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.*The way you do the things you do...it's no wonder I'm in love with you.*

  • 01/03/04 7:03 pm
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Hey ya'll! I'm in a tiny bit of a better mood than I was yesterday. I talked to my dad so that is partly why im in a better mood. We just agreed that we need to distance ourselves right now. I still havent been sleeping good. I've been super tired but when I try to sleep I have 50 million things on my mind then I go to sleep and have bad/weird dreams.

I got my nails done yesterday. They look all perdy. :-) Gah...my computer i pissing me off. THese pop ups keep coming from no where!! I need to clean out my programs and shit cause this is ridiculous.

Anthony is suppose to call today or tomorrow and I am really hoping he calls me today cause I want to go see him tomorrow cause I am missing him terribly! I dont know if he's gonna or not though. Maybe I'll just surprise him. :-p Wake his ass up early tomorrow!! HAHA. He wont care though. Cause he wuvs me.

I think I'm gonna try and take a nap. I'll probably just end up laying in a bed watching a movie but oh well. I'm too tried to sit on my computer right now. Hope ya'll have a good day.


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mood okay..
wearing jeans and new Paradise shirt
make-up none
listening to It's no wonder I'm in love with you-Billy Dean
watching the screen
planning on watching a movie
loving anthony and jaysen? bad sami...
randomness I'm a whore! lol. Okay well not relaly but I feel like it


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Thanks for responding!!

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.* I'm in a not so good mood .*.

  • 01/02/04 7:13 pm
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Hey ya'll. I am *SO* tired. I had a weired,weird dream last night and I kept waking up. And then last night I was missing Anthony bad so I tried to force myself to sleep but it didnt go to well.
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My mom emailed my dad last night telling him that I wasn't gonna go there this weekend cause of the whole fight thin Monday. And he called my cell and left a voice mail. I'm scared to call him back. I'll just wait til he calls again. Is that bad of me? I guess I'm a bad person. *sigh*
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I guess this is all today. I'm tired+in a shitty mood so it makes me not want to write.


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mood x Shitty
wearing x Daisy PJ's
listening to x Real World Marathon
watching x Real World Marathon
plans x be lazy
talking to x No one. Away messgae is up
thinking x nothing...my mind is blank
dreaming x of beng happier
about to x take tests for my homeschool stuff
weather x cloudy/54
loving x *sigh*
hating x the way things are right now
random thought x nothing


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.*.Wow,another year gone by...that's crazy.*.

  • 01/01/04 9:00 am
.x.// Thanks for all the support in yesterdays entry. You guys are awesome. I'll definatly keep you posted but right now I really don't want to talk about it now. //.x.

.x.// My new years was the boringest it's been in a long time. It's wasn't THAT bad. I didn't do anything til 7. Then I went to see Lisa at her hotel. And me and her family went to dinner. And we were watching the news of NY and it was 9 but it was Midnight in Ny. We watched the ball drop and kinda had a thing at 9 instead cause I wouldnt be there at 12. Then we went back to the hotel and went to the pool. It's 41 outside! lol. But the pool is heated. We talked about EVERYTHING. I mean I've known her for 4 years and we were best friends for 2(not anymore but we are still friends just not BEST friends). Lots of memories. I feel bad that she has to move to Texas. She doesn't know anyone there. //.x.

.x.// We were being really stupid at the pool. It was funny as hell. Then I had to leave at 10:15 cause mom didnt want me driving around late cause of it being NYE and all. SO I've been home since 10:30. It's 11:30. I'll be by myself at 12. Boo hoo. :-( But I figure it's just 1 NYE. There are PLENTY more. I'll more than make up for it! :-)//.x.

.x.// Well happy 2OO4 ya'll! Hope your New Years Eve was good!!//.x.

.x.//Samantha//.x.



