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BLAH. Okay. So work was hella boring. Nothing really exciting happened. Other than this one super hot guy came to get a sub. wowzerz. Anyways. I walked halfway to work today. woo for me. But I was too lazy to walk the rest of the way so I took the bus.
Yeah I really don't have much to add. My life isn't very exciting. OH YEAH LOL. So my sister phones me at work today and she sounded really worried.. I was like wtf is going on! And she's like "WAS THE CAT HOME WHEN YOU LEFT FOR WORK?" lol.. I duno i don't keep tabs on where it sleeps.. Apparently it got into the basement suite and hid underneath the ladies bed that lives down there. LOL. What a dumb cat. I have no idea how he got down there. He has to go through 3 doors that are always closed. Sneaky Bitch.
So I was also all kind of freaked out because my mom had to get some tests done on her boob because the doctor thought that they had found something.. thinking that it could possibly be breast cancer and she got a bunch of tests done the other day. And nothing is wrong. THANK GOD. ugh.. i just about died when my mom told me. I don't know what I'd do if I had to let my mom go to cancer. I just about lost my dad already to a stroke. Parent's should never be allowed to die.
So I started a weight loss journal. -not on kiwi yet-. I started one in a notebook. I'm trying to cut my calories down by 500 a day. If you cut your calorie intake by 500 a day that equals to 1 pound a week without exercise. So with exercising I hope to lose about 2 pounds a week. So 10 pounds a month! I can't wait to get rid of all the fat! It's so gross. I used to weight 145 lbs and i'm at 200 lbs right now. A year from now I want to be 130. That would be amazing! haha I've never been that skinny. But i'll get there. And i'll take pictures and everything just to show the progress. I can't wait till I actually get to see some progress! My short term goal is to be 185 by December. I know that's not quite 10 lbs a month but it's a start!
I always like to leave the end of a journal with something about me or a picture or two! So here we go!

I love this picture!! From left to right: Toni, Leslie, Me and my Boyfriend Kirby.

And that's me and my ex bf Kurtis. I think I mentioned him yesterday? yesss..

And a pic of me :P
I will up date later when it's really saturday ;)
UPDATE:
lol. my alarm went off this morning at eight.. and I was like... wtf it's saturday I"M GOING TO SLEEP IN. So I woke up 20 minutes ago at 11:00. haha. I have to work today at three though so that kind of really sucks. Especially because it's so nice out and I could be outside getting some much needed exercise! What a load of crepe! I only have an hour to myself because I have to get ready for work in an hour and then it takes me an hour to get to work. BOO!
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