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Had School today. We were only there so we don't have to make-up any more days. Mr. Carlson wasn't so bad but I still wish he was rotting in the firey pits of hell instead of teaching. Rissa was high I swear. lmao Rissa. I can't believe Blake 'threw-up' on you. Okay that's it. I got softball tonight. Fun, Fun, Fun. oX Crispy \ ° // --» [How am I supposed to live without you?]«--\\/[bgcolor=black][color=white]  .x. Time|o3:5o .x. Entry|o28 .x. Mo0d|kiNd of DeprEsSed .x. Your Calling To Late [font=wingdings]o o o o o o[/font]
[color=white]x Bored out of my mind. There is nothing to do in this hell-hole of a place I call home. x x My parents kicked my brother out yesterday. And then he came back. And my mom cried after she kicked my brother out. My brother is an asshole. He makes my parents miserable because hes not doing anything with his life. And yet my parents still like him better then me, even after theyve called the cops on him, kicked him out more then twice, and hes come home high or drunk more than once, x x I cant wait until we go back to school. I didnt do any of the work we had assigned but my teachers can kiss my ass if they give me bad grades because of that. I already have like a D in Mr. Carlsons class. Hes an asshole. I hope he died in one of the hurricanes. He deserves to die a slow painful death and then rot in the firey pits of hell. And Im sure Rissa would agree with me on that one, right Rissa? x x I watched Gilmore Girls almost all day yesterday. Very good show. Im glad its going to be on ABC Family now. Dean is so0o0o0o0o hot! I want a boyfriend like Dean. x x Im kind of mad at Will. But Im not sure if its Wills fault. He hasnt been talking to me. But I think hes grounded from going online and I think thats why he hasnt been coming online, and why he signs off every time I try to talk to him. Oh well. If he is ignoring me or avoiding me then screw him, right? I talked to Will's friend and I think Will was over at his house at the time. Because Will's friend was trying to get me to admit I liked Will, and then he tried to get me to admit that I was the one that prank called them last week even though it wasn't me. x x Okay well Im going to go be bored and watch TV. Today I have the house all to myself, but only for about another hour because my parents will be home soon. But I was glad my brother had school today because I got to be a bored loser all by myself without my brother yelling at me for everything little thing I do.x x Lurrrrvvvvee Crispy* x x P.S. Jets won yesterday. Yay! That made my dad very happy. And Im sure my softball coach was sitting in his hospital room watching the game. And Im sure he was very happy too. x x P.S. agian. Bush is an incompetent son of a bitch. And if he is elected again, America deserves everything it gets. But the soldiers still do not deserve to be dying in Iraq. I think everyone should all do a write in and elect someone good. Not Kerry or Bush. But Kerry will do if no one agrees with that thought. x x *UpdaTe* x x I got school tomorrow, which means, sadly, that I can't be nocturnal, or partially nocturnal, with Rissa. And I can't watch 7th Heaven. Well maybe I can watch that, I just have to convince my parents that there's no way I will be able to sleep so early. And I won't be able to make an entry until soemtime tomorrow after I get home from school. :o(. Oh well. I'm happy to be going back to school so I can see Ben and Chris and all the rest of my friends. :o). x [font=wingdings]o o o o o o[/font] [color=gray]Too Late to Be Gracious[/color] [font=wingdings]o o o o o o[/font] [color=white]x Wearing|a purple touny TeE and pUrpLe soFeEs x x Hair/Makeup|up/nadda x x Eating|nuFfn x x Drinking|nuFfn x x Watching|Boy Meets World x x Listening to|thA TV x x Thinking|about Will* x [font=wingdings]o o o o o o[/font] And You Do Not Warrant [font=wingdings]o o o o o o[/font] [color=white]x Subbies x x angelsmyle04 x x bloodyevenstar x x Cosette18 x x diva_cutie x x jessgurl17 x x psychostrwberri x x purrrrfect x x readalottobooks x x skyfullofstars x x Sponsies x x readalottobooks x x bloodyevenstar x x x [font=wingdings]o o o o o o[/font] ..x -->Friendships don't die ..-.. Their forgotten<-- x.. [color=gray]Long Goodbyes -->[Not muCh tiME]<--[font=century gothic]
'ello poppet I haven't done anything today. Normally I would have amde an entry last night but I had the worst head ache ever and I fell asleep before midnight. Then I woke up at 2:30 but my head hurt so much that I was crying. Luckily when I woke up this morning it was all gone. Me and my dad went to Sports Authority today. I got new cleats, sunglasses, and batting gloves. I felt kind of bad because my dad spent 68 dollars. But my parents aren't really short on money or anything form the hurricanes because my mom has been doing a lot of over-time. I'm glad she likes her job. So we most likely go back to school on wednsday. I'm really happy about that. I can't wait to see all my friends again. Yay. Softball tournament starts next Saturday. And the team is going to a movie Friday night. We're also going to try to go to Halloween Horror Nights and this place called Rainbow River and a softball clinic up at UF. I'm so happy that I'm on this team. We're all like a big family. x3 Wildcats/Man-haters(our unofficial subtitle). Okay well thats about it. Lurrrvvvveee Crispy* P.S. Yay. Jets won. \ ° // --» [People Suck. I love Ben and Will. And Chris. Only 1 response.]«--\\/[bgcolor=black]
