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doomed_dreams : I was already planning on naming the baby (if it's a boy) after both of my brothers that died, so if it's a boy we're naming him Brendan Daniel

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Hey everyone. How are you all doing? Good I hope. Things are pretty good here. Today is the start of my 3 days off! :D I feel so relieved! lol Working six days in a row sucked but for three days off in a row, it was totally worth it! Yesterday I woke up around 8 or 9:00. Lorelai had breakfast & watched TV while I had breakfast & did my stuff on the computer. I tried attaching Brendan's high school pictures to an email to send to someone at Chroma (where Brendan worked) for the memorial but my mom's email kept not working so I told dad to let mom figure it out after she got home.

After Lorelai went for a nap in her room I had some lunch & then folded & put away some laundry. Also worked on some homework. I'm almost done with my next assignment :) Only five more for this set after this one & then I'll be ready for the third set of assignments. Sean got home from work & we relaxed until I had to go to work. Lorelai didn't wake up from her nap until I had to leave. Had to work 3-9 yesterday. Closed with Mckenzi & Margie. Mckenzi told me Margie was driving her insane because she kept paging her up front every two minutes. Plus I guess Margie keeps complaining if she isn't working enough days & then turns around & complains if she doesn't have enough time off or the time she wants off. It's stupid.

Work wasn't too bad. Got a lot done. We're getting rid of a lot of the summer stuff that's left & Mckenzi & I worked on condensing the last of the school stuff so we can put up more Halloween. Yep, that's right Halloween is here folks! lol We've already got the candy & decorations out. We were clearing room for putting up the costumes.

After work I came home. Lorelai was already asleep in bed. Sometimes I just can't believe how big she's already gotten. She's going to be 16 months old on the 23rd! I feel like I'm totally going to forget how to handle a newborn compared to Lorelai,lol.

Well I guess that's pretty much it. I need to finish my breakfast & then I'm going to be working on going through more stuff to put in the garage sale tomorrow until Sean gets home from work. Then we're going to Sandy Hills Day! :) Have to go pick up my paycheck from work first though. Gotta have that spending cash,lol. Have a good one! <3Aisling

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Hey everyone. How are you all doing? Good I hope. Things are pretty good here. Yesterday I woke up around 8:00. I felt soooo tired from being up at 3am with Lorelai. Sean told me to stay in bed & he made me some hot cocoa :) Delicious! It's actually just chilly enough out in the morning for it to be okay to have hot chocolate :P haha I got online, made my entry & whatnot, then checked on Lorelai around 9:30. She woke up when I checked on her. Brought her downstairs so she could have breakfast & watch cartoons.

Got ready for work & then cleaned up Sean's side of the room. I figure if I do a little cleaning each day it won't get as messy. Plus I need Sean to figure out a better system for his soda cans because he now has two full bags of soda cans & he insists on leaving them in front of my dresser! It's such a pain in the ass,lol. After I cleaned up his side of the room I had some lunch & watched Gilmore Girls.

Had to work 1-9. Closed with Deb & Steve. Steve ran register & truck was already done so I did the sewing wing panel planogram. Got that done, then Deb & I found a couple totes in aisle 8 that needed to go up so we took care of those. Then I helped Deb with the last of the price signs for the planogram she was working on. After that Deb had Steve work on his CBT's so I ran register & worked on sorting the new sale signs. Steve took his break & then I took mine. I ordered a crispy chicken salad for dinner & the jerks didn't give me a fork or my dressing. Oh well I guess.

Deb & I took out the garbage & then faced the back of the store. Did the rest of the usual closing stuff. Thankfully there was only one last minute customer that didn't take forever. After work I came home & had Lorelai watch Scooby Doo for a bit until she was ready for bed. Thankfully she slept through the night last night :) I however didn't sleep as great after Sean left for work at 3:30 this morning. For some reason I just felt so achy I kept tossing & turning. I felt like I didn't want to sleep on my sides, only my back which I'm trying not to do because you get better circulation during pregnancy when you sleep on your side.

Today I'm working 3-9. I'll be closing with Mckenzi & Margie. Then I have Friday, Saturday & Sunday off! :D I totally deserve a long weekend after working six days in a row! Plus then on the 16th (Wednesday) I have another day off because I requested it off for my ultrasound! :D I'm so excited about it! Steph D that works back in the pharmacy was trying to convince me not to find out what I'm having. I do want to find out though. I just think it's better to know so you can do more shopping because there's barely any gender neutral stuff for babies out there & the stuff that I usually find that is gender neutral is usually boring,lol.

*sigh* I'm really really hoping for a boy. I mean don't get me wrong I'll still be as excited if it's a girl but for some reason this time I just really want a boy. My mother is hoping it's a boy too. I think we're all kind of hoping for a boy since Brendan died in a way. If it is a boy & it's born on Brendan's birthday January 26th (my due date is January 30th) that would be soooo weird. lol I really miss Brendan. It's so hard to think about him sometimes. We still haven't gone through all of his stuff yet but we're just not ready yet. To my mother & I it feels like this past summer was the summer that wasn't supposed to happen & that it's the summer that didn't happen because everything started off with Brendan dying.

