Find new friends – Totally free

SweetPinkRaine

SweetPinkRaine , 24

from Palm Desert

Comments

Statistics

.//.QUOTE JOURNAL.//.

  • 12/15/04 4:26 am
[color=#FF33CC]My heart is for me to chose who I give it to,whether they deserve it or not.

[color=#FF0066]I cried today not because I missed you, not because I wanted you, but because I realized I will be ok without you.

[color=#FF33CC]Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable.

[color=#FF0066]Lying here with you listening to the rain, smiling just to see the smile upon your face. these are the moments I'll remember all my life and I could not ask for more.

[color=#FF33CC]Love is not blind,it sees more and not less,
but because it sees more it is willing to see less.

[color=#FF0066]Not being able to hold you has got to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do, but I get to look forward to the next time you're in my arms, your smile only inches from mine, getting closer and closer until at last, our smiles meet. Something that beautiful, that's what keeps me going.

[color=#FF33CC]she laughs and laughs like all the rest
there's so much she needs to get off her chest at one point her smile was for real but now she puts it on so people won't make a big deal.



[color=#FF0066]Sometimes you gotta put up walls not to keep people out but to see who would care enough to break them down.

.//.QUOTE JOURNAL.//.

  • 12/14/04 3:49 am
I've been majorly neglecting this journal! I'm so sorry. Everytime I think my life is slowing down to make more entries,never happens. But don't worry I'll never go away! :-) Enjoy.


[color=#FF33CC]I wanted to tell him that I would never be sorry for loving him. That in a way I still do - that maybe I will always will. I'll never regret one single thing we did together because what we had was special. Maybe if we were ten years older it would have worked out differently. Maybe, I think, it's just that I’m not ready for forever.

[color=#FF0066]Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or hers reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself truthfully. When you dare to be vulnerable.

[color=#FF33CC]Somebody will come along and you won't even realize it but you won't be able to help yourself and you'll be happy.

[color=#FF0066]I've been without you and I know how it feels, and I can't be alone anymore.


[color=#FF33CC]It wasn't the worst, yet it wasn't the best, but the thing is , I would never want it any other way.

[color=#FF0066]When you look into my eyes, please know my heart is in your hands. It's nothing that I understand, but when I'm in your arms you have complete power over me.

[color=#FF33CC]He's not a person you can get tired of. He's the first person I've met, that i'm worried, he's going to get tired of me.

[color=#FF0066]You and I are like puzzle pieces. Even if we fall apart, we fit right back together.


//.QUOTE JOURNAL.//

  • 12/04/04 4:04 am
[color=#FF33CC]Yeah, we were just two friends in lust,and baby, that just don't mean much. You trained me not to love,after you showed me what it was.

[color=#FF0066]It's a trip ya know, when youre a kid you have this picture of how your life is gonna be, and it never crosses your mind that it's not gonna end up like that.

[color=#FF33CC]I keep waiting for some happy ending,some big earth shaking ending that makes me weak in the knees except everything that happens is just making me weak in the heart.

[color=#FF0066]Cant you see theres a feeling that comes over me, close my eyes, you're the only one who leaves me completely breathless.

[color=#FF33CC]Because of you I laugh a little harder. Cry a little less and smile a lot more.


[color=#FF0066]Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy. It is often filled with anger and tears. It is when you want to be together despite it all; that is when you are truly in love.


[color=#FF33CC]If I had to choose whether to breathe or love you. I’d use my last breath to tell you “I love you”

[color=#FF0066]Someone once asked me what I saw in him & I replied, "Everything you don't"

//.QUOTE JOURNAL.//

  • 12/01/04 4:30 am
[color=#DB7093]You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this



[color=#9370DB] You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.


[color=#DB7093]I have given up on looking for love... but I still have hope it will find me.


[color=#9370DB]We all fall down it's the getting back up that really counts. We live and we learn. In life there's only one guarntee,your feet aren't always on the ground. Because we all fall down.


[color=#DB7093]Sometimes I want to press fast-forward to see if you're worth it in the end.


[color=#9370DB]Anyone can give up; it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.


[color=#DB7093]I've been trying not to love you; I've been putting up a fight. I've been barely holding on and letting go with all my might. There's a part of me that's empty,I know only love can fill. I'm afraid I'll never find it, and scared to death I will.



[color=#9370DB]Sometimes friends go though hell; The best thing you can do is take a seat and go through it with them.



[color=#DB7093]I need more than what you're giving;I can't take no more of being second in line in your eyes.

.//QUOTE JOURNAL!!!.//

  • 11/30/04 2:40 am
[color=#DB7093]Watching you walk out of my life doesn't make me bitter,or cynical bout love it only makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person,How beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.


[color=#9370DB] Women fall in love through their ears & men through their eyes.

[color=#DB7093]I don't make sense, he doesn't make sense, together we make sense.


[color=#9370DB]And i cant really explain what i'm going through inside, but i'd turn away the world, just to have you here with me tonight.


[color=#DB7093]The worst battle is between what you know, & how you feel.


[color=#9370DB]I've accepted that we can't be, but I've also accepted that you're going to be that one person I carry with me for the rest of my life, the one that is always going to make my heart jump a little and my stomach tie up in knots no matter how happy I am otherwise and no matter how long it's been. The one I will always s.e.c.r.e.t.l.y wish had asked me to the dance even though I am more happy with the guy who did. Do you realize how incredibly difficult it is so accept both those things at once?



[color=#DB7093]Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars.Pointing me on my way into your loving arms.
This much I know is true.That God blessed the broken road
that led me straight to you.



[color=#9370DB]I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons. Finally content with a past I regret.
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself. I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long.I'm movin' on.



[color=#DB7093]Getting over you was the hardest thing I've ever had to do, and I don't think I could ever do it again.