Shorty_2008 , 22

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ahhh, i saw cute boy when i was walking to dorm yday.
hahaha, yes mythology today:)

talktomecutie!

so in any case.
i could not for the life of me fall asleep last night.
so i got three hours of sleep.
woke up at six,
got dressed,
went to get drink because of the uber thirst,
and guess what guess what guess what...

cash only.
the machines were down.
and if the machines were down, no food or drink for sabrina.
fuck fuck fuck.
no luck this semester

sociology is fun, i just hate that i already know all the info.
its a repeat every day of stuff i learned in high school, and even some in college first semester in psychology.
but they wouldn't take high school credit so yay repeat.

same with micro, except i started to fall asleep.
we talked about microscopes.
and guess what, we talked about the same thing in a&p.
microscopes. blahhh.

anywho, went to library to find the odyssey sine i have to read it before four. and eight floors and i have no idea where to go. which floor or anything. after five, i quit.
hello internet.
:P

and, i did finally get food.
yes!
pepsi is more exciting.

tyler's mom wants me to go with her to visit tyler.
8 hours away.
ahh. LOL.

and anyways.
i have to read now.
or should.
LOL

no class tomorrow.
woot!
lunch with riply.
saturday munford celebrate.
hope i can go, if not whateverss.

take care!
sab=]

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hey hey.

first of all.
sab does not like her roommate
she is a bitch.
basically.
i try to be friendly and communicative, but she acts like she is so much better than me. so fuck it and fuck her with a razorblade sideways.

mhm.

i'm bitter, especially after no sleep because she decided to keep the lights on all night.

anywho.
i woke up ten minutes before my appointment with the counselor. and made it in time.
woot sab.

and i cried within ten minutes of starting.
fuck.
i hate that.
but its just so emotional talking about all the shit.
my mother, father, step mom, stress, abuse, blah blah.

another one next week.
its a weekly thing i suppose.

then i got sushi for breakfast.
mmm cream cheese.
and went to my lab.
quiz and lab shit.

hung out with rachel, daniel, and russel.
talked about tyler's emoness that's really annoying.
if any of you guys remember how i was my sophomore year and junior year ranting and dealing with my mother, he is acting twice as depressed as i was.

gurrr.
and he lives with his best friends, 8 hours away, and complains all the time about not being happy, and i swear, i've done everything i can.
oh well.

i might move in with them instead of living with my dad over the summer.
just need a car.

and then i am back in my dorm.
where i wish my roomie would disappear.
for serious.
anywho.

take care homefries!
sab=]

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so yeah, my lab partner burned my hand with hot metal yday.
it effing hurt.

and i didn't get any sleep because my roomie was up until after three with her lights on.
so i missed my first class again.

i can't sleep with lights on.
its why i can't nap in the afternoon with the sun out.
it has to be dark for me to get sleep.

so micro was boring.
i went to study abroad fair.

pulled my arm muscle with heavy stack of papers and books.
and now can't lift my arm.
and i'm left handed.

FML.

mythology today.
woot.
cute boy say whaa? :D

and my parents were bitching about me using money when i had to buy more school stuff and female stuff and bath stuff.

i didn't buy junk food or fast food.
and its my money anyways.
so fuck them.


i'm just not having a good day.
coma later?
yes yes yes.

take care homefries!
sab=]

sorry for the bitter entry.

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hey!

well, yesterday was pretty lazy.
i watched shit online.
ate.
cleaned semi.

uhm, last night sucked.
i pretty much cried myself to sleep for hours.
and its all because of this stupid appointment i have to make.

i kept replaying in my head how i would do it.
i mean, the doctor told me i needed anti depressants, and well, how do you get those, by going to a psychiatrist.
but how do i go about going for just those.
gahhhh.

i hate my life.
i just kept crying because i wish i could just get it all out and let it all go.
i can't.
so much is bottled up.

blah blah.

anywho.
leakage fixed.
one class today.
laaaab.
from one to three.
eek!

rofl.

anyways, i've gotta get shit done.
the stupid appointment.
i feel so ignorant.

i told my dad that i learned about the creative writing major. which is my dream.
the only reason i went for nursing, is because all the writing majors the school had were business or news type.
and well, my dad was like 'are you saying you are changing your major' and i said 'i cant, security over pleasure' and he replied with 'thank you!!:):)'

great eh?

anyways, take care homefries!
sab=]

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hey hey!

so yeah, yesterday i went to the fair.
didn't go watch boys like girls.
dani had to work in the morning and she was kinda lame last night, and i feel bad, but i tried to make the most of everything.

i won a stuffed animal penguin named spud!
james tried to win me a goldfish!
lol.

tried my first funnel cake.
went to a freak show.
ran into summer and amanda who told us the concert was awesome.

oh wells.
we walked, ate, talked, couldn't go on rides because james's eye issue.

he was sad about that.

my step mom texted me and said i had to make an appointment for a psychiatrist by monday or she won't give me money or my dad won't either.
i'm like.
that money you give me, is my own bitch.
ughhh

anywho.
pictures!

me and SPUD!

what i wore.

hahaha

anywho, today i'm going to get ahead on shit.
read and relax.
destress.

zach has to come by and pick something up.
ughhh.
anywho again.

take care!
sab=]