As I sit in this cafe, sipping my over-priced latte, whilst pondering what I should be writing for Kiwibox, I think to myself, why am I here? Why did I bus into town for a $4.95 latte that's not doing my body any good, when for a fraction of the price, I could have stayed at home and made myself an comparably caffeinated cup of instant latte. The questions don't end there either. Why, when considering the overwhelming number of deadlines I already had, did I even sign up to be a Kiwibox reporter? Really, sometimes I think I just like to ask for trouble!When I was young I wanted to be a teacher, a singer, a doctor and every other job under the sun. I was constantly planning. Now that I am older, but not necessarily wiser, I am no more decisive than I was at three and no further in achieving any of the above careers. I still don't know where I want to be in the future, the only difference is now, having matured into relative adulthood, I stress over it. We worry about our grades not being up to par, our financial situations being inadequate and accidents we can't prevent. The older I get the more I worry. The more I learn about life, the more unstable I become!
animals and humans. But I have a contradiction. I feel that
setting goals in life and making an effort to achieve them, is
important because it gives us an incentive to work harder and to
live life up to its very best...Whatever is to happen later,
should be left to Almighty God...but this does not mean that one
should be materialistic...feelings and sprituality are very
important.