Okay, I'm going to end this entry here before I continue to ramble & before I make myself cry from thinking too much. I have to go get some breakfast & check on Lorelai since she's still sleeping, plus I have a ton of laundry to fold since thankfully Sean actually did the laundry yesterday,lol. Have a good one! <3Aisling

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Hey everyone. How are you all doing? Good I hope. Things are pretty good here. Yesterday I woke up around 8:00. Lorelai woke up about an hour later. Mom started work yesterday since school is starting. My dad was home because he's taking a 3 week vacation. I got online, made my entry & had breakfast while Lorelai watched TV. Also downloaded some pictures my Aunt Barb emailed us of Brendan during his high school graduation. We need a picture of him as a baby, one of him during his high school graduation & one during his college graduation for the memorial we're doing at the Austine School of the Deaf.

Took a shower & got ready for work. Then had lunch & relaxed for a bit. Had to work 1-9. Closed with Deb. It was pretty boring because it was just the two of us up front & there were a couple slow lulls. Then of course at five minutes of 9:00 a whole group of people walk in when they knew we were closing. I hate it when people are rude like that! Plus one of the girls tried stealing something but she saw that Sean saw her so she put it back. Haha, stupid girl.

After work Sean & I stopped at Kmart & picked up some wipes since we were getting low. Then came home & put Lorelai to bed. I fell asleep shortly after that. Woke up again at 3 in the morning because I could hear Lorelai crying in her room. I got her a bottle & brought her in our room & let her watch some Scooby Doo until she settled down & was ready to go back to bed.

Today I have to work 1-9 again. Closing with Deb & Steve. Well I guess that's pretty much it. Have a good one! <3Aisling

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Hey everyone. How are you all doing? Good I hope. Yesterday I woke up around 9:00. Had some breakfast & wrote my entry. Lorelai has been kind of fussy & tired. I think it's either from her shots that she had or she's sick because Sean is sick too. I bought Sean some nyquil so hopefully his cold goes away soon. Pretty much just relaxed until I had to go to work yesterday.

Worked 3-9. An older woman named Margie that transferred to our store from another store was working the register so I got to work on the floor. I worked on the clearance endcap & then took my break. After my break I worked on a planogram for the four foot section of shoe shine & shoelaces. I didn't think it would take me two hours to finish though! lol There was a little more re-arranging than I thought. Plus the bottom shelf was really disgusting. The dust was so thick, I found an old sign from 2005! That means that dust has been collecting for almost five years! So gross, yuck.

After that I faced the back of the store. I bought Sean's nyquil, some body wash because I'm out & some more index cards for homework. After work I came home & stayed up with Lorelai. She was getting cranky so I knew it was bedtime. After I put her in bed I relaxed until I fell asleep.

Melissa stopped in the store while I was working too. We decided we're going to do Sandy Hills day on Friday after Sean gets out of work. Melissa might bring her nephew JJ. Sean wanted to bring Erika, Amanda & little Eddie (his nieces & nephew) but I realized last night we can't because there's no way we can legally fit all four kids plus us two into one car, we'd need a van! lol So I'll have to mention that to Sean tonight. Then we're doing the garage sale at Melissa's on Saturday :) I did end up getting Sunday off so that means 3 days off in a row! w00t! Sunday is my & Sean's 4 year anniversary :)

I'm not exactly sure what we're doing yet. I know Sean wants to take me out to dinner at Red Lobster because I've never been there. Plus I'd like to have breakfast at this diner in town that I like :) but I guess we'll see. Might also go see a movie but I'm not sure. Today I'm working 1-9, thankfully closing with Deb! That will make time go by much faster. Well I guess that's pretty much it. Have a good one! <3Aisling

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Hey everyone. How are you all doing? Good I hope. Yesterday I woke up around 9:00, got online, made my entry & whatnot. Then had some breakfast. Got ready for work & all that good stuff. Then folded & put away laundry. Had some lunch while I watched Gilmore Girls. Had to work 1-6. Closed with Mckenzi. I worked on condensing the school aisle so we can start putting up more Halloween.

After work I came home, had dinner & relaxed. Then started working on my assignment. I'm going to have to buy some more flashcards, I've used most of the ones I bought. There are soooo many terms to study,lol. Tried calling Melissa but no answer.

Some kid that drives up & down our road ended up crashing his car into my Uncle Peter's (he lives across the street) fence! He broke two posts & it's going to cost Peter about 100 dollars to fix it. Peter didn't hear it happen because he was inside watching TV but the kid thought it was our fence because it was on our side of the road. Peter is pretty pissed off & is going to stop that kid on the road when he sees him. I'd hate to be that kid!

Today I'm working 3-9. I think it sucks we have to be open until nine on labor day. Oh well. Looks like it might rain out today. Well I guess that's pretty much it. Have a good one! <3Aisling