*when me and Anthony were sitting in my car the other night this song came on...he doesnt listen to country cept with me and he'd never heard it before but then he dedicated it to me *melts*

I love you like a wildfire loves the wind
From way down in my soul out through my skin
You might say I feel it in my bones
It brings me to me knees, it lifts me up,
Makes me strong, and I hold on to

Every touch, every kiss,
And every moment just like this
The way you dance, the way you smile
Wear your hair just alittle wild
The way you woo me like you do
It's no wonder I'm in love with you

A love like this is sacred ancient law
You wonder where I stand, I stand in awe
I see the other side of heavens door
And everytime that we make love
It shakes me to the core, and I want more of

Every touch, every kiss,
And every moment just like this
To have the dance, to see you smile
You let your hair hang loose and wild
The way you do the things you do
Girl it's no wonder I'm in love with you

Yeah baby, I'm in love with you, oh oh

I love your face, I love your lips,
I love the taste
That lingers long after the kiss
The way you do me like you do
Girl it's no wonder I'm in love with you
It's no wonder I'm in love....with you

.*New Years Plans.*Pregnant?!?.*Weird Dream.*

  • 12/31/03 11:07 pm
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[color=beige]Happy New Years Eve ya'll!! Thanks to everyone who resubbied and to my new subbies! You guys are awesome. And thanks for the advice/nice responces in yesterdays entry. It made me feel better.[:)] [/color]
So, today I'm not exactly sure what I'm doing but I know that I'm doing someting with my friend Lisa. Her and her family are moving to Texas and are passing threw where I live and getting a hotel for the night. So we are gonna do something. I have no clue what though. It'll be cool though. Iwas with her last year too! And our other friend Chrissy. Yup yup. What ya'll doing?!
I'm gonna find out for sure weather I'm pregnant or not today. I mean, I am like 75% sure that I AM pregnant. And from talking to Jesika she thinks I am too. But I dont know for sure. I dont know what I'm gonna do. I'm scared shitless. And yes I know, you should have thought of that before. Dont bitch at me. I know that. I'm beating myself up enough as it is. I dont need anyone else to help with that. If I am pregnant I'd be due Sept. 28th cause I used the calculator on this one site. Gah, how will I tell my parents? How will I tell Jaysen? When I tell my mom I'm gonna make Anthony and his mom be there I can't do it alone...but that is IF I am and I dont know IF I am yet. I'm gonna buy a test today when Lisa comes here. *sigh*
Anyways,I was up til 1 last night talking to Jesi. Then I went to bed and had the WEIRDEST dream about my dads best friends stepson. We grew up together,he's 18. It was crazy. I woke up like...whoa.
Well,I'm gonna get going. Get ready and all that jazz. Have a happy New Years!!!!


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mood x Worried
wearing x black plaid PJ pants and tank
listening to x Just to see you smile-Tim Mcgraw
eating/drinking x chewing gum
talking to x Jaysen
watching x the screen
loving x blah...
wishing x I wasn't such an idiot
random thought x I hope for the sake of not turning my world upside down...that I'm not pregnant.


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.*.First Entry.*.

  • 12/31/03 4:44 am
.x.// I like this name much better than my other. I can start the new year off with my new SN. I hope you all don't mind me changing SN's again. I just hated the other //.x.

.x.//I've been bored since I took Anthony home. I dont know what's going on with us. I mean Jaysen is my boyfriend(lives 4 hours away,havent seen him in 5 months) but Anthony...boy oh boy..he just makes me melt. Just little things he says to me about how beautiful I am or when he tells me how much he wants to be with me. Last night we were on my bed he had his head in my lap watching a movie and I was just watching him and couldn't help but smile. I know we've went out before and he hurt me but it's different. I can feel it. I love how he makes me feel. The quote " I never knew what it was to look at someone and smile for no reason til you" applies totally. *sigh* I know I'm horrible because I have Jaysen but I can't help what my heart is making me feel. Speaking of Jaysen he's been busy and I havent talked to him in 2 days. I dont know what I'm doing...I'm a mess //.x.

.x.// Now that I have my new SN I can be more open about things. I dont feel like I have to hide things....So, what are ya'lls New Years Eve plans!?! //.x.


.x.//Samantha//.x.