so i didn't see Audrey and the baby yesterday. meh, oh well. i still can't really tell if i'm getting sick or not but i didn't want to risk it.
i do feel a little better today, though. i'm less congested. i promised Dacota that if it does get worse i'll go to a doctor. so fuck thaaat i really hope it goes away. idk he just worries about me but i really don't think it's anything to worry about. i get sick easier because of my heart thing but that doesn't mean it's going to affect it.
he's also pushing me to quit smoking completely because he's decided thats not good for my heart either which is probably true but i dont really know. i could do it though, if i really wanted to. i'm only at like one a day right now. maybe tomorrow i'll try to skip it.