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I never asked to take a ride on this emotional roller coaster. [font=wingdings]o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o [/font] x-- Didnt do anything today. My brain was fried last night so I didnt really get any good sleep. I woke up at 11:30 in case my mom called from work to check on me which she normally does but didnt today. She doesnt like me sleeping in really late. --x x-- So I was totally and completely bored today. Just like every other day. I found out we go back to school as soon as the school is ready. Some schools are already going back on Monday but my school is really messed up so we dont go back until later in the week or maybe even the week after. No going to school in the fair grounds. Yay. --x x-- Im really happy that Ill be seeing my friends again. I really miss Ben. And I dont know why because it doesnt even matter that I like him. Or liked him or whatever. And like having Will back in my life now after like 3 or four years of not really talking to him at all is weird and its really weird that I still like him, even after him never liking me. Ever. And since Will likes Angela it doesnt matter that I like him either. It never matters if I like a guy. --x x-- So Ive established that I need a boyfriend. But guys just dont like me so it really doesnt matter. --x x-- I watched the new Degrassi tonight. Did anyone else watch it? I cant believe Dean went free. I mean totally wrong. And Im glad Paige hit his car. Go Paige! Im a total Degrassi freak. I love that show so much. --x x-- We had very yummy hamburgers for dinner. Mmmmm. And Sunday we are having potato salad which is the BEST food ever known to man-kind. Its one of the only foods that I can remember my pop-pop(Grandpa) making. Real Russian food. I really miss my pop-pop. :o(. --x x-- So my mom and I were talking about my birthday this year, well really my birthday next year, in March. I have it off for Spring Break. We dont get a whole week for Spring Break though. But anyways my mom said I might be able to have a boy/girl party this year. My fourteenth birthday. I dont even know if I want to do anything. Last year one person came. And two other people I invited didnt come for terrible reasons. One just couldnt spend the night so she didnt come at all and then I saw her at the movies later that day and the other one heard I didnt want her to come so she decided not to come without telling me and without asking me if I still wanted her to come or not, and I did say I wasnt sure if I wanted her to come but the person I told didnt tell her so someone was either eavesdropping on me and the girls conversation or they just made it up. Boy was I pissed. But my mom called the girl that didnt come because she heard I didnt want her to and got her to come. And I cant remember who else I invited but I think I only invited one more person. Maybe two. But I cant have a lot of people over here. My parents might embarrass me. And thats why I dont want to have a boy/girl party. And no one would come because I dont have that many friends anymore. And I couldnt invite Ben without Alli. And maybe I dont want to invite Alli. But if they break up by then, which is bound to happen because no 13 year olds can stay together for as long as they have without having problems soon, I could invite him, but then I couldnt invite Alli even if I wanted to because it would be awkward. And the only other guys I would even think about inviting are Blake and Chris. Boy do I love Chris. Hes my froggy buddy. Lol. Good times. I miss him. I cant wait to go back to school to see him. --x x-- Okay so my favorite softball coach ever had an accident. His generator blew up on him. And now his arms are all burned. And he got a new girlfriend and no one told me. I think I deserve to know that. I havent seen my coach in like over 6 months. Although hes not really my coach anymore. But I owe him everything. He taught me everything i know. -- x-- Im getting new cleats, batting gloves, and some sunglasses tomorrow(Well actually today, but like its 12:16 so I still consider it yesterday.. Yay. I am so happy. And I have softball practice too. Yay. --x x-- Okay well enough of me ranting about my terrible life with no friends, or guys that like me. Long entry. Again. Like always. pCe eZ..always wanted to say that. lol. --x ]x-- Lurrrrvvvee Crispy* --x [color=66FFCC]x-- Please rate and respomd. +2 Please. [font=wingdings]o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o [/font] x-- Wearing|cOmfy Pjs --x x-- Hair|blOw drIeD and DowN --x x-- Makeup|nadda --x x-- Jewelry|bracelets mad eof string, my watch, 69 bracelets made from elastic hair ties, only I could pull that off, and my silver chain --x x-- Watching|Roseanne, hate this show --x x-- Listening To|thA TV --x x-- Thinking|about Will and Ben and now Chris because I love him. I need a hug from him! That would make me feel better. --x x-- Random Thought|Im finding I do have more then 4 friends. But not many more. Only like 3 or 4 more. Chris being one of them. --x [font=wingdings]o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o [/font] x-- Subbies --x x-- angelsmyle04 --x x-- cat331 --x x-- jessgurl17 --x x-- psychostrwberri --x x-- cosette18 --x x-- diva_cutie --x x-- purrrrfect --x x-- readalottobooks --x x-- skyfullofstars --x x-- Responder --x x-- readalottobooks --x [font=wingdings]o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o [/font] I never asked to take a ride on this emotional roller coaster. [bgcolor=black][font=webdings]g g g g g g g g[/font]
