Shorty_2008 , 22

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so yeahhhh.
october is my favorite month.
weather and all.

problem is, it makes me think of every october the past two years.
with zach.

i can't seem to help it.
so today, i asked him things are. just because i wanted to be a friend regardless of him.

things aren't so great with him.
i feel bad, but i can't do anything.

i slept good last night.
i made a tyler pillow.

i put a heating pad in it, and slept beside it.
i went comatose apparently.

and talked in my sleep.
a first!!

i had a test today.
aced it and bought celebratory cake.
wrote some.
figured i should dabble everyday with it.

sociology test tomorrow.
boooo!

anywho.

how are you?

sab=]

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first of all, i am sad that i don't have cheese dip for my chips.
boo.

thursday, i went to sociology. went to micro. took my test.
went to major fair. going to minor in creative writing. i'm excited.

riply and i ate lunch together.
i packed.
went to mythology. took the test.

tyler's mom picked me up.
i ate pizza and talked with the family.
they love me.
its nice:)

i slept on the couch.
woke up at 4 and hit the road.

i made tyler cookies and a carrot cake.
and meatloaf.

we ate chinese for dinner.
he bought me a winter mouse hat.
we went to see cloudy with a chance of meatballs.
amazing.

first kiss:)
and then slept.
woke up a lot because we didn't want to get out of bed.
friday, watched rocky horror.

watched the toy story marathon in 3d.
watched batman with jack nicholson.

watched the big bang theory.
slept.
woke up at 5.
hit the road.
slept whole time.
back here now.


so tired.
i miss him.

take care!
sab=]

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so last night i ended up texting mythology guy a lot.
he was having girl trouble.
about how girls he likes are never available and stuff.

i invited him to jump in leaf piles with me when that time comes around.

today i did wake up for breakfast date.
but tyler ate before i could get my food.
the lamer.

i cleaned, took out trash, laundry, homework.
went to see riply before class.

got out of class early.

and hung out with rachel and russel pretty much.
we talked about zach ranted about his jerkishness. and tyler and college and D&D

russel and i are gonna play it online
hahaha
i petted a beee!
like stroked it with my finger!
it was awesome!

and carried a can with six bees on it to a trash can without being stung:)

teehee.
sab the bee tamer.

god today was great.
i feel so happy.
tomorrow i'll be leaving to go see tyler.

i'm nervousD:
lol

imma study micro, eat dinner, watch the big bang theory, and sleep, and shower.

not in that order of course.

i finally tried to mexican food on campus for lunch today btw.
it was great!

uhmm. what else could i say.
some random guy told me a should flirt with a guy and then when he asks me out i should turn him down.
SO MEAN.
but funny.

my dad talks a lot on the phone.
like for serious.
lol


anywho.
i'll stop boring you ppl.
i have two tests tomorrow.
wish me luck!

take care loves!
sab=]

if you had to pick one celebrity to marry, who would it be?

me? uhm, adam brody at the moment.

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so yeahhh.

i was late to micro.
we have a test thursday.

he's chinese and stutters.
review didn't go over well.

i slept the entire a&p class.
a test coming up in there too.
whether thursday or tuesday, IDK.

and third period in september.
one the 3rd.
one the 18th.
and one today.

all because i changed birth control.
i had to tell my dad.
and borrow tampons.
since i have none.

great.
so sick this week fun stuff.

mythology was fun.

cute guy is now sitting in front of me for some reason.
when he was on other side of room.
other guy is also in front of me.

he asked for my number because i offered my english services.
LOL

test thursday.
leaving thursday night for home.
staying with tyler's family.
friday leaving for Johnson city at 6am

and weekend should be good:)

whew.
lots of stuff to do.


take care homefries!
sab =]

i am wearing three jackets right now.
random fact about you today?

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hey hey!
so yeahhhhh

i was supposed to have a breakfast date with tyler this morning.
basically both of us eating breakfast at the same time and talking to each other on msn.
LOL

i could not get up for the life of me
boo.

i had two tests today.
i bs'd one and the skill one on the smear test was pretty basic and simple.

i hope i did ohkay.
then i hung out with riply and talked.
gave heather the shoes for work and hung out with her until about 6.

met some cool ppl.
the one guy gave me the sunny spot because it is so cold outside.

tomorrow i don't have sociology.
but i do have all my other classes.
boo.

ran into nick.
giving him zach's belt to give to him tomorrow.

i do not want to think about zach
and how stupid i was for letting him use me and use me and take and take.
all i wanted from him was friendship. some part of him in my life regardless of us not being together.
i'm friends with all my exes, but all he wanted was benefits.
how fucking stupid is he?
he gives mixed signals all the fucking time.
but i'm with tyler now.
and sure i kinda wish i could be with someone closer but i feel alot for tyler. and i think that's something special in our case.
we dated two years ago. and still we come back to each other over and over.

i still am conflicted with the creative writing versus nursing major.
so stressed.


anywho, i'll stop my drama.





i felt pretty :)

take care homefries!

sab=]

what is your favorite month or time of year?

mine is october.
:D