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hope is just around the corner <3

  • 04/30/08 11:44 pm
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[bgcolor=000000][font=Tahoma][color=ff0033]We're like Romeo and Juliet
Fact leaves fate to find us.
Like the tallest mountain on the widest sea
Nothing's big enough to hide us.
When we make love its overwhelming
I just touch the heavens
You're an angel, you're an angel
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[bgcolor=000000][font=Tahoma][color=ff0033] My Waitin’ Day
allo;
sometimes all i want to do is pray and hope for a better day, today seems like a better day! i had two interviews today. the first one being the job i wanted, a grocery store so i went in and i got the job on the spot, finally things are starting to look better. maybe finally i can have hope. when she told me i had the job all i could say was thanks! i was so happy that finally i will be able to quite the job that i despise and ill be able to go see my fiance for his birthday on victoria day weekend. the second interview i canceled since i had already gotten the job at the other place, now all thats left is my interview on friday for a second job that payes well just for alittle extra money.
when i called my fiance to announce him the good news he was soo happy for me. he is a really supportive guy, and im so greatful for that, because with all the things im going through i dont know how i could stay this cool about it all if it wasnt for him. we might be in a long distance relationship and only see each other like once a month, but he is so there for me when i need him the most. its been 3 years that we are going out now and 1 year that we are engaged, at first no one believed that our love would last, but it has it really has.
THIS JUST PROVES THAT SOMETIMES PEOPLE CAN JUST BE WRONG!!!

...Yours truely BeachBUM Gal xo
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[bgcolor=000000][font=Tahoma][color=ff0033]I said this world, this world.
Could leave us anyday
But my love for you, it will never go away.
And I don't wanna go to sleep
Cuz' you are like a dream
For every night I see you there,
And I swear you are the answer
You're an angel, you're an angel, you're an angel.

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[bgcolor=000000][font=Tahoma][color=ff0033] My Broken Stats
Wearing: pink pj pants with sparkly white tank top
Feeling: happy, alone and loved all at the same time
Wanting: i want to be with my fiance
Loving: how my fiance takes care of me
Watching/Listening To: listening to my fiance go on and on about how much he loves me =)
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[bgcolor=000000][font=Tahoma][color=ff0033]I don't need three wishes
Oh I just need one
For us to never be finished
For us to never be numb
When they say it's over
We'll just say I love you
And when they say it's finished
We'll just keep on building.
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[bgcolor=000000][font=Tahoma][color=ff0033]My Kiwi Stats
Entry: 002
Date: April 30th, 2008
Subby Count: 001
Responder: 001
Reader of the Day: ---
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[bgcolor=000000][font=Tahoma][color=ff0033]And I said this world, this world
Could leave us anyday
But my love for you, it will never go away.
And I don't wanna go to sleep
Cuz' you are like a dream
For every night I see you there,
And I swear you are the answer
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[bgcolor=000000][font=Tahoma][color=ff0033]Responders
Blissfulreality
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[bgcolor=000000][font=Tahoma]You're an angel, you're an angel, you're an angel.
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[bgcolor=000000][font=Tahoma][color=ff0033]Subbys
Blissfulreality/i]
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[bgcolor=000000][font=Tahoma]Yes you are. You're an angel.
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[bgcolor=000000][color=ff0033][font=Tahoma]ANGEL

//Leona Lewis
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[bgcolor=ff0000]©jessgurl17

Whats a gal to do! <3

  • 04/29/08 11:45 pm
allo;

i know that i am not the not the only one going through problems in life, i know that everyone goes through some tough times, i also know that its part of life, but it doesnt make it easy in any way. all my life i grew up thinking that there is no wrong in the world that everything is perfect, but growing up i discovered the total opposite.
people die, weither i like it or not, theres no way for me to stop it, prevent it or disagree.
for the past year or two things havent really been going the way i wanted it to, of course i mean nothing ever goes the way you want it to thats why they call it life.
for the past few years everything that could possibly wrong has. my best friend who was pregnant and her boyfriend died in a car accident, they were killed by an unexperienced transport driver with not enough knowledge and wisdom. that was a heartbreak tragedy to me. it came so suddenly and it was so unexpected, i still try to live with it everyday and it hurts me so bad.
im losing my job and by mid-may i have no more work, because my boss refuses to let me have a day off, but i cant work i wont be in town. therefore i have to look for a new job, i got 3 phone calls, 3 interviews :) so theres alittle hope. but of course something has to come in and ruin all hopes and dreams and all faith. now my grandma is dying... she is really sick! she lost alot of weight, struggles with diabete, heart problems, digesting problem, deep down we all know that her end is coming sooner then we want it to. after all she is 80 and she has lived a great life, but no matter what it hurts so much to see her in pain and see her leaving right before our eyes. what hurts even more she is know suffering with alzheimors (not quite sure how to write it) its not at the exteme YET, but it is getting there slowly with each passing day. :( the only thing that i have closest to me and the only thing that is going good in my life right now is my love life. my fiance is what keeps me going, keeps me alive. i owe all my strenght to him.

...yours truely, BeachBUM Gal xo
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