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I think that;I am just hanging onto Brandon and the thought of him being my boyfriend because that would mean that not everything has to change.
Because I've known him since I was seven. And in some respects I think it is one of the things that is holding me in place because everything right now is changing so much. But at the same time, it's a painful reminder of how much things really do change. Because before we lost touch 2 years ago, we never would have dated. We've both changed so much. And I wish he lived closer or that he could drive. Because then we could see each other and we could figure this out. Knowing that there's the potential for me and Brandon to be together, but also knowing that that potential is getting all screwed up because we can't see each other is upsetting. I think I could really like Brandon a lot if we had a chance. On another note. I was dissapointed with Hp5. And I've fallen for yet another Daniel: Daniel Radcliffe. But this one is totally not a possibility, as Heather pointed out, so I don't know if I should add him to the list of guys named Daniel that I've liked. Here we are: flirting with the very fine line of together and not.Boys are silly and it's not fair that they can toy with our emotions as much as they do.
:]I like him. I'm not crazy about him yet, I'll be ready to say good-bye later, but I like him. And that's enough for me right now. -Nicholas Sparks, The Guardian
Brandon is back from Alaska. Heather's parents are leaving her 26-yr-old brother in charge for a week. Let's get this party started. ediiiiit; So Brandon might have a girlfriend? Or maybe they were talking about me? I don't know. All I know is that I hate myspace because it just lets me be really nosy. And also I only get one side of the conversation most times, because Brandon's friends aren't mine so I can't get on their myspace pages. Stupid crap. I should just relaxx. RelajameRelajame. And you held her looser than you would have, if you ever could have known.I hate when things seem like they are too good to be true or like they never happened at all. Like I sort of kind of have this boyfriend but I haven't seen him in like a month because he lives an hour or so away and I just got my car last week, but he had left for a cruise in ALASKA (!) for 2 weeks like 2 days before that. So I couldn't see him before he left. And I've talked to him. But not in like 4 days and so it just feels like maybe he doesn't really even exist and that I don't really have him at all anyways. I just can't wait until he gets back. Maybe then I'll stop being so damn insecure. :] |
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