I woke up this morning around 8:30. Super early for me considering I wake up around 10 usually. Right when I woke up I cleaned the kitchen because my parents came today.

I got ready for work, and went to work. [ i work in a clothing store at the mall ]So apparently my higherups [ manager and assistant manager ] absolutley love me because "i'm such a great person to work with."

I really appreciate this. It makes me feel really good about myself, especially with the huge breakup that I just had with my first love. Apparantly the assistant manager [ Crystal ] told our manager [ Jenn ] to schedule me and her to work together more often. And Jenn was like "NOOO CHRISTINA IS MINE." I mean, i'm really shy and stuff but I work hard so that is awesome that my coworkers love working with me. It is going to make this job go by so much better for me. At first I really didn't like it, but now I guess that everyone enjoys being around me it makes me happy and boosts my confidence!

So after work, one of my best friends [ Brina ] picked me up from work and we went to her work and she picked up her paycheck. [ her boss missed 39 hours of her work ! ] Then I went to go pick up my last paycheck from where I used to work [ Subway ]. AND I showed Brina around the university campus and showed her where her classes were. And I figured out where most of mine were as well. Now all I need to do is go get some textbooks!

So since my parents are in town, we went out for some supper! It was sooo good. There is this huge diner down the main drag of the city that we went to. It has the best ice cream ever! And since supper was virtually free, [ we won 40$ gift certificate ] my mom bought us some ice cream! YUM.

And now i'm at home sulking in my misery of breaking up with my bf. Crying, and feeling that heartbreak is worse when you yourself are the heartbreaker because you see the person you love hurting so much. It hurts more then having your heartbroken by the one person you want to be with. Everytime I talk to him I just want him to hold me and have him tell me that everything will be okay, but I did this to us and I can't go back. I need to find my own way through things and find myself again.

And on that note, i'm bawling again i should probobly go.



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