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899. What's left of me is yours.List of responders Dreamer247, KraZii_BlueZ I'm happy. I'm sad. Silly, I know. I've been getting a mix of emotions since returning home. I went to ACC yesterday and saw quite a few people. Mr. Kuehnlein really didn't give me the time of day but he was pretty busy. I ran into Mr. Ray but he barely said anything at all. I guess I should understand that this was exam time and people were busy. Anyway, even if it wasn't exam time, it's upsetting to think that maybe they just didn't have anything to say anyway or didn't care. Mr. Dunckel stopped to talk for awhile though and took an interest in what I was doing. I ran into Jessica and it was actually good to see her. Megan Brietzke in the library just kind of made eye contact and didn't even walk over to say hello. Silly people. I just don't know. Right now more than anything I just feel like I really need someone to talk to and I can't find that person who is going to be able to sit down with me and listen to everything I need to say. I just don't know what I need. I take that back, I found the greatest thing ever downstate, and now it isn't mine and I don't know what to do. 898. Home sweet home.List of responders Alexandra_21, Dreamer247, KraZii_BlueZ, notasweirdasyou Audrey is home! (and so am I) I got back on Saturday. Dad and Bonnie came down and helped me move out. I had most of my things ready to go, aside from the heavy objects that we had to lift. It didn't even rain or anything, and it always seems to rain whenever they move one of the kids. Anyway, I made it home, unpacked almost all of my stuff, and then set off for Alpena. I met Travis at the dorms and Anne was also there with BJ. Dawn and Ryan showed up, and then we drove to the theatre to meet up with Audrey. I saw her in the line to see the movie and she ran over to give me a big hug! Awee I was so happy! You wouldn't believe how great it was to finally see her. By the way...did you ever get my letter? I sent it out a long time ago, and was going to wait for you to tell me that you got it, but you never said anything. I've been so busy since I've been home...ahhh! I just want to make sure I see as many people as possible and make the best of my time, especially since Audrey is going home in just a few days!! 
There is always more...List of responders aud54, babydoll_881, Dreamer247, iamapencil, jtrox1, KraZii_BlueZ, notasweirdasyou, RedHotChica17, SpunkyBrat83 I'm writing this now because I probably won't have the chance later. Audrey is home, and I'll be heading home in less than 12 hours. It's definitely bittersweet. I'm leaving someone that I've become very close to in such a short period of time, but I'm also going home to my friends and family. I wanted to say more..I was going to, but ... wow, it is officially summer vacation. Hard to believe. It hasn't set in yet. I cried when Katie moved out. She started to cry herself but I just shut the door. I told her I wasn't good with goodbyes, which is the truth, and told her to just go. I didn't mean this in a bad way, and I know she understood that it was difficult for me. I don't want to cry anymore, but I know that I will. Love.[bg=black]
 [font=wingdings]nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn[/font][bg=aaaaaa]aaaa[/bg][font=georgia][bold]...............All I Need From You ..................Is A Kiss Goodnight .......................To End My Day Perfectly[/bold][/font] [font=trebuchet]This week flew by -- thankfully! I had so many papers due this week, it was absolutely crazy. Thankfully, I got all of them done. I tried to do most of my work ahead of time. There was one paper that I had to stay up until 4:30 in the morning to finish (hehe). Audrey is going to be home in five days. She's flying home from Seattle, and will be here for the week! And then apparently Dana is moving out to Washington state. What's so special about Washington that it draws everyone out there? Is there something wrong with Michigan? My heart has been funny lately, and there are butterflies in my stomach. It really is a nice feeling. I thought I would more to say, but I'm just being silent, as usual. Oh well, there's too much to write about anyway. I didn't want to meet someone while I was down here. The semester was drawing to a close, and I was so excited to go home. There wasn't going to be anything standing in my way. And now...there is. It's okay. Calm down Steve. We're cool. If it's meant to be, then things will work out, even with the distance. I still think life is playing a nasty joke on me. In all reality, I should probably be really happy right now. My car has no brakes. I noticed the brake fluid was empty, so I put more in. However, it leaked out the next day. I need to try and get into a shop before I head home. That car has become such a piece of crap, and I wish I could get something new. I've been saying for months now that it is going to kill me, and everyone just kind of laughed it off. There's just a lot of problems with the alignment, brakes, and handling. What's really sad is that I had the brakes and handling fixed before I moved down here, and now they both turned to crap. Hopefully I will have enough money to fix whatever is wrong and then I can drive it home.[/font] *rawr*  [bg=aaaaaa][color=black][font=trebuchet]aud54, iamapencil, KraZii_BlueZ, notasweirdasyou[/font][/color][/bg] [color=white][font=times]©wannabstar[/font][/color][font=times]..........................................................................[/font][font=wingdings]nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn[/font]
895. Leaving on a jet plane.List of responders aud54, Dreamer247, jtrox1, KraZii_BlueZ, MaraSW, notasweirdasyou, RedHotChica17 I'm home. I'm happy and sad. I'm still waiting for my sister to get back so I can get some things out of my car. We have to wake up at 7:30 tomorrow, and it is already 2:00, but she still isn't home. It looks like I'll be sleeping with my contacts in. I have so much homework to get done tomorrow. It actually shouldn't be so bad, and I'm going to work really hard on it. If everything goes well then I might actually try to spend time with people later in the evening. Sunday will be Easter, and then it's back downstate. There's just one more week of classes, and then finals week. I'm really looking forward to it, and at the same time I'm apprehensive or nervous. I will be packing my things back up and making my way on home. Anne is also going to be coming home for the summer. We've been making plans and just talking. I'm probably going to be living out at Grand Lake for at least part of the summer. It should be a lot of fun and quite relaxing, although a bit lonely. We've been making a lot of plans, and I hope my friends will come out to visit me a lot and we can have some good times and even a few parties. It should be really nice. I always look forward to summer, and have a lot of high hopes, but it never goes so well. Anyway, I'm going to try and make the best of it. I'm not sure what day I will come home exactly, but Audrey will be back right when finals end, so I hope to make it home in just a few days so I get to see her. It should be great! The time is just flying by. I think it will be somewhat hard to leave my roommates. After creating some really strong friendships over the course of the semester, it will interesting to see where things go from there. I'm really going to miss them. They kept me sane throughout the semester, and so did Anne. I wish I could figure my problems out. I can be happy one minute, and then down the next. It's like I'm just not allowed to be happy. I talk about this with Travis a lot because he has been going through similar things. It's nice to have someone who can relate to things, be understanding, and won't judge. I have to decide whether or not I want to go to the ACC commencement. I received my degree back in December, so it seems kind of silly to want to go back and pay for the gown and everything else. At the same time, earlier this year I really wanted to come back and see my friends. I also wanted someone who was really important at the time to be there and watch me graduate. This person isn't even talking to me at the moment. It's kind of funny how things change. But anyway, I've rambled on enough -- maybe if I posted more than one entry a week they wouldn't have to be so long. Sarah is home -- so I can go get my stuff and get to bed! Sweet dreams! ----- So kiss me and smile for me Tell me that you'll wait for me Hold me like you'll never let me go Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane Don't know when I'll be back again Oh babe I hate to go |
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yea i'm bored already on break lol.
you need to come downstate. end of story. :P