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[font=century gothic][color=white][ Entry | OO4 ] [ Time | OO4:1O ] [ Mood | Sleepy ] [/font] [font=wingdings]o o n nn n nn n nn o o[/font] MY DAY School complicates everything. I really hate school. I was fine this weeked just thinking about like having fun and my softball team and *some guy*. But today I went back to school after waking up at 5:00 in the morning I might add and it was all terrible. First period wasnt bad, which is kind of odd because normally first period is worst because thats Mr. Carlsons class. But surprisingly it wasnt bad. I just kind of breezed through it catching little bits of information that I thought I should write down as I thought about the same guy I was thinking about all weekend long. Then in second I wanted to go to sleep but I had to take notes for that stupid essay we have to write for Mrs. Chinny Chin Chin. In third I was pretty much ok because me and Teresa were laughing so hard the whole time. Fifth period wasnt terrible but I started thinking and when I think about like my life and stuff its never good. At lunch I had so much fun because I sat with Sarah and Bianca who I never see anymore and I laughed the whole time. But in gym is when I almost cried. I had to walk all alone, all by myself and like it was so not cool. So as I was walking I started to think about my life and stuff again and I just got so fed up with what I was thinking about that I was ready to cry. It was so not cool because I really dont need to cry at school. Well that was my day..Sucky.. [font=wingdings]o o n nn n nn n nn o o[/font] MY STATS Thinking: Life is complicated Wearing: My gym clothes Hair/Makeup: my hair is up-no makeup Loving: idk Eating/Drinking: Bugles and Whipped Cream Listening to: Yellowcard-Sure Shot Watching: nUfN Plans: homework Random Thought: peaches are icky!! [font=wingdings]o o n nn n nn n nn o o[/font] MY YUMMY KWOTE ..LiFe Is ShOrT..So0o0o0o..LaUgH InSaNeLy..LoVe tRuLy..KiSs SlOwLy..LiVe yOuR oWn lIfE..AnD..BrEaK aLl ThE rUlEs.. [font=wingdings]o o n nn n nn n nn o o[/font] TH E KILLERS I never thought Id let a rumor ruin my whole life But somebody told me, you had a boyfriend, who looked like a girlfriend that I had in February of last year -Somebody Told Me [font=wingdings]o o n nn n nn n nn o o[/font] [font=wingdings] o o [/font] [font=webdings]ggggggggg[/font][font=wingdings] o o[/font] ©xCutie_pie031x .. x//Lava Lamps\\ and //Hair Spray\\..ThE WoNdErS oF LiFex ..[color=black]
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TiMe:1:39 p.m. [bgcolor=hot pink][color=black].x.ToDaY.x.[/bgcolor] [color=black].x. Broing. Boring. Boring. .x. [color=red].x. I had softball practice yesterday. .x. [color=black].x. softball is always fun with the WiLdCaTs. .x. [color=red].x. We had sliding practice in the rain. .x. [color=black].x. fun fun fun !! .x. [color=red].x. I am so very happy. .x. [color=black].x. me and Will talked about old times last night .x. [color=red].x. talking about old times is always fun .x. [color=black].x. I was a brat in the old times .x. [color=red].x. and Will thinks he was a jerk back then .x. [color=black].x. Will was never a jerk .x. [color=red].x. but he still apologized two times for being the jerk that he never really was .x. [color=black].x. I had such a big crush on Will back then.. .x. [color=red].x. ..thats when Will was going out with that anorexic brat..hehe .x. [color=black].x. for those of you who dont know, Will is my best friends uncle who is only 16(long story) .x. [color=red].x. I have school tomorrow. .x. [color=black].x. I really hate school. .x. [color=red].x. School reminds me that I can never really have what I want. .x. [color=black].x. I dont know why school reminds me that but it just does. .x. [color=red].x. Jenna thinks I like Spencer. .x. [color=black].x. I don't like Spencer. He's just my friend. .x. [color=red].x. well thats what been happening with me .x. [color=black].x. Like I said. Boring. Boring. Boring. .x. [color=black]This next hurricane might be hitting us. This morning my mom made me get a box of stuff together that I couldn't leave behind if we had to evacuate. I found out that theres not much that I really need. All of what I'm taking fit into a shoebox that my Vans came in. [color=red]I geuss I don't really need lots of 'stuff'. Just the things that remind me of the people I love. I geuss actually having love would be nice too. But thats not really something that can be described as 'stuff' you know? Love is something else. More then a thing. More like something foung only in the deepest of corners. 'Stuff' can be found every where you look. My computer is 'stuff' this journal is 'stuff'. But love or hate, or any kind of feeling is way more then that. Ohh well, no one is going to understand any of what I just wrote but thats ok. Most people don't understand me anyways. [color=black]I feel weird just letting people read my thoughts..o well..Ill probably forget about this journal in a couple of days anyways..lol..[/font] [color=black] ThInGs ArE K iNd Of StRaNgE [font=comic sans MS] [color=red]Listening to:nUfN [/font][color=black]Eating/Drinking:WaWa w/IcE [color=red]Dreading:sChOoL oN mOnDaY [color=red]Hating:NuFn [color=black]Watching:nUfN [color=red]Wearing: a SoFtBaLl TeE and oRaNgE sOfEeS [color=black] ThE LiFe I LiVE ReMiNdS Me [font=comic sans MS] [color=red]KwOtE oF tHe dAy
