Shorty_2008 , 22

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Hey, well, it's like 12:24 and when i go to sleep and get up, I'm going swimming, to the movies, and then to the mall. I got 50$ to spend. Well, i spent my 40$ today, and Miss Michelle owes me the fifty. Well, i just put ch.2 up. and changed the end of chapter one. if you want to read the new version, just k/n me! I feel so stupid, i still can't put my mind to sending cody the email about me liking him, but i deserve some props, cuz i sent him the poem. Well, i'll add some more later. I have to hurry up and write this poem in my head. so CYA!
LUV ALWAYS, Sabrina

Hye, i'm back and here is my new poem, it's not as good as the first but Oh Well, it's called Through, at first it was untitled but when i got ot the end i named it.

[color=orchid]Through
I spend my time doing nothing.
I lay down and stare at the ceiling.
I wonder what your doing.
Probably something amazing.
I emailed you 50 times today.
But what about you?
I waited and i waited some more, but still nothing.
Still no responce.
Why do you hate me so?
You make me feel so low.
Well, i'm tired of this.
Tired of you forgetting and neglecting.
I give up!
I'm through.
Through with YOU!

Well, i'll write some more l8ta, CYA!
Luv, Sabrina

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wearing:clothes
thinking of: Cody
wanting: Cody to like me
wishing: he did
doing: what i normally do

[color=midnight blue] Hey, well, last night i was lying on my bed thinking, i wrote a poem in my head. Along with an email that i will send to my crush. Well, i quickly got up, and wrote it down. I had to be quiet because everyone in the house was asleep. Well, it's called wishes and here goes nothing...
*Wishes*
I wish i could tell you...
tell you that the reason i breath, sleep, and live is you.
I wish i could tell you...
tell you how i feel without being hated and humiliated.
I wish i could see you and you see me as who i am.
But wishes don't come true.
Not for me and not for you.
I care for you, but you could careless.
So i just want you to forget i ever said this.
I wish you would love...
love me and all of me without trying to change me.
I wish that all i knew about you wasn't true.
I thought you were funny, and you are.
I thought you were smart, and you are.
I used to think you were nice and sweet, you were.
But that guy doesn't exist. He disappeared as i was writing this.
Tears fall from my blue eyes, as i wish i could forget all your lies.
These words rush through my paper like a painful song, one that you hear and play over and over again in your dumb stupid head.
I wish i was someone new, someone that you love and care for.
Someone who isn't afraid of what you would say.
But wishes don't come true.
That's why you'll never know. My feelings... i don't let them show.
You'd hate me, you'd embarrass me. I know you.
I wish my story would end...
End like a story without any strings... I'm no pinochio.
Do you see, i hate you, and my nose didn't grow.
I lied and my fib didn't show.
But wishes don't come true. Not For me and not for you!

So, how did you like it. Well, i'm finally going to post my rough draft for the story i've been working on. It's not completely finished, so when you read it, please keep that in mind. It's in construction, so to speak. Well, to get kinda off subject. I plan on sending Cody an email, the last email he'll ever get from me. It's going to say that i like him and that i want him to forget about it, when school starts again, and not to tell any of his friends. I don't want the whole shcool to know, you know.
THE DREAM
Okay, well, last night i had a dream with Paul in it, again. I don't know why but i keep having dreams about him. the first one was us gettign married. the second was us dating. the third and last night's dream was more realistic. It was the new school year and... i can't explain it. It was really weird. Well, n e way. While your here if you haven't passed my potato... please feel free to.
Pass my adorable potato
Well, CYA!
Sabrina
Be sure to check out my new journal, it's novel called " Untitled"