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\ ° x //-»[O my F*n GOD.//I wanna be pushed aside. So let me go0.]«-/ \\[font=century gothic]
OMG The Grudge was such a good movie. Okay I just had to say that. Today was not terrible. Okay it was horrible. But only until 6th period(which is last period). Because I have 6th period(elective) with Ben and I always play basketball with him and all these other guys. Ben is so awesome. I muchly love him. Alli had detention today. Bianca had a hole in her pants. LOL! I walked with Ben to the bus loading zone and Ben saw Rissa like stick her finger in her mouth and he was like "Crispy would you ever suck dick like that?" And I didn't say anything and he was like "OMG Crispy you have?" And I haven't so I was just like "no", and he was like "Well, would you?" and I said "I don't know." And Chris comes along and listens to our conversation so Ben goes "Would you do that to Chris?" And I mean what was I supposed to say to that. Chris is uberly hot. I don't know if I would do that to him. Even in a hypothetical situation, because that's all it would ever be anyways. Ben is so awesome. He can pull me out of any bad mood. I really like him but he just has to be going out with Alli. Arg. Even though Ben pulled me out of my terrible mood, I still hate my mom. She is a damn bitch. I can't even believe she tried to make me feel guilty about them having to pay for softball. I ain't giving up my dreams for her. Hell no. I'm actually kind of happy though because I know that if I ever get kicked out of my house I have someplace to go, where the people aren't going to piss me off even more by going straight to my parents. I can just go to Emily's. I know they would come pick me up and everything. They are just the awesome kind of people like that, and they would totally understand and help me as much as they could. I've been pretty damn close to saying things to my mom that would get me kicked out lately, and I've been pretty damn close to just packing some stuff and leaving, so I'm glad I have Emily and her parents. Well that's about it. I'm going to go do my science forms because I am going to be royally screwed if I don't get them done tonight. I was like shaking in school all day because I'm going to fail science if I don't get these damn forms done tonight. And I probably can't get these forms done tonight anyways because I don't know which ones I need, and I can't exactly do my gay hypothesis without my research paper, that's due next Friday, that I haven't even started on. So, like I said, I am going to be royally screwed. *UpdizzLe* I got my forms done, but I have this terrible feeling that I did the wrong ones, and not all of the ones i have to do, so I'm probably going to be ROYALLY screwed. So this is why my title is O My F*n GOD.: Nicole Hartley wants to be friends. I feel bad. I don't exactly want to be friends. It's not even because of 4th grade anymore. My friends that just met her this year think shes an astrowhore. Like ew. And I feel like really bad. What should I do? I feel really F*n bad because she thinks were friends again. I mean I'm talking to her but that doesn't exactly mean were friends. Arg. I'm so damn confused. Well I gotta go to sleep as soon as Fear Factor is over. ex'sandoh's x3 Crispy \ ° x //-»[Urg.//Don't wanna be an American idiot.]«-/ \\[font=century gothic]
'ello lurvlies Last night I made an entry at like one in the morning and for some reason my computer was being a goober and would not make the entry, and it was a good entry too. So I just waited until now to make a new entry. Today I am going to the movies. That makes me muchly happy. I get to see my softball team and Coach Joe and Coach Jeff because they have to 'chaperone' us. lol. I don't need a chaperone and I'm sure most of the other girls don't either so I'm not exactly sure why they come but it's cool, because they are cool. Our softball games got rained out yesterday in case you didn't know. Made me muchly mad. OMG. Last night my brother went to home-coming and he wore jeans and a red-neck shirt. Ick. He is such a dork-wad. I would never go to home-coming with a guy dressed like he was, although I don't think he had a date anyways, he just went with the kid Vinny and this other really hot kid that was in the car when they drove away, both who were dressed in suits. Tomorrow I have school and I don't want to go. Urg. I'm in the middle of watching 'Stephen King's the Shining' and 'In a fix' on TLC. Both are not very interesting. Well I'm going to go listen to Linkin Park music and get ready for the movies. I like Linkin Park muchly, can't you tell? *upDizzLe* We went to the movies. Amanda, Erin and Amandas mom saw Txi while me, Emily, Christen, Megan, Stephanie and Emily's granny saw The Grudge. Coach Jeff and Coach Joe didn't go. Lori and Emily's Granny came, and Megan came. I think Julie made Coach Joe clean out their garage. lol. The Grudge. Hmmm... T'was good. I might have nightmares. Although me and Christen were cracking up through the entire thing. Because Christen is just really cool like that. And Emily kept yelling at us, and instead of covering her eyes on the scary parts, she covered her ears. lol. I love Emily. My mom is a bitch. In the car she goes "We would have a lot more money if we didn't spend it all on softball." Am I supposed to give up my dreams for her. I don't think so. I hate her. Right now I'm fighting with Nicole Hartley and Jaimee and some other person who called me a hoe, and then a dick sucking hoe ass bitch, and said I've been sucking on his dick, blakes dick, and some kid named camrons dick. Haha. Yeah right. I haven't exactly been sucking anyones dick. And Nicole said I was a fat bitch that was always jealous of her, and that I'm the one that screwed her over in 4th grade. BULL SHIT. I'm certainly jealous of the rich bitch, with the fake nose, that has no real friends, and looks like a damn stick. I'm surely jealous, can't you tell? Well I'm going to go watch TV, listen to music, eat skittles, and sleep soon. ex'sandoh's x3 Crispy \ ° x //-»[Urg. My parents don't like me.//Stuck in the Wake of the Mistake, Slow to React.]«-/ \\[font=century gothic]
