StarDust5k , 26

hey there. well the drama continues but i havnt talked to anyone today so it has not affected me too much. amanda is pretty much being psycho and acting like im not allowed to have other friends. and when i didnt kiss her ass, her and her boyfriend sonny talked alot of smack about me. which is uncalled for. its ok though. i dont need negative or controlling people in my life. i just wish she didnt want to throw our whole friendship away over nothing.

so last night shal my other friend asked me if id pick her and britany up from the bar at 2 am. i said yes and set my alarm and at 2 i called her and texted her and said i was up and leaving to come get them. she said can you wait to leave until 230?? i said no im already up im coming now. so mark and i get ready (he was goona drive her car home) and we get out to the car. she calls me and says never mind were ok to drive. at this point i was like whatever i tried. thats stupid that they didnt want me to come because i wouldnt wait till 230. so they ended up hitting a car in the parking lot, with people in it, and brit fled the scene and the other car chased them, for an HOUR! and almost ran them off the road. wow! all i can say is thank god im not that immature anymore. even before i got pregnant i wasnt out at the bars every weekend. i went once in a while, but id much rather be home where i know i wont get run off the road.

anyways. so i just thought i felt zac turning around lol mark thinks im crazy! mark is playing video games right now and im supposed to be posting a discussion board for my online class lol oopps!!!

tomorrow i will be 28 weeks!!! and i have a busy week ahead of me!

monday - homework all day ( i have 2 more discussion boards due by midnight tomorrow) then i have spanish class till 8!

tuesday - have the day to chill and relax

wednesday - supposed to help shal move and maybe go to spanish class

thursday - doc appointment and our first birthing class

friday - medical term homework day!

thats about it!

xo
shan

hey there. well im bored. i turned everything off for earth hour. i decided to turn the tv off and the lights but still plugged in my laptop lol! i always conserve, we have had our heat off for 5 days, just wear hoodies around the house! and duh i will conserve 8 hours of light use when im sleeping tonight lol! but im doing it anyways.

so i decided that i really want Zac to come out now. and i have a good reason! i feel that i can protect him more if he was out of me. i know that sounds weird and opposite. but ive had some drama lately with amanda, my supposedly best friend, and she is just stressing me out beyond need be. and i feel that once he is out of me, he wont feel my stress anymore. this pregnancy has not been easy, and ive had some personnal issues during the pregnancy as well and i just feel terrible like he feels my burdens!

i dont know i am just getting really attached to him.

im ready to meet him

xo
shan

hey there. well its friday, already! mark had off today so we spent the day together. we woke up, i drank my gluose stuff then headed to the lab to have the blood work done! after that we went to the movies and saw knowing. it was good until the end when it got all adam and eve on us!

i cant believe how fast time is flying by. i only have 86 days left until my due date!

im getting bored not working, but i know its for the best right now. i havnt exactly hat the easiest pregnancy so the rest will be good for me.

well i guess thats it.

xo
shan

hey there. well good news today! my unemployment got approved!!! I should be getting my first payment by monday! its only 176 a week, but thats 700 a month and that will help alot! so i should only have to use 200 a month from my savings while i have the unemployment! which means my savings should last me longer, about until zac is a year old! so i will get to focus on school and zac for a year of no working!!!

ive been pretty lucky lately! i mean with medicaide and wic and unemployment!

so im almost 28 weeks, already! whew time is flying by!

no big plans for the weekend, mark and i are going to the movies tomorrow and thats about it! we havnt been out in ages! since twilight came out in theaters!

have a good one
xo
shan

hey there. well its spring!!! yesterday was in interesting day. i spent most of the day doing homework. i took 3 quizes for my online classes. mark came home and we went grocery shopping. we used our first WIC coupon...got $21.00 worth of food for free!! itll help out alot. so then we came home. the apartment next to ours, that we share a porch with, well the new neighbors were moving in. they are pretty cool! so im outside putting a bag in the trash can, making small talk and boom. we heard a crack at the bar paninis which is next to our aparment complex, sounded like a car accident. so all of a sudden 10 cops cars come flying by...i thought it was weird, thats alot of cop cars for an accident. so we ran across the field...it was not a car accident. it was a shooting. now mind you, i live in sagamore hills, its a small township with alot of wealthy people. stuff like this does not happen often. so it turns out that it was couple, they were arguing in the bar and went out side to leave. the woman got out of the vehicle to walk away and the man ran her over. he then dragged her body away from the main road, pulled out a gun and shot himself in the head. when we got there he was still laying on the pavement. it was crazy. and they are now both dead! the story is here click. it was seriously a shock.

so anyways today i have to study my spanish, alot! i go back to school tomorrow, and wednesday we have a big ol spanish exam, that is supposed to be the hardest of the whole semester!

so tomorrow i will be 27 weeks!!! i feel him kicking so much more theses days!!!

have a good day
xo
shan