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Nicole Hartless(Hartley) almost got expelled today. Okay Rissa if you read this, this is what happened. Nicole said she wanted to fight my friend Sam and Sam's friend. So Sam can't fight her because if she gets suspended then her parents are going to make her go live with her grandma. So Sam went to Mrs. Stone and told her about Nicole wanting to fight her, and Mrs. Stone went and got Nicole and Nicole denied wanting to fight Sam and her friend and then Mrs. Stone said that if she heard anything else about Nicole wanting to fight anybody she was going to get suspended for 10 days or get expelled. I was so happy. :o). I despise of that girl. And then I ran into her on purpose but she must not have noticed or something. But it was still cool that I ran into her on purpose. And I didn't have to go to Mr. Carlsons class to read in the morning because I was helping Mrs. Kuhn, one of my teachers from last year. That was most of my day. Yankees lost last night. I'm really scared that they might lose tonight. Arg. I love the Yankees anyways. Rissa the Yankees better win. Rissa wasn't in school today. I missed her again. Arg. Well I'm gonna go watch Sportscenter to get the highlights of last nights Yankees game. So far it's really good, their showing highlights of everyone and their at Yankees stadium live for shtuff. Yay. byebye ex'sandoh's x3 Crispy \ ° x //-»[Everyone is sick//YOU REMiND ME OF THE TiMES WHEN i KNEW WHO i WAS.]«-/ \\[font=century gothic]
Rar. I wanted to hit Nicole Hartless today but I refrained from doing so. Nicole is the only person I would actually fight at school. Sam didn't get suspended, but it turns out Dean Pryor is Nicole's Godmother. And yes Rissa I am talking about Nicole Hartley. That stupid whore. We just called her Nicole Hartless in 4th grade when she was in my class. But she failed, luckily. Because she's a stupid whore who got tied up and stuck in a trash can in 4th grade. GRRRRR. I think I have homework. If I do have homework I hope I wrote it in my planner because I sure don't remember it. Everyone is sick. I have a pounding headache and Friday I was sick. Ben felt sick to his stomach all day. Rissa didn't come to school today because she was sick. Lots of stuff is obviously going around. I failed a test today on Vocab from the book Animal Farm. And I'm going to fail the actual test on Animal Farm too because I was asleep most of the time while we were reading it in class. So now I have to read like the entire book in the next 2 days and make a political cartoon. I already know what I'm going to do for my political cartoon, but I'm a terrible drawer. I got a 100 on a quiz, 105 possible. It was pretty easy. In gym we had to run 3 laps in 12 minutes. 3 laps is 1200 yards. It was pretty hard. I only have less then a minute left when I got done. I ran with Ben most of the time and then after that Ben went to play basketball with black people(no offense or anything), their just a lot better at basketball then me and wouldn't have let me play so I didn't bother to go over. I walked with Vincent and Ebanx and Ian and Frank and Dustin and tons of un-cool people. Arg. It wasn't that bad. We walked only 2 laps in about a half hour. Fun fun fun. Everyone kept making nasty jokes like that were directed towards me. Ugh. It's because I'm the only girl that hangs out with them most of the time. Well I'm going to watch Full House and get ready for softball. And sit down and try to get rid of my headache. x3 SOTY Yankees play tonight. 8:00 on FOX I think. Check the game out. YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY. The episode of Boy Meets World "And then there was Shawn" was on. YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY. "Welcome to John Adams High. Where you are gonna die." "Here's and knife, here's a gun, tons of fun for everyone. Death is on the menu tonight." Angela-Well is any of us safe? Shawn-VIRGINS, virgins never die. Cory-Alright thanks for saving me.(To Topanga) Eric-Im dead. Jack-Im dead. Shawn-Im about as sick as you can get without actually dying. Angela-Wait a minute Feeny's dead. Eric,Cory,Shawn in unison-Ayyy. Go, Feeny! Go, Feeny! Go Feeny! ex'sandoh's x3 Crispy \ ° x //-»[Ugh. Sigh. RAR. Grr.//iF YOU DiED RiGHT NOW, YOU KNOW THAT i'D DiE TOO]«-/ \\[font=century gothic]
