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  • 10/01/04 3:50 am
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x I didn’t do anything again today. Then again I didn’t wake up until noon so I had a right not to do anything. x
x Thanks everyone for all of your support of me and Will. But he doesn’t want to go out with me so I’m not going to push the subject with him. I just want to be friends if that’s all we can be right now. But I really think that he thinks that he can’t go out with me. Because he already said I was hot or pretty or cute or whatever and he was ’subtly’ flirting with me about 2 weeks back but like he still doesn’t like me. And he told my best friend(his niece) that he can’t go out with me and that I should know that we can’t go out. I think he just needs to remember that age is just a number and that it can’t tell you how mature people are or what they know about life or anything. And just so you know, it has nothing to do with experience. He has never had sex. I know that for a fact. He wouldn't go against his parents' morals like that. And thats one of the reasons I like him. Because I know if we could og out he would never make me do anything I didn't want to, unlike guys my age, some of which have already had sex. x
x Well off the subject of Will. x
x My hand is swelling up from an ant bite I got on it. I think I am subtly allergic to fire ants. Plus I got over 30 bites so I think it doesn’t really mean anything that my hand is swelling up. x
x It is almost a definite that we will be going to school in circus tents at the fairgrounds if the school cannot be ready for like next week, which I doubt they will be because some of them need new roofs and stuff because they got blown off and stuff. I really hope the schools get fixed. Or we do split sessions or something. I don’t want to go to school outside with other people that are not my friends. x
x Oh my gosh. My ‘friend’ Jenna called me today. I don’t like Jenna anymore. She irks my nerves tremendously. I mean she is just a follower. I don’t really like followers. And she’s always complaining that she’s fat or ugly or a loser. None or which are true. She weighs about 115. She is now where near being ugly. And she is one of the most popular people in our grade. She always just fishes for compliments from anyone that will give them to her. And I have decided that I’m not giving her any more compliments because I have it worse then her. And she seems to think I don’t. But oh well. I have decided that if she wants to talk to me she has to call me or i/m me on aol instant messenger. I am not going to talk to her if I don’t have to. x
xOkay so right now I’m talking to Will. And I’m crying. I’m realizing I only have 3 best friends. Or even 3 friends in general. Well I guess Will is my friend. But with Jess and Blake moving that only makes 2 friends. One best friend. That best friend is Ben. I lurrvvvee him. So I told Will about all this and like how I haven’t seen any of my friends in over a month and I miss them and stuff and then he told me to just trust in God and everything will turn out okay.x
x Now boy did that make me feel guilty. I’m not even sure if I believe in God anymore. But he doesn’t know that. And neither does anyone else for that matter. And then he was like well for real Crispy. If you ever need me I’m here to talk okay? And that made me cry more because no matter how much I want to tell him everything I can’t. So then we started talking about like how I need to have a good relationship with my parents, which I don’t have. But we got off of that subject pretty quickly and onto the subject of Fresh Prince and Boy Meets World. Two of the best shows ever. hmmm..Good times. Good times. x
xOkay well enough of me ranting as usual. I have such a boring life.x

xLurrrrrrvvvvvvve Crispy*x

xP.S. Please rate and respond. +2 Please.x

x Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that the Yankees won. And my baby, A-rod, got a homerun. And Matsui got one too. They only need one more game to clinch the AL East division title. I am so0o0o0o happy. They are going to win the World Series this year. I know it. And if they don't I owe Caitlin five dollars. But maybe I won't have to give that to her just like I didn't give her the super bowl bet money. And maybe I will just win the bet, like I did about Blake liking me(I knew he didn't, she thought he did or might). Oh well, it's only five dollars either way. And the Red Sox lost, so that made me ten times happier. Okay well I'm really going to go now, I'm going to watch the rest of Fresh Prince, the Cosby Show, and the RfR and GVB and then go to sleep aorund three. Again. Maybe later if Will comes on. Okay buh-byez. x
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xOkay well I have this searing pain in my back. It feels like one of my nerves got pinched or something. Not good. I don't think I'm going to be having my softball tournament this weekend. I think that because I was talking to my coach and he said we have practice Saturday but I may have mis-understood him. So tonight I have practice but theres still a curfew from the hurricane so we have to be home by eight. Gay ass curfews.(If you actually read all of this put 'Aussie' in your response')x
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  • 09/30/04 3:16 am


