Shorty_2008 , 22

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goooood day!
or night, since the day is pretty much au revoir.

lol.

i woke up early. 3:30.
two hours after going to bed.
my sister stepped on my legs.
waking me up.
in pain.

good thing she went back to sleep eventually.

then i woke up at like nine something.
watched barney with my sister (wanted to get shot)

and watched the little mermaid.
and all three of us (me, my daddo, and emery) took naps
wooooot!

we went to steak and shake for dinner.
then rode the merry go round at the mall.
and then i got two new books:)
yayyayayayaya

then we went to krispy cream and i got a strawberry donut and chocolate milk.

took a shower, and here i be.
long day.

tomorrow i'll be going home.
flight is at 5 something.

well, good night folks!

take care!
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hey hey

so today was my last day working at the school.
so tired.

yet it kept me busy, time went by, and woot.

its really weird.
zach has been talking to me.

like, without me talking to him first.
...
yeah, i know, right?

and he keeps asking me when i'm coming home.

unfortunately plans changed.
i am not leaving tomorrow anymore.
now i am leaving sunday on a plane.

so good news is, no 5 hours with dad lecturing me.
bad news, i have to wait until sunday.
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

scream scream scream.

lol.

i have to put my baby sister to sleep tonight.
that will be a while.
lol.

take care homefries!
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so after my long day yesterday,
i ran a mile and a half at the park while my sister played on the playground.

so freaking tired.
then i had to force feed myself, when i was too tired to eat.

i promised zach i'd do something for him last night, but i kinda accidentally fell asleep.

oh well, i couldn't do it anyways.

so if i never see a red folder or stapler again, i'll be happy.

my hands are bruised.
i was stamping books today, and putting new books in system and stickering them, it huuurt.

i got books of the shelves for the teacher, replaced old books. and etc.

tomorrow is my last day.
and i'll be going home saturday.
not looking forward to car ride with dad tho.

he's gonna tell me i'm a fuck up.
specially since him and my step mom think i have that eating disorder, so yeah lecture.

cruel intentions 2 is on. hm.

my friend kenny asked me out the other night.
i said no, and that i wasn't ready to date.
i am, but he intimidates me.
he looks like wesley snipes, NO JOKE.
i'll show a picture if you want.

asdfghjkl
i may miss that concert i've been looking forward to all summer.
gurrrr.
chances are very high that i will.

tyler is visiting too.
he's leaving tonight.
so i'll get to hang with him.

2 weeks until i move back to college.
woot.

good afternoon and goodnight darlings!
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sooo tired.

i may "accidentally" sleep in tomorrow.
LOL

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hey you guyses!

so yeah, went to the doctor, and had to sit there while my step mom said i had an eating disorder. i couldn't say anything.

i have always gotten sick when i'm on my period.
but no one listens.

so i did all the tests and answered all the questions.
and by answering the questions, the real issue with me was found out. not the "eating disorder". RUB IN HER FACE HAHA.

so now i have to go a therapist in TN to get the anti depressant pills and anxiety pills.
no more panic attacks and migraines for me when that happens.

the ekg thing sucked
i felt like a computer.
hooked up with wires and clicky things.

and urine test, gross.

and i so don't like being touched.
but hahaha, its over with.

worked today in the elementary school library like i will all week.

lots of red folders and stapling and labeling and barcoding.
one for each student in the school.

i see red in my nightmares.
today i manually enrolled each student in their class on the computer and created a password for them.

lots of students.
with long names.

one was ------------------------------------------> that long i swear and it was something like jeezebesus etc etc
no joke.

whew.
gotta go help my step mum with emery at the gym.
pshaw.
no clue what else.

i'm tired.
need body massage.

2 more weeks until school.
just 2 more.

thanks for the support.
hopefully this will blow over.
because i don't like my own family thinking things untrue about me. especially like that. and looking at me funny.

you know?

anywho.
take care homefries!
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