VixenSoul , 22

 I haven't been online for awhile because our internet wasn't working for some reason. Sean was able to fix whatever my dad did to it & my dad refuses to believe that it was his fault when it was. Anyways, things have been pretty good. Lorelai is walking pretty much all the time now! She's growing up so quick! Fiona has been kicking a lot more lately. My next appointment is December 2nd & I'm getting another ultrasound to make sure everything is okay. I'm also going to have the woman doing the ultrasound double check that we're having a girl because Sean's mother is so stubborn! She keeps insisting that it has to be a boy. Ugh..whenever she brings that up I just want to ! haha Sean's sister Amber called him recently so they're officially talking again. There was a whole bunch of drama back in the beginning of the summer so Sean & Amber weren't talking for quite awhile. I'm glad they're talking again though, even if she can be a pain in the butt, your sister/sibling is still your sister/sibling you know?

So this year for Thanksgiving Ann & Richard (my mother's parents) are actually having Thanksgiving at their house. For the past few years I haven't seen them for Thanksgiving because my cousin Heather got them to go to her parents house for Thanksgiving. We used to go over to Ann & Richard's every Thanksgiving until that happened. So yeah, anyways, my Aunt Debra is making a bunch of the food & Ann is too. Sean however is not going. Mom said Peter (my uncle that still hates Sean) is going to be there so we don't want any drama or anything. I told Sean about it & Sean's reaction was the same as mine, Mckenzi's & Deb's, what the hell can Peter do? lol It's not his house, but whatever. Sean said he's okay with not going. Since I have to work 1-5 that day (sucks! but what can you do?) mom has decided that we're going to have our family Thanksgiving dinner this Sunday since we'll all be home. That way Sean won't miss out on any Thanksgiving stuff because I know he won't want to go see his family either.

The day before Thanksgiving Sean & I both have the day off together & my mom has the day off as well since she works at the school. We're going to be leaving early in the morning to go to the Christmas Tree Shop to do some Christmas shopping. Then when we get back we have Lorelai's WIC appointment & then later in the afternoon we have our appointment to get our Christmas pictures done! So that day we're going to be a bunch of busy bees! lol I'm sad about the holidays coming around because these will be our first major holidays without Brendan but I at the same time I can't help but be excited because of Lorelai. Brendan loved the holidays. Hell, he loved anything family oriented. This year the family Christmas party is going to be at my Aunt Chris's new house. I haven't seen it since they finished it. Well I should go, trying to catch up on laundry still! lol It's such a neverending process.

Yesterday I worked 2-9. When Sean picked me up from work he told me Lorelai fell asleep around 7:30. She ended up sleeping through the night & woke up around 9:30 this morning. I hope that means her cold is almost gone! Today we're taking her to her cousin Amanda's 10th birthday party, then I have to work 3-9. Thankfully there are three of us closing tonight so it won't be so bad. Well I should go get ready.

I didn't realize I hadn't been on here in a couple days. I've been sick with a cold & it's kicking my butt! Lorelai still has her cold too (I got mine from her) & Sean is still sick as well. It sucks..majorly. Today I have to work 2-9. Tomorrow I don't have to go in until 3:00 because I requested to work 3-9 tomorrow since Sean's niece Amanda's birthday party is at noon tomorrow. I still have to get her card & wrap her present. Her birthday isn't until the 16th but that's a school day so yeah. She's turning 10. Blah...I feel like crap right now. I need to take some more medicine before I go to work. Before I go to work today I need to get some more laundry done plus do the dishes & brush Karma. Sean gave Karma a bath for me yesterday. My dad has to take her to the vets today. That's all I can think of...lol

I just got home from work a little while ago. Worked 2-9, closed with Mckenzi & Marge. Mckenzi said that the hours are going to be different this holiday season which sucks :( The store is going to be open until 5:00 on Thanksgiving when we usually close at 3:00. I'm working 1-5 this Thanksgiving which I don't really mind. Then Christmas Eve we usually close at six but this year we're closing at nine...sucks! We're closed Christmas day as usual. Oh and from like December 13th-the 23rd we're going to be open until 11:00 at night...stupid!

Blah...I'm still feeling cruddy I bought some medicine while I was at work today. One of the people in the pharmacy checked in the computer to see if it's okay for me to take it & she said I can but I'm going to bring it with me to my appointment tomorrow to double check with my doctor. While I was at work I felt like my head was cloudy. Bleh..sucks being sick! Especially when you're in your third trimester & already tired as hell!

Well I guess that's it for now. I'm going to get a snack & bring Lorelai upstairs so we can relax with Sean. Hopefully Lorelai will go to bed soon because I'm beat. Tomorrow both Sean & I have the day off which is nice I love when I get to wake up next to him in the morning. I don't usually get to since he goes into work so early. Well that's it..night!

Yesterday started off okay. However when it was time for Lorelai to have lunch is when things went downhill. My mom had cut up slices of banana for Lorelai to eat along with whatever else she gave her & at one point when she was chewing on a slice of banana (my dad was in the kitchen with me & Lorelai) Lorelai started crying (because she was tired & it was time for a nap) but my dad started screaming saying that she was choking (which she wasn't). I told him to knock it off because his screaming wasn't helping her any. Then I brought Lorelai upstairs to get her blanket from her room & my dad started yelling at my mother about it so I screamed "she wasn't choking so drop it!" so he decides to scream at me saying that he was going to drop me if I didn't shut my fucking mouth. Real nice thing to say to your pregnant daughter eh?

So I stayed in my room with Lorelai & she layed in my bed watching Scooby Doo on TV. Sean came home shortly after that & he could tell I was upset so I told him what happened. So I got ready & got Lorelai ready & we left. We stopped at my work first so I could pick up Amanda's birthday present plus the kitchen set stuff I'm giving Lorelai for Christmas to go with her kitchen set. After that we stopped by Sean's brother Adrien's house. While he & Adrien were looking at whatever they were doing on Adrien's car I went up to Adrien's apartment with Lorelai. Brittany (Adrien's wife) was sitting in the recliner with Aidan (their son) sleeping on her. The entire time I had to be the one to instigate conversation, Brittany never did. That's why I don't understand why she got upset about me never accepting her friend request on Myspace. She doesn't try to talk to me so what the hell? Why should I care you know?

When we left there we headed up to the mall. I found a DVD set of 10 different Christmas movies on sale for 20 dollars so I got that. Also found a Hot Wheels set thing for little Eddie for Christmas. Other than that we bought some snack stuff. When we were done shopping we stopped at the food court & got some Arby's. After we ate we came home. Lorelai ended up taking a nap for awhile. She's still getting over her cold, her nose has still been stuffed/runny but no fever or anything thankfully :) Sean & I both got the cold from her. My nose has been stuffed & so has Sean's. I lost my list of meds that I can have while I'm pregnant so I'll have to double check on that because Sean wants to pick me up some medicine when we're at the store.

Today I have my glucose test. I'm hoping my mother doesn't have any plans after she gets home from work because I don't want to bring Lorelai to sit in the hospital for almost two hours. Especially when I'm not going to be allowed to do anything but sit there for an hour. Well I should go. Lorelai is getting a little fussy. I think it's almost nap time. Have a good one!