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[color=grey]GRRRRR..hehe..that was a very happy GRRRRRRRRRR..I AM So0o0o0o0o0o0o HAPPY!! yall have no clue how happy I am to finally be part of a really fun softball team..shouts to Bri, Stephanie, Emily, Carly, Amanda, Crystal, Christen, Lindsey, Baylee, and Erin..poor Destany left us..-tear-..hopefully she'll be back next season..YaY YaY YaY YaY..life is good!!! Softball practice was AwEsOmE today!!..practicing for 3 hours with the WiLdCaTs is nothing like the torture I have always found in 3-hour long practices..practicing in the rain is awesome too..and we got to slide..this softball team is awesome..I would never had this much fun on any other team I have ever been on..YaY!! I really need a boyfriend..but I have to get over who I like because it will never ever ever happen..ohh well.. I miss Degrassi..thats the best show..and GvB is awesome too..I cried when that show ended..but no one knows what Degrassi and GvB are unless you have Noggin..which many people dont.. But I'm still happy because RfR is starting up again.. and so is Real World..and hopefully everyone knows what the Real World is..but many people don't know what RfR is because thats on Noggin too..ohh well.. I need to go to the mall..I might go to the mall today or tomorrow..but I have to go with my mom..thats gay..except for that shes actually gonna buy me some jeans..and I might go and get some sunglasses for softball from sports authority..and a helmet too..i really need a helmet..that would be awesome.. yay yay yay yay!! I'm still very happy and this is all very good!!! The olympics are almost over..-tear-..I love the olympics and I hope to be there smeday for softball..yay! humm..humm..humm..diddly-do-dumm..LaAaAaAaAaAaA..again I hit the high no JuSt right.. I feel weird just letting people read my thoughts..ohh well..Ill probably forget about this journal in a couple of days anyways..lol.. [color=white]GoD GiVeS No SyMpAtHy [color=grey]Listening to:NuFn [color=white]Eating/Drinking:nUfN..but I'm about to eat some HoT-dOgS and FrEnCh FrIeS [color=grey]Dreading:ScHoOl oN MoNdAy [color=grey]Hating:nUfN..yEt [color=white]Watching:nUfN [color=grey]Wearing:a YaNkEeS shirt and BlAcK shorts [color=white]AhHhHhHh!!!!!!!! [color=grey]My secrets are scattered across the sea, if you want them you have to go fishing. [color=white]And I hope a big fish comes and pulls you under and you drown and die. [color=grey]^^an awesome quote I stole from Rissa..hehe.. [color=white]StRaWbErRy MoUsSe AnD CuCuMbeR MeLoN FaNtAsY [color=grey].x.RaNdOm ThOuGhTs .x. [color=white].x. Why do they call them french fries? .x. [color=white].x. Were they really made in France? .x. [color=grey].x. Hairspray smells weird .x. [color=white].x.I think I need to turn my fan on .x. [color=white].x. Wait, my fan is on .x. [color=grey].x. My hair is dripping on my shirt .x. [color=white].x. Who comes up with words? .x. [color=white].x. I mean really, don't normal words like the and cat sound weird if you ThInK about it? .x. [color=grey].x. EnD RaNdOm ThOuGhTs..lol .x. [color=white]DuCt TaPe FiXeS EvErYtHiNG Lots of help from bloodyevenstars layouts LoTsxOfxRaNdOmNeSs[bgcolor=white][font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font][bgcolor=white]
 [font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font] Wish upon a star.. [font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font] .x. dude I hate mr. carlson .x. .x. my back hurts.x. .x. i dont want to do homework .x. x. haha mr. carlson is a frikin buddhist .x. x. my lava lamp is blue and bright..hehe .x. x. ouch ouch ouch ouch..bugles are yummy .x. x. -tear- Boy Meets World is so sad..Topanga is so not fat .x. x. humm..humm..Honey and Oatmeal Shampoo smells good.x. x. my parents are so gay..they make me mad .x. x. i love my friend..still..but i cant have him..not cool at all..grrr .x. [font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font] But do you know what stars are? [font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font] .x. Thinking: random depressing thoughts .x. .x. Wanting: xHiMx .x. .x. Hating: the world.. .x. x. Dreading life.. .x. x. Loving: the WiLdCaTs..YaY.. .x. [font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font] Balls of fire [font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font] .x. Send Away .x. .x. for a perfect world .x. .x. one not simple .x. x. so absurd .x. x. 45//Shinedown .x. [font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font] Burning up the black space [font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font] .x. MoRe .x. .x. RaNdOm .x. .x. ThOuGhTs .x. x. BATMAN .x. x. humm.. .x. x. humm.. .x. x. ElLoMeNnoPeE-hehe sayrah .x. x. laaaaaa.. .x. x. i hit that high note just right .x. [font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font] Falling from the landscape [font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font] .x. Listening to: 45//Shinedown .x. .x. Watching: Boy Meets World..hehe rissa .x. .x. Eating/drinking: nothing..but im starving .x. x. Wearing: clothes..hehe .x. x. About to: watch full house..haha .x. [font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font] Exploding in the face of God [font=wingdings][color=black]« « « « «[/font] c BloodyEvenstar
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