blood_and_gold , 27

I wasn't even planning on returning to Kiwibox. I really, really, really wasn't. Well, funny thing happened. Yesterday, I was telling my boyfriend about how I left this site in a fit of rage several years ago because of the numerous changes that were made to it after my years-long membership. Pretty much everyone I knew left the site. Ayway, the whole Facebook/mandatory Timeline thing came up, hence the comparison. (Facebook can blow me...)

This is when things get creepy. I found out that my ex started up an account here on Kiwibox, which he knows I used to use and never disabled my account. (I really was so attached to the damn thing; I was sad to have left, but it was necessary at that time.) And his profile? SUPER. CREEPY. Like stalker-type weird.

Not only is he on here, but he has been posting stuff on Facebook that is making me think he is trying to copy my boyfriend's rather unique style. The minute details are there in copycat form. Yeah, not cool. He has also been posting really, uh, emotionally suggestive country songs. I always knew he was hung up on me, but really? Really? This seems like a bit much.

Anyway, I am back on Kiwibox... for now. Mostly to amuse myself with this potential-stalker of mine, partly to see if I can reconnect with any old Kiwibox friends who might still be lingering around this site. It would be really nice to get back in contact with the people I used to talk to a lot on here. We shall see what all comes to pass.

All the brainless people who have apparently infiltrated my life need to go the hell away, go rot in a dank pit somewhere. I'm tired of dealing with the drama. I never wanted this, nor do I feel it is warranted. If you don't know how to be a friend, you don't deserve to have them.

Wow, I haven't been on this site in well over a year. Looks like there is some sort f funky-ass word limit on the "blog" entries, ha ha. I have to admit, I am amused. I logged in to see if I could find some of my old poetry, but it looks like that is all gone. I hope I was smart and actually saved it somewhere else... I'm sure I did. But now I am all curious about Kiwibox. Ch-ch-changes and whatnot.

Well, lots of things have changed in my life. Got rid of my now-ex. He had some sort of mental breakdown when I broke up with him and then turned into a huge douche bag. I found a new guy who is pretty fantastic. He treats me well, we have a lot in common, and we're pretty much on the same page with life and our philosophies. I feel lucky to have him.

I'm about to graduate from college after being there for eight billion years, ha ha. Yayyyy. Time to spread my wings and venture out into the real world (or something like that).

I've been to way too many fucking amazing concerts in the past year. I didn't do that much before, but now I can't help it. I need to cut loose, and music lets me do so. Since last April, I've seen these bands: H.I.M., Drive A (twice), Dommin (twice), We Are The Fallen, Black Veil Brides (three times, almost four), Get Scared (twice), Vampires Everywhere! (once, almost twice), Modern Day Escape, Mustard Plug, Motionless In White (twice, almost three times), William Control, Aural Vampire, The Birthday Massacre, Circa Survive, Foxy Shazam, Escape The Fate, and Alesana. In the next couple of months, I will be seeing: BVB, MIW, VE!, I See Stars, Versaemerge, Conditions, A Day to Remember, Pierce The Veil, We Came As Romans, Brokencyde, Dot Dot Curve, It Boys, Norma Jean, After the Burial, For the Fallen Dreams, and Stray from the Path. Ha ha, yeah... I definitely have a love for concert-going. I was fortunate enough to meet quite a few amazing bands and musicians in the past year. Pretty sure I nearly died when I met Ville Valo. I mean, who wouldn't? He is a Finnish sex god. ;-)

Yup, so... That's it. Time to do some Bio homework.