StarDust5k , 26

well me and marcus fight alot but not constantly! i mostly get mad at him and i feel really bad after he leaves. like last night we got into an arguement and when he left i didnt say good bye or anything but once he was gone i just wanted him to hold me and i wanted to tell him how much i still love him. our biggest figt was about his friends because his friend didnt really ever treat me very well but we still got along. then one night me and his friend chuck got in a fight and chuck started yellin at me and then everyone started yellin at me and marcus just sat there. i got mad at him because he ignored the fact that i am his girlfriend. well i gotta go study for my temps test!!! *~*SHAN*~*

well ive kissed boys before but i want to talk about me and marcuses first kiss. it was like magic. we were on my couch the night jessica and dan were over and he just smiled at me and kissed me. it was so magical i felt the sparks fly and the tinglyes in my stomach. he told me the other day that everytime he kisses me he still feels that spark. kissing him is like my sanctuary it makes me forget about all of my problems and its great. marcus was my first (sex) and my only so far. i dont really like talking about it but its so magical i cant explain it. i can feel out heartbeats beat together and when he says he loves me while we do it. the best part is after because he holds me and not a word is spoken for a while. we just enjoy eachother for a lil bit!!! and i dont want to hear anyone bithchin that im a slut. i waited until i was in love !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well thats all for now *~*SHAN*~*

me and marcus have been going out for 7 months and i love it so much. at the begining of our relationship i didnt think i would go out with him for longer than 3 weeks but i guess i was wrong. its the lil things that make it special like when he looks at me amd smiles or holds me or when he wispers in my ear that he loves me. well thats all for today. *~*SHAN*~*

Me and marcus started going out on November 8, 2000. although thats not where it started. a year and a half before we started going out, me and my friend lindsey went bowling and there were these guys bowling next to us so lin decided to dare me to give my number to one of them(which i did , i never pass up a dare) i thought he was pretty cute but he never calles me. about 5 monthes later i was at the same bowling aleey and i saw him there but i could not keep my eyes off of him. ii ran upto him and hugged him and said "hi" but he didnt remember me. we sat and talked for a while and exchanged #'s!!!! then i started to develope this sorta fling for him and i wanted to have just one kiss. we said good bye and hugged and i left. for the next 6 monthes or so we hung out alot and we all chilled but he never knew i liked him. he thought i was cute but e never said anything to me. everyone knew i liked him but sonner or later i got tired of waiting so we lost track of eachother. then the end of october 2000 came and i was at my homecomming at school. i ran into one of my long lost friends from my old neighborhood (where i grew up) she was there with her boyfriend dan (goes to my school) it ended up that dan worked with marcus and knew his cell phone number. dan gave e the number but i hesated to call. but i called him and he was sorta busy (bowling on his league) so i got his e-mail adress and wrote him an e-mail. we swaped e-mails for a couple a days. so one day me and jessica were hangin at my house and dan decides to drop by with marcus!!!!!!!!!!!! we were cillin in my basement and dan and jessica were all over eacother and me and marc were just sittin there. so i went and lyed down on the couch and marc fallowed me and lyed down with me. a few minuted later he looked me in the eyes and kissed me!!!!!!!!! it was sooooo great. so after that we started going out. .........................