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another soldier lost. :(( Eating disorder?

  • 02/02/09 5:37 am
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Its been a rough past couple of days! Ty's been in a blackout and when he was able to email me he made the comment "Once I'm able to call you I'm going to need you more than ever" So that hurt because I know that I can't really be there for him like I want to be! I do know from another wife whose husband is also deployed to iraq that they lost someone over there. We don't know who it is yet we prob. wont know for a few weeks. It just hurts because this person was in Ty's unit and I pray that it wasn't someone I knew! Don't get me wrong I pray every night that we don't loose another person over there. But I've grown to love these people as my family and its just heart breaking. I haven't heard from him in about 4 days so the days are getting a little harder but school and work seem to preoccupy alot of my time which I am liking. I would be a total basket case!

I'm working on the next care package! Valentines theme :) I am baking 9 dozen chocolate chip cookies, 2 dozen white chocolate macadamia nut cookies and either some sugar cookies or peanut butter cookies! I got Ty a sweatshirt he can't wear it while he's there but I figured I would send it to him anyways! I haven't really thought about what to get him! So I guess I need to be working on that! But I need to get to work on it this week so that I can have it sent out in just enough time for him to get it!:) Schools been absolutely kaotic! But so far its going good! The only class I think I'm going to have problems with is the Trig. If I get 149 points by the end of the semester I don't hae to take the final BUT he doesn't give out homework the only grades in his class are tests so I'm screwed! I still have that major fear of test taking! So I'll work on that!

My moms been on my case about eating. She has a fear that I have some kind of eating disorder... I've lost about 20 lbs in the 3 months that Ty's been gone but I've also been working out alot! I don't eat as much as I use to and she's not always around me to see me when I do eat! But its getting old her yelling at me because I'm starving myself! Oh well she'll get over it eventually! One thing I do know is I have a sleeping issue. I think the earliest I've gone to bed in the past 3 months is 2 am. I went to bed Sunday morning at 5 and woke up at 9 and I've been going ever since! I'll prob stay up till atleast 12 or 2 working on homework as soon as I can rip myself away from this stupid computer :)

I hope that you ladies have a great week just incase I can't make it back till next weekend!


Deployments suck! Rant! I hate the ones who take everything for granted!

  • 01/28/09 8:14 am
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Sorry I haven't been on much lately and I prob wont be getting to journals! But I thought I would stop by and let everyone know I'm still alive! School started and I found out that one of the scholarships I had upped the mandatory gpa and I missed it by one point so needless to say I didn't get it! So I was stressed that I wouldn't have enough in my other scholarships to pay everything but I am guessing I do!


In my last post I showed ya'll a picture of a house Tyronne was hoping to get and well we didn't get approved for the loan! So were waiting his va certificate before we try again! Its only been 3 months that he's been gone and I try to get through the day but when ppl ask where he's at I'm just reminded again of where he
really is at and that he wont be home anytime soon! I had one girl the other day complain that her boyfriend
went somewhere with his friends and that he wouldn't be back for 2 days! I asked her what she would have done
if he was going to be gone for 18 long months? She told me that she just wouldn't be with him! WTF I hate people like that if you love someone enough you would do anything for them and stick by them through the thick and the thin even if that meant you two were miles and miles apart! I just wanted to smack her face!

She then proceeds to ask me if I even have anyone in my life and I told her "Yes I actually do and he's the one thats overseas right now for 18 whole months fighting for the country she's living in leaving his son and wife back here in the states. I also
told her that she should see the face of a little boy who feels like his daddy doesn't love him anymore because he's gone for months on end and he doesn't realize that its daddy's job to keep us safe" I hate it with a passion you can't help who you fall in love with and leave it to me to be the one to fall in love with a soldier! Sheesh! :)


Glad I got that out of my system its been bothering me for awhile! I hope you ladies
have a safe and happy week! I'm off to do some
homework get some much needed sleep and count
down the days till this horrid deployment is over with!





Pic. of our possible house. School? No clues?

  • 01/19/09 9:14 am
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January 19th, 2009



Wow its been a few days since I've been on! Sorry about that again ladies! Its been crazy I worked every day for the past two weeks and then right after I got off of work I would go to the gym for two hours and work out and boy was I tired so I'd come home sometimes I would eat and sometimes I would just crash! So I haven't done much of anything. I was meaning to make an entry earlier this weekend but I slep all weekend. I didn't even go work out but I didn't want to drive 20 min into town so I guess I need to find some videos at home and do them on the weekends so I don't have to go into town if I don't want to!