'ello Lurvlies. I am bored as hell. And quite pissed off. Firstly I had tons and tons of fun at Emily's. She is so awesome. We played a game call 'Adventures with Chickens'. T'was very fun. There was a 'spaceship' that looked like an egg, that had a cape on. And you got to eat chickens and honk your horn and all these amazingly cool things. So then this morning we woke up, ate pancakes, talked strategy for the game, and then played Adventures with Chickens again. After that my parents picked me up for the tourney and I wore my dads Yankees hat. Everyone on my team amde fun of me for that, they don't like the Yankees. Megan started calling me 'New York' when I was up to bat and I was so ready to hit that ball over the fence. lol. She totally knows I was pissed about New York losing. Megan is awesome too. She's just like a 20 year old version of Emily. It's awesome. So I got on base once in the three times we hit. But the second time I got a hit I just got out, and I only hit twice anyways. So then the games got rained out. It was my first inning pitching and like it started pouring and the fields got to wet to play on and we were going to do something as a team. This is where I got really mad. My dad acted like it was more important that we get my brother to his home-coming dance then let me chill with my team. Turns out we didn't do anything as a team, but my brother doesn't even need to be picked up from work for like another 2 hours. So that made me really mad. My parents don't like me. They like my brother better. And he's older(26) so they can't even use the excuse that he's the baby of the family. Because that's me! I swear it. But going over Emily's was really awesome, and tomorrow were going to the movies as a team so I can see her and the team again tomorrow. Well that's about it. I'm going to go listen to Linkin Park music, and maybe call Ben to talk. I wish I could talk to Emily. She seems like the kind of person that would totally be willing to listen. But idk. She just isn't going through the same things I am, because she is totally unconscience of her appearance, and of what people think about her, even though I think she's really pretty, and she's totally awesome. So it's just not the same for her. I really need someone to talk to. Urg. ex'sandoh's x3 Crispy(aka New York) \ ° x //-»[Lots of Angry People.//Just wish I didn't feel like there was something I missed.]«-/\\[font=century gothic]
HAHA Lots of angry people yesterday, just look at all the response I got in my journal yesterday. Yankees are the better team. Red Sox fans are the idiotic assholes. Everyone is being so fucking bitchy about it, and the Red Sox won. What would Red Sox fans do if they lost? School was okay. Last night I was very pissed. My mom was bitching at me for stupid reasons, wait scratch that, she was screaming at me for no reasons at all. Ben kept poking me in my ticklish spot today. And then Vincent did it after Ben told him to. Urg. Ben and Vincent got kicked in the balls in gym today. T'was funny. Well I gotta go get ready for Emily's house, and then I have a tournament tomorrow. ex'sandoh's x3 Crispy annoying (e noi' -ing), adv. A Red Sox fan. A person who is obnoxious, loud, and ignorant. A person who does not root for his/her team, but rather against other teams i.e: the New York Yankees. Also, a person who wears "Yankees suck" apparrel, and chants "Yankees suck" when their team is playing another opponent. A person who refuses to see the grand scheme of things. It does not matter if the Red Sox win, the New York Yankees have twenty-six World Championships. See also: Delusional, Distasteful, nine-teen eight-teen... \ ° x //-»[Drop Dead Red Sox Fans//WHO'S YOUR DADDY?!]«-/ \\[font=century gothic]
Sometimes I feel bad that I want the Red Sox to just drop dead in their tracks. And then I remember it's just the Red Sox. Steinbrenner's going to fire the whole fucking team except Williams, Jeter, Matsui, Giambi, and Lofton. I really wouldn't doubt it. I fucking cried when the Yankees lost last night. They are ranked as the number one failure of all sports of all time. Fuck Red Sox fans. There was never any curse, the teams have always just sucked and that's why they never got anywhere. Anyone that wants to leave bad stuff about the Yankees go right ahead. Y'all are just lucky I don't know y'all, and y'all can just KiSS MY ASS. Because today this kid comes up behind me and syas "Haha the Yankees lost" right in my ear and I almost slapped him. I got four hours of sleep last night after I got done crying so I'm just in a little bit of a bad mood. So now I have gay ass homework and some other stuff to do. ex'sandoh's x3 Crispy I'm not exactly sorry to anyone I offend, but please don't un-subby or whatever if you don't like what I have to say. \ ° x //-»[Fuck .. the .. Red .. Sox ..]«-/ \\ |
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