Seven months ago I was diagnosed with BED. But it's been going on for a lot longer than that. Since then I have been hospitalized countless times. None of my friends said anything to me about it. Not even "hope you feel better" or "how are you feeling today?" And that's fine. Whatever. I can deal with that. But when another girl has bulimia and gets hospitalized ONCE, all my "friends" get together and make her cards and go and visit her. Emails are sent in her benefit. THAT HURTS. And this isn't a diss on the girl at all. She deserves those friends, but why didn't they care that I was in the hospital?? Why don't I matter to them? My BED started because of them in the first place. And they wonder why I'm bitter towards to them... There's so much pain in my heart. It really does make a girl just want to die.