School still hasn't started which is good theres still a few of my books I haven't recieved. They called me two weeks ago to tell me that they cancelled my nutrition class so I was rather upset because 1. I already bought the book. and 2. that was really the only class I was looking forward to taking so now I'm stuck taking Anthropology! Not to happy about it but I still get to graduate in May with my mom so I can't really complain! I've been thinking about getting my Computer Office Technology Degree that way I can get like a office job as a secretary I mean I can get it without it but I have a better chance of getting a job in a medical field if I have that degree so we shall see! A majority of it's on the internet so that helps because I wont be able to take any classes otherwise because I'll be living in New York!

I'll still be getting my Medical Coding degree next fall because its all on the internet. Who knows I might go to school up in New York for early Childhood education I've wanted to but not alot of the classes are on the internet here and with me moving to New York Next october it wouldn't really work out so we shall see!
I've been very fortunate to talk to Tyronne through email for the past couple of days and he's been looking for houses and we found this one





Spacious, two story home with 3-4 bedrooms! On the first floor we have a large living room, dining room, large kitchen with lot`s of cupbord and counterspace, a den/office, a wetbar/game room, a bedroom and 1 1/2 baths. Upstairs we have 2-3 nice size bedrooms, one bath, and a loft area. There are also two staircaes, one in the front of the house and one in the back. There is a nice size enclosed side porch, a open back porch and a LARGE YARD! The home does have a security system and is wired for a generator. If you need a home with lot`s of space, then this is the one for you!! Call today for an appointment So he's applying for a loan and we'll see if we get this house! Were really hoping he does so that when he comes home we will have a house to live in! Were both pretty excited and it has a big enough yard for our three dogs! :)
Hopefully we hear in the next few weeks if hes approved for the loan and then we can get it!

Keep your fingers crossed for us ladies! Nothings really been working out in our favor lately so I hope that it starts to look up soon because he's really starting to get down on himself! He's been sending 500 a month to pay off all these medical bills I have from my last car accident so that we can get that all paid off before he comes home and thats one less thing we have to worry about!Its a great stress reliever for me I was getting myself sick trying to figure out how I was going to pay off 6,000 dollars worth of medical bills! So I'm going to call a few of them tomorrow or Tuesday and see if they'll settle for half! I know there are a few I can send them a check for half of the amount by Tuesday so I hope they'll settle that way thats one less thing for me to worry about! So keep your fingers crossed on that one for me to ladies!

Well I better get going Its almost 1 in the morning thankfuly I don't have to work tomorrow whoohoo! :)I hope everyone had a save and happy weekend!






Gran Terino. Where did that 15 lbs go? Motivation

  • 01/13/09 3:03 am
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January 12th, 2009



Hi Ladies,
I hope you all had a great weekend and I hope you have a great week! Not much has been going on I went to the movies last night with my mom,stepdad and cousin and we watched Gran Terino! A very great movie might I add! We went out to eat after that! We haven't done that in awhile! I had Tri tip and some mashed potatoes and corn! It was delicious!

Came home and hung out a little bit! Took a shower. It was a pretty lame weekend but since I have to start school soon and I know I wont be able to do alot of layin around I've been trying to stock up :). I went to bed at 10ish after I took my shower and I think I laid there till about 2 I guess I have trouble sleeping if I don't work out at all during the day so I'm trying to get into work otu every day mode! I've lost 15 lbs since tyronne left so I have some motivation! I'm going to go for a few hours tonight and see what I can get done! I'm excited! I want to look good for when he comes home in July!


I have to work 4 hours today but I get off at 2 instead of 3 because I came in an hour early! I was stressing about that shot that I missed but they told me I was fine and that I didn't need an appt. and that they could get me in if I would wait! So I waited for about 20 min and they got me in and gave me the shot! I forgot how much that baby hurt! I'm use to shots I have never had my arm hurt so bad but once the medicine gets into your arm your arm feels like its going to fall off. The first time I got the shot my head hurt so bad that I thought it was going to explode right off my shoulder. So far I haven't had any real major side effects so I'm happy about that! I have to go in june to get the last shot for the series!

I am going to go to walmart after I get off work and see what else I could shove in Tyronnes box! I want to get it out today so I might just put it in a smaller box and send what I have and then get him some chips and send those later! I know he's been wanting some but I would like to see if I could find any on sale! But we'll see! I guess I better get going though and get something done so that my boss doesn't come in tomorrow and think that I didn't do anything all day while she was gone!







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  • 01/12/09 8:50 pm
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January 12th, 2009



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