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[color=FF6666]..x I didn’t really do anything today. x..
[color=FF9966]..x I picked up shingles for Bill and Robin across the street. Made $21. That will buy me one and 1/20th of the shoes I want. Some Chuck Taylors. Oh well I already got about $60 so I can still buy the shoes. Plus I need new long sleeve shirts for school and I need sunglasses for softball. I know my parents are kind of short on money because of both hurricanes hitting us so I will probably buy all of my new shirts and the sunglasses and the shoes. Oh well, I can afford it. x..
[color=FFCC66]..x I am so happy tournaments start up this week. We have a 13 week softball tournament that will put us into seats for the real tournament right before Thanksgiving. And after that tournament we have a big 4 week tournament in December that will seat us into the big Disney tournament on New Years day. This is going to be so awesome. x..
x3 Wildcats/The Man-haters(our unofficial subtitle) for LIFE!!
[color=FFFF66]..x ermmm...I am watching Boy Meets World. The best show ever made. And never made. But a show that was never made could have been better but it was never made so we wouldn’t know. And me and Rissa have very wonderfully pointless conversations about Boy Meets World. hehe. Me and Rissa are losers together. x..

[color=FFFF66]..x I was like traumatized on Saturday night when Hurricane Jeanne was coming through and I thought I was going to die. I hope it’s not weird that I cry about it every time I think about it. I don’t need to see a shrink or anything it’s just kind of scary to think about. Death is my biggest fear. And what some, not all of you, but some of you might not understand that the house would have collapsed in on us or the roof would have flown off of our house if we couldn't have braced the kitchen window and sliding glass door. Thats what made me so scared and really sort of traumatized me. x..
[color=FFCC66]..x No school for like forever. At least not until Monday. And then probably another week or two after that. I’m sick of being stuck in the house..But the movies and mall are already open so I can go there. But my brother said that if the school aren’t able to be fixed within 2 or 3 weeks we are going to be going to school in circus tents at the fairgrounds. Without a/c. Or proper lighting. And we’ll be mixed in with other schools and kids that I don’t know. And since I take algebra one which is a highschool ocurse I will probably have that class with highschoolers. Oh well that’s okay maybe I will meet a hot guy and we could go out. hehe. x..
[color=FF9966]..x Well today is Will’s birthday. He is officially sixteen and officially three years older then me. And that means he is too old to go out with me. But I have known he can’t, or won’t, go out with me because of our age difference for a couple weeks now. But I can’t wait until March when I’m fourteen and then we’ll only be two years apart. And then he can drive in March too. And I can’t wait until March of 2006 because then our age difference really won’t be so big because it’s okay for a seventeen year old to go out with a fifteen year old sort of. x..
[color=FF6666]..x Well that’s about it. All of this was really ’yesterday’ but that’s okay because I consider midnight or 1 or 2 in the morning ’yesterday’. Okay I know this was a long entry. Most of mine are so put ’tresemme tresemme, oh la la’ in your response if you read this far. lol. x..

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[color=FF9966]..x Dreading|Going to school in circus tents w/o a/c(I’m not like one of those girls that is like “OH MY GOSH, I CANNOT sit outside without a/c and sweat” , I mean I play softball.It’s just I don’t look great in shorts and theres no way I’m going to wear pants outside) x..
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  • 09/28/04 9:53 pm
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[color=red]Okay I know, I used this layout yesterday but don’t complain. I only made my entry yesterday about 20 minutes before midnight.

