, whateva! I dont see that job getting any better so I'm still working on replacing it with another job and/or quitting. I'm just hanging onto it as my backup, honestly. I dont think Im having any lucky/getting anywhere with switching departments either. That whole process is confusing and I just dont know. I think I've given up on that idea already though... at least for Jewel.

The party store job is going well though. I actually do enjoy myself there and most times.. the time sure does fly. And I like a job like that - where I enjoy myself and get paid to and the work isn't too difficult or strenuous at all. It's nice. And most of the people there I really enjoy being around. I also don't get hit on anymore and I really enjoy. Annnd another plus is that there's a lot of spanish spoken there and being around it helps jog my memory and remember more and feel more comfortable with it. I honestly missed being in my old neighborhood because out here no one speaks Spanish. And, its kinda funny when people are surprised that I can understand Spanish. Steph and I took about the same 2 years of spanish, but she knows like... 3 words, which i think is sad. lol. cause you learn a whole lot more than 3 words in 2 years. but, oh well. Im hoping it helps me become more fluent though. The temporary position is ending soon though -- this Saturday actually. I dont know when I will officially be *hired* as a regular, but Steph and Cheryl have both already told me it was for sure. Just.. the sucky part is that I wont have very many hours there either. =[ So, I'll prob still need two jobs anyways. But, there's no way in hell I'm gonna be able to juggle three. So.. somethings gotta give.

Which... brings me to my next point that I had an interview at Walmart the other day. The lady was crazy.. and honestly it was the most awkward interview I've ever had. Doesn't make sense to me, and then at the end of it she turns around and says I'm not enthusiastic??? Uhh.. okay? I'm gonna be excited to be a cashier? what?!?! lol. It was just so weird cause she didnt really ask me about myself, what I'm doing, about my TWO jobs.. er anything and she seemed like she didnt know what to say half the time anyways. So, I dont know. One of our friends, Lynsey, has been helping my sister and I get interviews there and trying to push us to the top. So.. so far we've both had interviews and we both should be getting a second interview. Just waiting for that call... again. So, we shall see. Apparently... Jewel is their biggest competitor???? So... she said I'd have to quit there. I dont know. But, we'll see. The shitty part is that it's only supposed to be a seasonal position there also, so I still want to keep another job anyways for security cause at least it'd be SOMETHING rather than.... nothing. Gahh. We'll see.

The pups are doing well. I'm sure there are tons of pictures I could have been sharing, or I still could share with you all. hehe. We're now down to... four puppy dogs. Humph. All my favorites left first - it's pretty depressing and most of them all got renamed also. haha. Seven is now nutmeg. Flash's name may be charlie brown or maybe just charlie. idk. which is actually kind of funny because I sometimes I call Vince charlie for fun. and the neat part is that he answers very well to both names. =] Then Star's name is hershey. pooo. So, now we have Violet, Joey, Delilah, and Minnie left. Although... I'm hearing that Minnie and Joey are going to possibly leave soon also. We've lowered the price by a good 200 bucks or so.. which is kinda crappy. but, at least they're getting good homes and we're still getting something for them. They went to the vet today actuallly to get their second shots. Do believe they're doing well though.

I'm barely keeping up with college. Aha. I dont even know if I want to keep going or not. Moreso.. I dont even know why I waste time going if Idk what I want to do anymore. I kind of want to take some office type classes. Ehhh. Idk. I dont know anymore, but I cant wait to get into something new anyways.

Uhm... what else is there? The boy and I are doing okay. cant really complain too much there.

I learn everyday that I have an outstanding memory sometimes. =P I remember a whole lot of faces from years ago that Im surprised I even remember. The other day the D.A.R.E. officer Steph and I had in grade school came in the store and I told her I remembered her and that was like... a good... 10 or more years ago. hah. Steph had no idea who she was. lol. kinda funny. and she was amazed I even remembered her. =P ohh well.

That is life.
think Im done. =/ my fingers hurt.