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...and You Thought I was Never Coming Back. THIS is ME and MY amazing husband Shawn! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Dear People Who May Happen to Read This, I place on explaining more things in future entries, but for now, just wanted to give a brief overall. I recommend, that you read some of my old stuff, as painful as it is. The two entries from 2007 are pointless , but so much has changed, and I am guessing most of my subscribers left me, and wont read this, but its all good. I left for a long time, I haven't made an entry, a true entry. Its been 5yrs almost exactly; December 18th 2004. WOW. This has always been the ONLY online journal I've kept, I am an occasional blogger on myspace, but not often. So, yulp. I have so much to write about, but that wont happen all at once, that's for damn sure. Last time I left off, I said I hated myself, my life, and that I had f---ed up majorly, but I have a new perspective on things, yeah, I am still at times, fairly negative, but aren't we all? I am a Christian, but even Jesus wasn't happy all the time. lol I'm a human, I feel emotion, that's life, but the wuestion is what do I do with it? Usually, I vent and get over it. :) Things have changed here at Kiwibox too, I don't write here anymore, it became too stressful, I wrote a number of articles, and in my last stretch, I got a lot published, but decided that I had bigger fish to fry with college and meeting who would be my future husband. :) Also, I maintained the job that I got in July 2004, at the arcade, but left two months ago, and am hoping to find a job that doesn't stress me out as much because of the commute and noise and such. Definitely 4 things happened that changed my life the most: 1. I got a job at an arcade and became friends with the manager. 2, I moved in with the store manager and his wife. 3. I ended up going to Bible College thanks to my association with my new romm mates. 4. I met my now husband at said Bible College. Woohoo! :D:D:D:D So, the one thing I want to say is this, boy chasing is pointless, just wait, you'll know when you find the right person, I'll explain more why later. :D God Bless ~Amy Everyone hates Christians...? (Help me with my article) If you could help me by filling out my Q-book here: http://my.kiwibox.com/qbooks/qbook.asp?id=374581 That would be awesome!
Right now, I am writing an article about religion/Christianity, and I need A LOT of input from people. Please help me by answering my q-book. Do not bother replying here unless you have read my q-book. :D Thank you for your help!!! God Bless ~Amy ATT: All Kiwiboxers, I am in desparate need of help!!! This might sound silly, but PLEASE read this whole letter.!
I have worked at my local arcade called "Wunderland" (GO ONTO wunderlandgames.com TO FIND OUT WHAT WUNDERLAND IS) for three years now, and what drew me there was the DDR (Dance Dance Revolution) machine. I found out a month ago that despite its popularity they want to take it out because they do not want to pay the money to upgrade to DDR Supernova and they feel they can make more money off of selling it then they would by keeping it (not true, I have looked at the figures). So, what I need you fellow kiwiboxers to do is, E-mail them at: mckee@easystreet.com and tell them this (not in these exact words) even if you have NEVER been to a Wunderland store or played DDR: "I love playing DDR and it is is the only reason I come into the store, but I would come in a lot more to play if you had a newer version like "Dance Dance Revolution Supernova". The reason I started coming to Wunderland was because of DDR, and I am not sure I will continue to go if you ever do take it out..." You can add you own little flourishes and quirks to the letter so it does not sound the same from everyone. But be bold and creative, but do not cuss, you are representing me. DO NOT MENTION THAT YOU HEARD THEY WERE TAKING IT OUT, AND DO NOT MENTION ME.!" Thank you soooooo MUCH, I will be eternally, grateful, and if you ever stop by the Salem Wunderland store, ask for "Amy" and I'll let you in for free!!! :D God Bless ~Amy The fucked up bullshit of my fucked up life..... I wish that I could fucking tell you all the fucking shit, but I'm to fucking tired from all the fucking shit to fucking say. HAHAHAHA And if you have or do read my past entires, you'll understand just how tired I am too, becuase I am NEVER like this...
Anyways, so much has and IS happening, it would take MANY entries to tell you. But I basically I have failed on all levels, and I need to get back. :) I will, I am just screwed up beyond belief right now... God Bless & LOVE YOU ALL ~Amy I wish that I could be th BEST, at EVERYTHING!!!! When will things change for me? I'm not sure... Things
have to soon... Its just I know that God has been preparing me for something, I know something is going to happen, but I am not sure if it is something else to "prepare" me, or an actual opporunity...? I know I'm talking in riddles, its just that, I don't want EVERYONE in the world to know what I'm doing... If something happens with it, obviously people will find out, but unless that is so, I wish to keep it secret. To many people already know, and have sort of expectation... That's life... But this thing, is well 1 in 10,000 pretty much... :( Its kind of like a crap shoot. But I know that what is impossible by man, is possible by God. I know that all of my crap experiences have set me up for something. They have taught me a lot. Maybe someday, I will truly find love? The kind that only God gives... :) I don't want a selfish love, I want one from outside myself, and vice-versa. :) I am no longer afraid of guys though, and that is a bold new step for me. Each guy that I end up close to being with, always falls apart, but it makes me MORE confident and comfortable with guys in general whom like me as more than a friend. Plus, since I have gotten over my depression, I'm a whole new person. ;P I gotta go though. Have a GREAT night/day. ;P God Bless & Love always ~Amy |
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