TiGeR_hOtTiE , 23

Hey

I'm just sitting here chatting it up with Bekah, CJ and Gary. Nothing exciting is going on so far. Well, at least not yet neways. I'm still trying to plow through homework like crazy, but this Wednesday I have two Midterms back-to-back. I'm so gonna die from it, UGH! lol

*+_Sheryl_+*

Hey

It's been quite a few weeks. Gary has spent every night here since that first night together. I think he's still sleep still in bed, but I did wake him up a lil while ago.

I watched the Vice-Presidential Debate last night on TV and lets just say that Palin got her ass kicked by Biden. There is no competition between the two of them.

*+_Sheryl_+*

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Ok so I hooked up with this guy named, Mark Garret, but we all call him Gary. He's such a sweetheart too, lol. We hooked up Saturday, September 13th in front of the Math and Science building as horrible as that is, lol.

That night we got drunk, as well as the Friday night before too. He invited my roommate and I over for dinner with him and his sister, which turned out to be noodles and chicken, in the dark with candles. He said it was mostly for my benefit.

Sunday night we went for a moonlight walk down by the Rio Grande river. It was soo beautiful!! It was one of the best nights to ever have gone on a walk.

Last night we just ended up decorating me and Bekah's front window with a couple of decks of cards. It turned out really good as a result, lol.

Today I went to class all day and then ended up going home for lunch where Gary had three fake roses with cute lil teddy bears in them and a poem waiting for me on his bed. It was so cute! One rose was white, another was pink and the third was red. The poem said:

To the cute little girl
Who changed my world.
To the bright little pearl
That sent my heart a whirl.

I love the tiny stars in your eyes,
i love the shiny lining that lies
behind these clouds; oh so black,
I've seen your heart I can't turn back

So hears my heart to have to hold
I grasped this chance i must be bold
The life I live when I'm with you
Warm my heart with all you do

Hey

A note a friend wrote:

Till anything that's not happening now starts happening, and everything that is happening now stops happening.
I was suppose to write this in August. I've obviously missed that marker. YOUR TAUNTAUN'LL FREEZE BEFORE IT REACHES THE FIRST MARKER! ... Then I'll see you in HELL! HYAW!
Protocol for these cutesy little notes is being thrown by the way-side because my mind is fuzzy right now. Ew picture if your brain was actually fuzzy, like a moldy brain. My brain is moldy. I will make sure I write another note in April, and not in May.
I haven't committed to this semester yet, and writing that made me just consider if thinking about my life in semesters is a good thing. I'll call myself smart, and stupid in the same thought-sentence. I tell myself I am capable of things, "worthwhile" things, but I can't shake telling myself that I'm stupid.
Now I don't write these to gain sympathy from anyone, I'm just trying to figure things out for myself, and I guess it helps to spell it out in words once in awhile.
I keep waiting for the time I'm no longer curious about my existence. Because when that time comes, I won't be depressed any longer. Thinking about it, talking about it, arguing about it is circular. It gets me nowhere and nobodies the wiser for yapping about it. The questions I won't have answers to until I'm dead frustrate me beyond frustration.
I keep putting off homework and choices because it feels like the next day isn't going to come. I can't see it and I can't get off my fence. I like my fence, and that is the problem isn't it?

Life Request.
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Life Request Inquiry. It's been 10 days, please respond.
-We regret to inform you that your request for Life has been denied.
Life Request Denial Appeal.
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M.H.

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WOW! 850 already...feels like forever, lol. I'm not doing anything today, just finished up studying and doing vocabulary from my Psychology book. We just started the Adolescence chapter. Its pretty interesting all and all.

Leroy said he'd stop by, but that was like 2-3 hours ago...I guess whatever. Ron and I might try dating, but I duno how that'll go over. He's in Oregon and I'm in Colorado...could be interesting.

YAY! lol

*+_Sheryl_+*