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\ ° // --» [Hate being so young. But dont want to grow up!No subbies responded!]«--\\/[bgcolor=white][font=webdings]g g g g g g g g g[/font] Time|11:3o Entry|o25 Mo0d|soRt of dePreSsed [bgcolor=navy][font=century gothic]I Only Know[/bgcolor]  One way [color=navy] --» Alls I did today was listen to music and go to softball practice. I was really happy to be going to practice. I surely needed it because I hate going even a week without practicing and seeing my team. My team is the best. x3 Wildcats/Man haters(our unofficial subtitle) for Life! «-- --» Omigosh. I have the cutest pink halter top. And it matches totally and perfectly with my pink and black vans.(Dont think Im one of those girls obsessed with pink because I dont normally wear it unless I find something that looks really good on me thats cheap. And Im not one of those Roxy chicks that has everything brand name by Roxy either.) Its a Roxy halter top that I got on sale at a store for eight dollars. The regular price was thirty dollars. Boy did I do good or what. Now I cant wait until someone has a party or something so I can wear it because theres no way in Heaven my mom would let me wear it to the mall. Even though its not like revealing or anything. But ohwell. Our Halloween dance at school is coming up. Maybe I will wear it to that. «-- --» Okay well theres no tournament this weekend and its really pissing me off. I am way past ready to be playing again to take my mind off of everything else thats going. I am really happy though because like we werent sure if we were going to have a JV coach for school softball but we do, and one of my best friends awesome cousins might be helping out coaching too. Yay! «-- --» I tried watching the Presidential Debate but I almost fell asleep. Kerry should win. Bush should die. And go to hell for letting over a thousand Americans die in Iraq without probable cause. BUCK FUSH! «-- --» Yankees clinched the AL East and will open at Yankee Stadium against either Montreal, Toronto or Anaheim. I am so happy. x3 Yankees. «-- --» Okay well I finally broke down a cried last night. I cried when I was talking to Will and then later around 3 in the morning I cried myself to sleep, but no until after crying for over half an hour. I just have so much going on in my head. Im really tired because I didnt get any good sleep last night. I didnt even fall into a deep sleep until after 5 in the morning. Bad stuff dude. «-- --» So right now I am so tired and like my eyelids want to fall but like my brain is so fried with what has been happening over the past couple years, more-so the stuff that has been happening with me and Will and Ben and Jessica. «-- --» Okay well on to the subject of Will now. Hes kind of making me mad. On aol instant messenger you can make it so that it says your offline even if your online. So Will does that and then get s a new screen name and doesnt tell me. And I found out that he had a new screen name because he was stupid enough to visit my buddy-profile on AIM with his new screen name. I just want him to accept me as his friend right now and like last night he told me I can always talk to him. But I cant if he wont let me. «-- --» Yay! I have been doing my crunches and pushups. Okay well I havent been doing my push-ups but I have been doing my crunches and like I am definitely losing weight. I have lost six or seven pounds in like 2 weeks. Go me! And its not like Im even really fat or anything. I have a lot of muscle because Im a softball pitcher and muscle weighs more then fat. But I am definitely looking a lot better. My stomach is almost flat, I just have a little bit more to work off in my lower stomach and a tinsy bit on my upper abs. Maybe when I go back to school I will look good enough to get a boy friend(Even though people have already said I look good, maybe they will ask me out now.). :o). «-- --» Okay enough of me ranting as always. Put Yankees Rock in your response if you actually read all of this. «-- --» UpdAte* «-- --» OMG. My favoriterest softball coach ever that taught me just about everything I know is in the hospital in Miami. His generator blew up. Ahhh. He got burns on his arms but he is okay. Nothing really really bad except for the burns on his arms. But it's still kind of bad. OKay well that's it. «-- --» Lurrrvvveee Crispy* «-- --» P.S. 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