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nope things are even more fucked up now, in a tiny sense of the words.

Craigery was kicked out Chiodos.. it's horrible, and I can only imagine how he feels about it. But you in the end I think I have to agree with alot of other people that the remaining members of Chiodos just fucked themselves over royally.

ugh, I don't have much to say anymore, haha.

although I should go get some food.
and I'm so fucking happpy that it's Friday,
however, I have to take the Bird of Paradise to a greenhouse to see if they can tell me what's worng with it.

Gina

ugh, yeah, he's chemo went fine, or atleast that was what I last heard from my mother.

No Keli, last night either, however, I could have sworn that she was coming home yesterday.

I took my German quiz, I think I aced it.

I got a c on my Human Biology test and an F on my Elementary Algebra test.

all the concepts confuse me, like for some you do order of operations and for others you don't, and for some you do this and that and the other thing. ugh, I'm disapointed.
I have to start studying for those tests.

We have to do a group thing again in Theology and explain concepts in depth. I actually like doing that, it's better than hearing him talk about the same concepts for fucking years.
haha, you get to hear a new fresh voice.

I've been checking up on the Croc Rock's website to see if their posting anything about when the show is to be reposted. I'm going to tell Vanessa that if it gets close to the point of 30 days being up and they don't reschedule it by then, I'm just going to have her take the tickets back, so that she doesn't miss out on getting a refund. oh well.. their will be other times to see Craigery, I guess.

I started my math homework last night, it's actually something that I think I can do right, haha. It's like graphing linear equations, haha. Watch I'll go to my tutor and I'll have it wrong. ugh, but I don't know how to do the one thing, it's like doing an equation and then filling in the missing x or y variable. aggh.

I just hope that I pass, this shit.

I'm tired, I have to stop going to bed at fucking 12:00 in the AM.

Gina

p.s. I'm sorry that I didn't get to journals yesterday, I didn't get home until 6:30, or something like that, since I took the bus and all.

Ohhh, and the bus turned out fine, I was offered a ride home by this one girl in my Human Anatomy class, but i told her that I was alright. I waited about 30 minutes for the bus, I called Keli to find out when it came to Alvernia. Then I waited a bit at the terminal for the 11th street bus. In the meantime of waiting for the bus, I saw Beth, the woman who the book/movie Riding the Bus With My Sister is based upon. Or well is actually about. She doesn't look to good these days. Although I didn't really see much before, but yeah, she doesn't look good, but you could tell it was Beth.

ugh, I shouldn't be up this early, but I'm going to ALvernia with Vanessa, so tht I have a way there, since my uncle has Chemo at like 8:00 this afternoon. Then I have to take a bus home, well this should be fun, haha. seriously.. I'm probably just end up walking home from the bus terminal it's on'y like.. oh a mile. whatever.

I'm not expecting Keli to come home tonight either, considering that I've lost all possibly hope on that one.. seriously. it's worthless.

I called the Croc Rock and they said that the show will be rescheduled, don't know for when yet, but I have to tell Vanessa, I'll tell her today, once we're in the car..

Gina.

yeah, so I'm not going to the show today afterall, it was cancelled. Craigery's really sick and is going to a doctor, so the Lancaster and Philly shows were cancelled.

Still no Kel, I'm just getting sick of it, and yes, I do realize that she reads this and that she's going to come up with something bitchy to tell me, but I don't care anymore. I really don't.
I called at Aaron's last night, to have her come home, and no, she's so damn persistant about staying, there, I was crying last night, I wasn't fucking happy, and I call there to get her to you know come home and spend time with me instead of fucking aaron, and no, she stayed there anyways..
you know she always says that with girls people should do the opposite, like if they telll you not come home, they want you to, I was fucking HOPINg that she would've just stopped being so damn selfish and just came home, but wtf ever, right now, she can stay with Aaron, for all I fucking care, I'm just heated.
that's it..

and go ahead, Keli and give me an attitude it's not going to prove anything, considering that I'm just venting, we do that sometimes, don't we?

I'm just not happy and I feel like she's fuckking neglecting me, no matter how much she says she's not yeah right, she only sent me messages on myspace that say that she doesn't want to come home, well that's great.. wth am I supposed to do about that?

whatever.

anyways, I didn't take my German quiz, I fucking missed it, so now I have to take it tomorrow morning..
I fucking overslept, or well my alarm clock didn't go off.
So it's rescheduled for tomorrow at 11:00 in the AM.

whatever.

I also canceled going to the South REading YOuth Initiative today, becuase I have this headache that comes and goes and I don't want to be around extremely loud kids and end up getting it, and plus I didn't eat at all, and being there until five without food, would mean a huge headache..
I also think that I'm getting sick anyways, and I don't want to g tthe kids sick, even though I believe that it is only my sinuses.

gina

so, yesterday, I could have went to my aunts, because Keli didn't come home.
pissed me off.
I really wish that she would call instead of leaving messages on myspace or just not communicating at all.

I wanted to go t my aunts yesteday, because it was her birthday, but instead I stayed here precisly to let her in.

oh well, actually today is my aunt's birthday.
but they celebrated it yesterday.

idk.

I have a humanbio test today, hopefully after we're don't with it, we can just leave.

Tomorrow, is Craigery and a quiz in German, haha.

I still have to make a logo for Shipwreck Productions.

Alot of people are actually bothering with it, which is amazing ;]