christina_bee , 24

so.. i was in the docs office today with my friend brina.
i was reading an oprah mag and..

well i was reading this article on "confidence" or whatever.

and this caught my eye.

"shyness is just a way to distance yourself from people and a shield from getting hurt"

it explains my entire life.

i think i'm going to make it a life goal to always be outgoing. and give myself to people. getting hurt is the best way to grow and build upon yourself and to learn more about yourself. to grow as a person as a whole.

anyways. just thought i'd share that little tidbit.

um. i got a gym membership today. for 2 years! lol. it was the best deal. i get unlimited tanning and a bunch of other shit with it for 42 bucks a month.

i can't wait to get back into shape.

i'll probly make a weight loss journal. just for myself and anyone else that wants to check up on it. or whatever. not like any of you would anyways.

but meh.

pic time. i'm too lazy to write anything else.

oh yeah.. new phone tomorrow too.


this is the flood that we had in the summer. i'm sitting in the middle of the street. there was almost 2 feet of rain washing down the road.

erm.
i'm really effing tired.
my eyes are all blood shot and shite.
ugh.
but my gosh.
my friend TB last night was you know.. the same.. us joking around about being sexual. lol. and i was like anything for you bb. and he's like... all i have to do is ask?

and i'm like YAH!

him: but i'm too shy...

and kept being like that i was like.. you don't have to be shy it's just me! awe...

i dunno what to think. i love hangin out with him and he always texts me ILU and you're so beautiful and stuff. *sigh*

and we've made out and cuddled and all that stuff. lawls.

he's so cute.

and i kinda just want to stay up till he gets home from work so i can talk to him.

and last night i went to see fred claus. omggggg it was sooo funny haha. it was a good one.

but yeah i'm super tired. i think i'm going to go to bed early tonight.

and new phone on friday hopefully. my mom is buying me one and sending it to me and i'll probably get it on friday. aye!
I hope she picks out a good phone for me. she's buying me one for my 20th birthday.. which is in exactly a month! woot. anyways. ttyls ppls.

pictcha timeeee.
it's just a sign pic that i made for TB

eh.

this weekend was decent. the drive down to maple creek all jesse and i did was sing at the top of our lungs. four hours straight. my throat still hurts.

woot. saskatchewan roughriders won semi final game against calgary woooooooooo. i hope they make it to the grey cup. *crosses fingers*

fuck.

i got NO sleep last night.
my phone is 100 percent dead and i can't get the charger to work.

so i set an alarm on the net. lawl. but i was awake every hour anyways. sooooo it's not like it mattered.

ugh.

i feel like ass.

the end.

picture time!

just a picture of me being retarded.

well..

i decided to call in sick to work today. don't get me wrong i DO feel like shit.. like my head hurts and my tummy won't stop grumbling.

but i seriously am just sick of work. i'll go tomorrow though I think. But I'm gone for the weekend so it's nice to have a day at home this week. I'm going to Maple Creek with my best friend Jesse this weekend. It's where he lived before we both moved to the city. It's four hours away. *dies* and we're leaving after i'm done work tomorrow. and coming back on sunday.

I hope it's a good trip. I'm going to meet his parents for the first time since we've been friends (which has been like 2 and a half years) so that's pretty cool.

anyways. i'm just going to laze around in bed probly play some video games.

and oh my god i felt so good last night after my pilates watching on youtube.

i favorited a whole buttload of 10 minute pilates sets. theres like.. stretching, ab workout, sculpting, butt and thighs, and 10 minute burn.

i love it. it's like an hour of workout and i dont have to pay for anything except for my 2 dollar handweights!

anyways i have the 360 hooked up in my room now i think i'm going to go play some!

heres a picture! like always!


me in west edmonton mall in the summer!

lawl.