babydoll_881 , 24

hey all today is going pretty well. adddam and i decided to stay friends which is good cause i dont wanna loose him as a friend that would be stupid. i like a guy though. his name is jeff he is such a sweetheart and so funny too and he cares but there is a down fall to this. he yes he has a gurlfriend. i dont no how thats gonna work she is moving to north carolina so i dont think the relationship can last someone living in pennsylvania and there gurlfriend in north carolina but if it works its fine with me im not gonnna get in the wayill just stay his friend. well we have a football game today its our first one this season. im excited and i get to see all my friends again cause we havent went back to school which sorta stinks cause now we dont get out untill june 13th. oh well! fanilly settled everything with my family and my friends so everything is straight now(i hope). im sorta new to this journel i never kept one before and now that i am i dont feel as depressed as i used to be by keeping everything inside. i guess keeping ur feelings inside isnt a good thing but its hard to tell people especially my mom. i tell her something and she asks like 4000 questions i no thats what moms do but if i dont wanna answer leave me alone im not stupid. well i dont no what else to say nto to much on my mind. ttyl byes~meg~

gezz im so ready to go back to school i dont go back till september 9th and there aint nothing to do it gets boring after a while of just siting at home doing nothing. im sorta excited abotu friday though we have our frist football game and im a majorette now im actully excited for it. ive been twirling for 10 years now and i fanially get to be a majorette for my school!~yay~and another reason y i am excited is because i have lost some weight and i actully look half decent in my majorette uniform not that i was terribly over weight but because i got mad fun of so bad and now i can prove them that i could do it i could lose weight. i gave up on a boy i like i no he wont ever like me anytime soon so hey move on right? ill find someone who cares sooner or later i just wish it will be sooner then later. well i hope everyone has a great day and ill make a new entry tomorrow byez for now~!