[color=black]Okay now on to the good stuff.

[color=red]Hurricane Jeanne hit us pretty bad but were okay. The house has some minor damage and our screen enclosure for our pool is gone but other then that we are totally and completely fine.
[color=black]Saturday night when the hurricane was hitting was probably the scariest night of my life. The windows and walls were shaking and if we hadn’t been here to brace our kitchen window and sliding glass door our house would have collapsed. We were very lucky that we weren’t hurt also. My brother was asleep and my mom was waking him up when we had to go in our ‘safe room’ and he was like really grumpy and he was like “Why do I have to wake up?” and she screamed “Because the house is ready to collapse on us!!” and I like screamed and then I started shaking and I could not stop for about thirty minutes.
[color=red]I thought I was going to die and the only two people I could think about were Jessica and Ben. I mean that shows you how much I love Ben. Even if he can only be like my brother for now. And I called Ben and he is fine which I am very happy about. But my dad still thinks I shouldn’t call boys. Yeah right.
[color=black]Hrmmmm...I haven't gotten any good sleep. During the hurricane I got about 2 hours of sleep and then Sunday I got about 5. Then I have been going to bed early and I am almost totally nocturnal now so I didn't get any good sleep going to bed at like 10 or 11 pm. But now we have power so I can be nocturnal and get good sleep again.
[color=red]I hope Rissa’s house is okay. She lives on the barrier islands. It would suck if her house was destroyed or anything.
[color=black]My ankles are both kind of swolen because I got attacked by ants when I was picking up fallen shingles. My hand got attacked too, and my arm and leg but those bites are just red, not really swollen. I guess I should get some medecine for the bites or something. Oh well.
[color=red]I love my title to this entry. Or I loved it but it was too long. It was "Funny how your worst enemies always seem to turn out to be all of your best friends". It totally describes me and Rissa’s relationship. First we ‘hated’ each other and were enemies after a bunch of shit that happened last year that was gay and I shouldn’t have gotten so mad over and now were friends.
[color=black]I am so ready for softball to start agin!!
[color=red]I haven’t had practice in forever. Like two weeks now. Our games for this 12 or 13 weeks tournament start on Saturday so I have to get out and pitch like everyday. This is going to be soooooooooo awesome. x3 Wildcats for Life!
[color=black]Okay well that’s it. I hope everyone else was safe in the storm too.

[color=red]*uPdate*
[color=black]Man I just got back from picking up my neighbors shingles form the hurricane(I got twenty dollars for it) and now I have like over 20 ant bites in various places on my hands feet arms and legs.. Let me count. 29. Three on my arm. Eight all together on my fore-finger and thumb. Four on my ankles. Seven on my feet. And four on my leg. I think I forgot one. I must have mis-placed that ant bite.
[color=red]And lets not forget all the mosquito bites I got while we had our windows open when we had no power. But I can't count all of them.
[color=black]Hrmmm...I am so bored. I must find something to do today. Well thats about it. I'll be back later.

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[color=black]hrrrmmmmmm...I just took a nice, long, HOT shower. Okay it wasn't really long. But it was veyr nice to finally be able to take a hot shower. I'm about to eat some New England Clam Chower from a can..MmmmMmmmMmmMmm..Good food. Finally we can cook stuff other then meat on the grill, although my london broil and chicken was good the past two nights. Okay thats about it. I know this is a long entry.(If you actually read this far put 'hairspray' in your response..)

