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754. happy new year:) oh ten i have faith in you.

01/01/10 7:15 am

well, happy new year to you all:)

it has been quite a while. since november.
gosh, i've had this journal since 2005. its crazy.

well, 2009. has sucked. for me.
lol.
not looking forward to really remembering any of it.
oh ten. can not be worse i assure you.

well, i failed a class. my first class.
so a definite resolution is to get my 4.0 back.
be happy with myself.
get a job.
get over insecurities.
enjoy the little things life gives me.
every juicy lemon or lime. i'll make some form of aid out of it.
:)

so november. erm. well, i broke off friendship with tyler.
riply and nikki ceased to talk to me for some reason really.
i don't know what's going on but 2009 was just a year of losing ppl.
fuck it.

thanksgiving with heather.
nice.

december.
turned 20.
concert.
flu for the first time.
tried a twinky for the first time.

exams. broke up with joey.
GOD he pisses me off.

i'm at home. at my dad's.
been here about a week longer than i was planning.

spent new years eve at home watching movies and being unsocial.
i don't know why.

well, ce la vie:)
or however you spell it.

have a wonderful start to this bright new year.
:D

love sab
xD

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752.fuck tyler. and life.

11/10/09 7:11 am

yeahhhh.

he started talking to me online asking about who joey was.
and fucking all this shit.

saying that he was done with me after the way i treated him like shit.
and that he cared about me in an unhealthy way
and he was done. blah blah.

he did the same ol tyler thing.
and fuck him.
acting like i treated him like shit.
i fucking dated him to make him happy. stayed with him even though i didn't feel anything for him in that way. even when i was unhappy.
treated him like shit my ass.

and he said he was tired of me acting the victim. FUCK HIM.
i did not say anything other than i know i'm a shitty person, since apparently i treated him like crap.

gahhh.
well, i deleted him from everything.
so he can kiss me asss.

two tests yesterday.
two tests today.
one tomorrow.
fml.

not going to thanksgiving with family.
chilling with heather.

step mom texted me shit.
asldkfjasldkfjsdflkjsdf

i hate this.

sab <3

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751.best weekend ever. rockband. joey<3

11/08/09 10:12 pm

i had this entire entry written last night all ready.

i don't know why it didn't post.
but whatever.

i went to a party with heather.
had whiskey and coke, hypnotiq, and orange and whiskey while playing a drinking game.
i fell asleep in the middle of superbad.
we got tacos. played rockband.

i tried bubble tea.
which is fucking awesome.

came back to my dorm.
cuddled and watched movies with joey.
kissed kissed.

i was quite narcoleptic with my 48 hour all nighter.

LOL

today.
studystudy
readread
blahblah

i really wish it had posted my original entry.
this one is so fucking lame.
the other was better, fo sho.

sab!

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750. late late late. different. weird. rawr. insert shit here. subby?

11/06/09 10:04 pm

SO yeah.

its been foreverrr.

i stayed up for 48 hours last weekend.

fire alarm at three am. walked with markku and joey.

free food at mcdonalds. free coffee. walking walking. nap time the fire alarm went off

again so we ended up not sleeping.

watched movies. i tried the black taco.

i'm dating joey btw.

LOL

uhmmm. heather is spending the night tonight.

i aced a test hopefully

now i have two monday, one tuesday, and one wednesday.

sounds great eh.

party party.

take care you guys!

Sab <3

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749.twoyears.sick.latelate.subby?

10/30/09 5:49 am

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yeah, late late i know.
i've been feeling really sick.
stomach issues.

uhm, so yeah.
tuesday, went to sociology. went to micro.
hung out with heather, went to the mall with her.
got chinese food.

went to micro.
went to dinner.
hung out with zach.

wednesday.
hung out with ppl.

thursday.
it was the would be two year anniversary of me and zach.
i didn't go to class. couldn't get out of bed without wanting to throw up.
then about 11 heather got me up.
i loaned her clothes since hers was soaked.
we watched moulin rouge.
ate lunch.
zach came over.
hung out.
went to dinner.
watched american history x with roomie and friends.
the ending made my face do this D:

today i want to wear my halloween costume.
a fairy mahn.
breakfast with heather if my tummy doesn't upset me.
uhm. lunch with ppl.
stuffffff.

happy halloween early:D