'ello lurvlies I'm still not in a good mood. I kept telling Blake to shut-up today and he was like, "Your in a mood, are you mad at me", and like I couldn't be mad at him. And I'm not mad at him. I'm mad at a lot of things, which includes most of the world except Ben, Sam, Emily, Justin, and Rissa at this point. I love Emily. She is awesomeresternessingerestestnesser then anyone I know because she doesn't care what other people think. I wish I could be like that. Chyllin w/Emily and the rest of the Wildcats really is making me stop caring what other people think. Because we are AWESOME and no one can tell us differently. And yes I said 'we'. Because Ghost Bob is standing next to me, along with the frog in my pocket. So we had to take a test in math class today and Mr. Carlson was a retard and wouldn't let Rissa take the test and he was so stupid that he didn't copy the test off for us and instead of having it on the projector screen he had it on the wall because it wouldn't fit on the projector screen. So he had to write them on the board because he was stupid. And in science we had Mr. Capozzoli. He is awesome. Science was fun. Sam got suspended. I felt bad because she got suspended because she was bad-mouthing this girl. But what she was saying couldn't be anything that someone hasn't already aid about her. It's this girl Nicole Hartley. Or Hartless as we like to say. I hate her so much. She was in my 4th grade class and even the teacher called her a bitch, after the teacher was fired from school for coming in drunk or something(I don't know the whole story but she was an awesome teacher, not a drunk.) That's how much of a bitch this girl was. So this girl failed a grade and is now in 7th grade at my school with a lot of my 7th grade friends and like she must have heard Sam talking about her, told her mommy, and had her mommy call the school. I was ready to beat-down Nicole today. If I had seen her she would have gone home with a couple broken bones because I have known Sam since I was 7. I've known her for 6 years and I would get suspended for her. You guys reading this can't even give you the faintest idea of how much I hate this girl. Rissa if you read that and you wanna know how much I hate this girl, I hate this girl more then Blake's sister hates you. Or hated you. Or whatever. And that's saying something. The Yankees lost last night. Grr. They play at 5:00 today w/Pedro pitching against them. He's gonna hit someone and there's gonna be a fight almost guaranteed. So check out the game on FOX. Barely anyone responds ever. Oh well. Well that's about it. ex'sandoh's x3 Crispy \ ° x //-»[Couldn't do a damn thing for Emily//Running away from the streets that we knew.]«-/ \\[font=century gothic]
'ello lurlives Here's a re-cap of my weekend. Saturday(yesterday)-We dropped my bro off at the pumpkin patch to work and headed out to my softball tournament. We lost both games but I pitched probably the best game I have ever pitched in my entire life. Although during the second game that we played I had probably one of the worst feelings I have ever had in my entire life. The worst was knowing my pop-pop(grandpa) was dead. Emily, one of my best friends, who is also team captain, slid into third-base and was called out but was safe really safe the umpire just didn't like us because she alreayd made a terrible call and we yelled at her. Emily slit her knee open, nothing serious. But when she came in she started to cry. Mind you softball players are as tough as they get. We don't cry unless there's a good ass reason. I'm not sure what Emily's reason was but seeing her, one of my best friends, cry and knowing I couldn't do anything about it was like sticking a knife through my heart. I was about to cry with her, and was actually starting to, just because I love her and she is way past awesome. She's awesomeresterestnessingerest. Rar. Right after I saw her start to cry Coach Jeff goes "Christina, your on the mound." I was so mad. I probably pitched about 10 mph faster then I normally would have, because I was pitching for Emily. Not for me. All this weekend it's just been tearing at my heart. I love Emily and seeing her cry was the worst. Maybe it was because she thought she could have done better, maybe it was because she was hurt, whatever the reason I felt her pain. There are only three people in this world that I would trust my life to, and that I when they feel pain, I feel their pain. Emily, Ben, and Jessica. So I haven't been able to have true fun because of that one moment. Just the look on her face. Ugh. I love the Wildcats. And Megan, Emily's 20 yr old cousin that is one of our "coachs" could be Emily's twin. She is awesome and she doesn't treat any of us like kids, but like equals. I love it. So, on a happier note, after I got home Jessica had left a message on the machine. I called her back and finally got to go to her new place. It's awesome although