[color=red]Lurrrrrrrrve Crispy*

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  • 09/28/04 3:53 am
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[color=red]Okay Hurricane Jeanne hit us pretty bad but were okay. The house has some minor damage and our screen enclosure for our pool is gone but other then that we are totally and completely fine.
[color=black]Saturday night when the hurricane was hitting was probably the scariest night of my life. The windows and walls were shaking and if we hadn’t been here to brace our kitchen window and sliding glass door our house would have collapsed. We were very lucky that we weren’t hurt also. My brother was asleep and my mom was waking him up when we had to go in our ‘safe room’ and he was like really grumpy and he was like “Why do I have to wake up?” and she screamed “Because the house is ready to collapse on us!!” and that is when I started shaking and I could not stop for about thirty minutes.
[color=red]I thought I was going to die and the only two people I could think about were Jessica and Ben. I mean that shows you how much I love Ben. Even if he can only be like my brother for now. And I called Ben and he is fine which I am very happy about. But my dad still thinks I shouldn’t call boys. Yeah right.
[color=black]I hope Rissa’s house is okay. She lives on the barrier islands. It would suck if her house was destroyed or anything.
[color=red]I love my title to this entry. It totally describes me and Rissa’s relationship. First we ‘hated’ each other and were enemies after a bunch of shit that happened last year that was gay and I shouldn’t have gotten so mad over and now were friends.
[color=black]I am so ready for softball to start agin!!
[color=red]I haven’t had practice in forever. Like two weeks now. Our games for this 12 or 13 weeks tournament start on Saturday so I have to get out and pitch like everyday. This is going to be soooooooooo awesome. x3 Wildcats for Life!
[color=black]Okay well that’s it. I hope everyone else was safe in the storm too. Oh yeah, I’m just going to use this same entry tomorrow too since I’m making it a half hour before midnight.

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  • 09/25/04 11:48 pm
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[color=0099FF]-->x OMGosh. Today was so boring. We just like put up boards for the hurricane and then I played video games, listened to music and watched TV and the News a lot. Like I said, very boring. x<--
[color=0066FF]x<-- Last night around two in the morning I practically had a breakdown because everyone is moving away or changing so much that I can’t stand them. And Hurricane Frances already hit us dead on at a Category 2 and Hurricane Jeanne is coming straight towards us at a ‘mild’ Category 3. That’s like an oxymoron. A Category 3 isn’t ‘mild’. A category 3 is sustained winds of 125mph or higher. Not ‘mild’. This is all lurvley. Just lurvley.-->X
[color=0033FF]-->x So today we put up our boards. Just me and my mom because my dad had to work. And me and my mom also tried to fix our screen. Like at least push it back into position and put screws in to hold it up but it didn’t work. The stucco on our house is so old that it won’t hold screws. x<--
[color=0000FF]x<-- So we’re staying at my house for the hurricane. I’m scared. A mild Cat. 3. I’m not sure if my house with be able to with-stand 125 mph of wind. We already lost lots of shingles from Hurricane Frances. Our roof might come off this time. -->X
[color=0099FF]-->x I’m scared all of my stuff is going to be ruined. Not like my TV or stereo but my pictures of all of my ‘friends’ and stuff. And I don’t want my stereo to be ruined either because I can’t live without music but if it gets ruined I would still be able to live. And I’m also really scared some of my friends might get hurt. Like Blake is staying at his house and Ben and Jenna and Jessica and all of these people that I love. Luckily Rissa is leaving. Her house is on the Barrier Islands and will probably be under water. x<--
[color=0066FF]x<--Okay off the depressing subject of hurricanes that are going to or have already hit my house. The Yankees won tonight. 6-4. Yay! I lurve the Yankees. Derek Jeter and A-rod are me and Rissa’s shexXi boys. Except for A-rod has a wife and his wife is having a baby girl in November. Oh well. I still lurve A-rod. I’m going to name a fish after him someday. Okay well I better go. I’m very depressed again. -->x

