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hey you!

well, i got ten dollars so i am going to see boyslikegirls tonight!

mhmm.
only like a few songs, but hey, its a concert for that much? no reason i shouldn't take advantage of that.

zach gave me the money.
hahaha.

and i watched more psych.
had a headache so went to bed early.
woke up and did laundry and dishes.

played some stumble online.
and now i'm waiting for dani.
tonight should be fun.

my step mom should put money on my card today.
i hope sometime.
i don't want to have to remind her.

well, here's pictures





its a magic eight ball!

i got bored at this point

haha, anywho.
have a wonderful satuday!
sab=]

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hey hey.
so yeah, yesterday was an fml morning.

i missed my first class.
my alarm didn't go off. and when i woke up, i had no time to get to the class before they locked the doors on the outside so late ppl can't sneak it.
fuck.

then i had a quiz in micro.
missed one.
boo.

then in a&p same tangent going prof.
but i had coffee so whatever.

i took a looong nap.
and had a weird ass dream about weird shit.
snakes in sub sandwiches, running across water, etc.

then some guy od'd on the guy side of my dorm.
ambulence and stuff.
wows.

today, i woke up, got breakfast, and am watching psych.

i need ten dollars to go to the delta fair tomorrow.
boys like girls is playing D:

my stepmom may not get my money transferred in time.
she's on the cruise and she gets back tomorrow. but fucking a i hope i get to go.

and i met up with riply and cody. hung out some.
came back to my room cleaned the bathroom.
more psych.

zach should give me money.
that would be great :D LOL

so the food closes on campus at 3 on fridays.
and well, i went to get food before it did. and well, they had no meat for sandwhiches. which is all i could get pretty much.
so i got bags of chips
hahaha

anywho.

here's my poem i wrote in micro


itchy scabs cake over the bloody aorta.
unrecognizable is the wound you inflicted.
your fingers, thick and trembling, reach.
your tongue, cherry red, licks.
you struggle, you moan, you screammm
peeling flakes of strawberry frosting,
the broken heart seeps out of the tourniquet.
dessert is served, and you are ready for seconds.

grotesque eh?
lol.
whatcha think?

have a wonderful friday!
sab=]

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gooood morning!

lol

well, i havent gone to bed yet.
lol

omg, lab sucked.
i didn't finish my work after three hours.
so much.

anywho, i took a shit ton of pictures.
got some yummy bagel thing at einstein and brothers or some shit.

anywhooo.
lol

i wrote some:)

Sweet foam strangles the words on the tip of her tongue.
"i love you" faded in the background, a pin against solid ground.
His hair, wavy and gold, her pale scarecrow.
Tattered and nameless, he spoke nonsense.
she longed to hear wisdom within his make-believe heart.
if only the wizard had given him a brain she thought.
Her fingers sat limply in his fabric palm, a wish wafted through the air.
there's no place like home with sugar coated lies and frosted anger.

mhmmm.
and today i have sociology, microbiology, and anatomy and physiology!
no mythology.
boooo.

but i saw cute guy yesterday.
he held the door open for me in the cafeteria.
mmm cutiee.

todayyy, slutty i know, but just look at the face, that's why i liked it LOL

the shirt is too big. lol

purrrple:)



tee hee



haha, me last night procrastinating with face mask :D

lol

anywho, sociology time.
take care homefries!

sab out!

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mkay
so yeah, i believe yesterday was great.
though i don't really know why.
i just felt euphoric:D

and for those who don't know, zach was my boyfriend of two years who broke up with me in june. so i don't know why he's acting the way he is.

its almost as if he wants to be with me again, but at the same time we don't want an on again off again thing. and i think that's why if he did want me back, he wouldn't do anything about it. but we are both completely different.
i'm not the same, i'm better.
i feel better.
he is so different. does weed now, and i don't know if i like what he's becoming.
i'll always love him, but i don't know if i can do that.

i kinda do want him back.
but my brain is having technical difficulties and its only because he's my comfort zone. two years with him and what not.
LOL

anywho, yesterday in mythology we didn't have a quiz.
lucky sab.
and oh my my cute guy in there.
mhmm.
who was totally checking me out.
man.

too bad we don't have class thursday:D

anywho.
today i have one class at twelve forty.
kinda confused about something, oh well.
meet up with riply maybe.

hmmmm.
take care homefries!
sab=]

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hey hey!

so yesterday i chilled in my room.
talked to ppl.
helped riply with her fairy tale.
did homework.

i went over 24 hours without eating.
because the school effing hates me.
but i have foodz now!
shabang!

uhm, sociology was pretty good.
micro, i kinda spaced and texted since he was relecturing notes i already had.
a&p... wtf.
a volkswagon is NOT alive, and a freaking zygote is!
ughhhhh.

anywho.
now i have mythology at 4. which i have to read a shit ton for.
epic of gilgamesh and enuma something.

zach is retarded.
that's all i got to say.

lol.
not going to talk about it since its so utterly confusing.
he says he likes what we have.
he can talk to me about everything, we can have fun, and make each other happy...

does that not sound like a relationship to you?
it does to me.
he kept asking me if i'd found anyone.
i said no.
he said all the ppl at his school aren't his cup of tea.
makes me wonder if i am.

anywho.
stuff stuff.

long day.
sleeeeeeeep later fo sho!
i don't have class until noon tomorrow:)

take care homefries!