she has to share a room with her bro. We went to RJ Gators and had great food. And we had a hot waiter that must have thought me and Jess were older then we were and he was VERY nice to us. He even gave Jessica's mom a free margarita. And the waiters name was Joe. And he was very very hot. Yesh, yesh he was. And then the Yankees won. 19-8. Hell yeah go Yankees. Sunday(today)-I went to church w/Jess and I felt just awful because I'm not sure if I believe in God anymore. But don't judge me on that, please. Then I went to a church picnic w/Jess and it would have been loads of fun if what happened at softball yesterday hadn't happened. So that was my day. Hope everyone else had a good weekend too like I did because yesterday, if it hadn't been for that one moment where Emily cried, would have been comparable to the three days in Lake Lytal where I was with the Wildcats and we won 5th in states. Oh yeah, my team made $924 today at Wally-World fundraising for the team. Ye-yuh. I wasn't there though because Coach forgot to tell us about it. ex'sandoh's Crispy ahhh. I love this quote that I stole from my long lost buddy Katie. That I hardly ever talk to anymore because she is 16 and lives in NJ. *Crys* Learn from your past-move on-grow stronger People are fake but let your trust last longer Do what you gotta do, but always remain true And never let anyone take the best of you \ ° x //-»[AAAARar.//Just a ghost to the world, thats exactly, exactly what I need.]«-/ \\[bgcolor=black]
[font=century gothic]  Time|1o:3o Entry|o4O Mo0D|exCtied for my softball tourny [color=white]Rollercoaster favorite ride. [font=webdings]n-----n n n n n n -----n[/font] [font=webdings]g-----g g g g g g -----g[/font] [color=FFCCFF]-» This morning I was sick. Rar. «- [color=FF99CC]-» I woke up for school and then I went to the bathroom and took out my retainer and came back to my room and started to get changed for school and I felt like I was going to fall over because I was so dizzy. But then I got better around no0n. «- [color=FFC6699]-» So no school for me. I was kind of happy I didnt go to school because I got like 6 hours of extra sleep but I just wish I could have had someone to talk to or call. Like I wish Will was still talking to me because he is homeschooled so like we could have talked. And he just broke up with his girlfriend like last night so it would have been cool. «- [color=FF3399]-» Jessica needs to call me and tell me her new phone number. Or maybe I should call her old phone number and see if she has the same one. But if I do that and she had the same one I will feel really stupid. heh. «- [color=FFCCFF]-» I am very bored. Im watching Fear Factor and this guy cut his finger and then rubbed it on his face. Ick. I dont hate blood but just the way it was was disgusting. «- [color=FF99CC]-» I have softball tomorrow. I lurve being in tournaments. If I play good I can win 35 dollars or maybe more from my dad. Yay. I need money. I only have a hundred and I need more if I want to go to the Buzz Bake Sale(not really a bake sale but a concert) and get a shirt or jacket or a something you know? Cause lord knows my parents arent buying me anything. «- [color=FF6699]-» Okay well Im going to go find something interesting to do or someone interesting to talk to. I want to call Ben but his parents would get mad and Ben might not be awake even, he goes to bed early. «- [color=FF3399]-» Im gonna go to sleep soon so that my dad doesnt have to go all old school on me in the morning and use a whistle or an air horn to get my ass out of bed at 10:30 in the morning. He was already bitching at me for not being asleep at 10:o0. I mean now that is early. And I cant sleep for 12 hours straight normally anyways, unless I stay up until like 2:o0 in the morning or something. «- [color=FFCCFF]-» Updizzle* «- [color=FF99CC]-» I'm very bored. I'm watching a show on TBS called The Mansion. T'is good. Okay well I have to get ready for my softball tournament. «- [color=FF6699]-» ex'sandoh's «- [color=FF3399]-» Crispy «- -- [color=FFCCFF]-» Wearing|LPA teE and bLue shOrtS «- [color=FF99CC]-» Listening to|thA TV «- [color=FFC6699]-» Hair/Make-up|Up/naddaH «- [color=FF3399]-» Watching|Spongebob Squarepants. I hate this show. «- [color=FFCCFF]-» Eating/Drinking|naddaH «- [color=FF99CC]-» Loving|Ben. Rar. But I cant have him. But I still love him like my brother for now. «- [color=FF6699]-» Hating|Will and other assizzles in the world «- [color=FF3399]-» Thinking About|Ben. Rar. And my tourny this afternoon. «- -- Sponsies|//Readalottobooks//bloodyevenstar//bluepenguin88
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