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[color=0000FF]x<-- Okay well the Hurricane is coming straight towards us and its a Category 3, Sustained winds of 125 with gusts of 155 mph, and it could easily become a Category 4 before it hits us. The eye isn't supposed to hit until between 10:00 and midnight tonight. I will probably get no sleep at all tonight. Oh well. Maybe then I will be able to get back on a normal sleep schedule. -->x
[color=0099FF]-->x I'm really scared that I might get hurt or something or my house might collapse or something. My house is NOT sturdy at all but for some unknown reason we are staying here. x<--
[color=0066FF]x<-- Okay well I hope everyone else that is going to be hit by this hurricane stays safe. I lurrrrvvve you all*.(Oh yeah, my TV just broke so I can't even watch TV. I'm going to have to use my like 50 or 60 dollars I have to help my parents buy a new one since it will be the TV in my room.))If you read this far put 'unbalanced Santa Clause in you response.) -->x

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[color=0000FF]-->x Thanks to everyone who responded. I will keep you updated on whats happening here with this hurricane as it happens, until power goes out or I have to go into my 'safe room' so that I don't get hurt in the storm. Right now theres not much going on with the storm. Just lots of rain and the wind has surely picked up. x<--
[color==0099FF]x<-- I will probably be on Kiwibox all day since my TV is broken. There is nothing else to do but stay online and listen to music. However most of my music is Emo, and very depressing. -->x
[color=0066FF]-->x I am already quite depressed because of everything that has been happening(check last couple entries) so I shouldn't be listening to depressing music but I guess if I'm going to be depressed the only thing to do is listen to depressing music. Okay well thats about it. I'll be updating probably every half hour or couple minutes or just whenever I feel like it really so keep checking back. (If you actually read this far put 'hairspray' in your response somewhere. I am pfficially obsessed with hairspray.) x<--

[color=0033FF]x<-- Okay anOther uPdate -->x
[color==0000ff]-->x The wind is sort of picking up more. But thats about it. I can't really tell unless I go outisde because we have boards on our windows. x<--
[color=0099FF]x<-- I'm already sick of being in my house and I haven't played softball in a week. I really need to get out and practice as soon as the hurricane is gone because we start tournaments a week from today. -->x
[color=0066FF]-->x Okay well thats it. I'll keep you posted. p.s. For those of you who want to know, I live in the Treasure Coast. Port St. Lucie to be exact. I live right where the hurricane is supposed to hit. x<--

[color=0033FF]-->x ANOTHER uPdate x<--
[color=0000FF]x<-- Okay I am terribly, terirbly bored..as usual. -->x
[color==0099FF]-->x I just ate dinner. Real comfort food during this hurricane. Sausage stew, warm italian bread, and salad. Really good food. x<--
[color=0066FF]x<-- The storm isn't really picking up yet. Just rain pounding on the windows and such. High gusts of 74 mph so far. Thats only a Category 1. The real bad stuff is still about 2 1/2 hours away luckily. Well I think I shall go call Ben. I haven't talked to him in a while and maybe he can comfort me some since I'm so scared. I'll update again later. Oh yeah, I forgot to say, my TV is working again. Maybe all the times I hit it really worked. -->x

[color=0033FF]-->x Lurrrvvvvvve Crispy x<--


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[bgcolor=white]Who looked like a
GIRLFRIEND

[color=0099FF]-->x Eating x<--| nuFfn
[color=0066FF]x<-- Drinking -->x| nuFfn
[color=0033FF]-->x Listening To x<--|a sOnq by Sum 41, I think it's called Christams or sumfnN
[color=0000FF]x<-- Watching -->x|nuFfn
[color=0099FF]-->x Wearing x<--x|1st anNuaL LaDy braHmans JV cLasSic teE(I don't play for the brahmans I just played in the JV classic) and some PurpLe soFeEs
[color=0066FF]x<-- Hair -->x| tiEd baQ
[color=0033FF]-->x Thinking x<--|about Will* and Blake and Jess and People that I lurve.

That I had in
FEBRUARY


[color=0099FF]-->x theres only one rain cloud in the entire x<--
[color=0066FF]x<-- sky * anDd itsz RaiiNiinGg oNn me [x] -->x
[color=0033FF]-->x somehow -- i`m not suprised // EeyoRe x<--

Of last Year



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