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christina_bee , 22

from saskatoon

decent day, i ate like crap. SXUW

am 10/20/09 10:39 am
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[font=verdana] What a busy fuckin day. I got up at about 8 and got ready for school. We finally started a project a month and a half into school. I feel like this school is wasting my time. i pay 11000 dollars to go to school that's teaching my microsoft word 2003, by the time i graduate it will almost be 10 years old. Thanks school. and they're teaching us CS3 when CS5 comes out in may. Thanks school. by the time i graduate every thing i learn will be obsolete in the job market and i'll have to teach it to myself anyways. what a bunch of horse shit. anyways. we're designing a business package, and i started my business card today and it's pretty damn ugly. oh well. I'll do my letter head and envelope tomorrow and maybe fix my business card. it's due on friday so i have some time to fix it up a bit.

And THEN. right after school i had to work. It was okay. kind of boring it was dead and there was nothing to do. but i only worked for three hours so it's not like it was dreadful. I went to the wrestling show after. Saskatoon Extreme Underground Wrestling. A lot of my friends are in it and it's fun to watch. I actually took a few lessons on pro wrestling. It was super fun and I would love to get into it more. One of the guys wants me to be their "manager". Just someone who yells outside the ring and supports them. It's a pretty fun thing to do.

Anyways, i work at subway and I ate WAY too much there when i work. I was doing fine with my eating today. I had oatmeal and soymilk and a bit of brown sugar for breakfast. and a tuna sandwich at lunch with chicken noodle soup. and then i ate a fucking footlong subway melt and 2 cookies. but i did drink a lot of water and munched on cucumbers the whole time. oh yeah. munch on them cucumbers.

And I have to make a decision about whether i want to cancel my gym membership in the winter because my contract is up. I don't think I will i think i just might sign a cheaper contract. and actually GO to the gym. fuck. I need to exercise to LOSE WEIGHT. I need to lose weight. I want to lose it. It's such a huge struggle. I wish i had a personal assistant who would just make me healthy food and be a personal trainer. lol. it would make life so much easier. i don't have much motivation and self belief.

my halloween costume came in from ebay. the first one that i ordered was an extra large and it didn't fucking fit. so i ordered a 2xl. god it makes me feel super fucking fat. i spent 120 dollars on 2 halloween costumes. so it better fucking fit and maybe if i lose weight i can wear the other one next year lol. I just have to get shoes and stockings now. It will be sweet. i'm being dorothy btw.

i want a stripper pole. they have pole fitness here in the city. i think i want to join and take classes. and then i want my boyfriend to buy a pole and put it in his room so i can practice while he watches lol. I have a mini dress that i want to look super sexy in (LOSE WEIGHT) but i look super gross in it now because of my back fat rolls.

*shudders*

Anyways, It's nearing bed time I just have to wash this disgusting make up off my face and feed my cat. And i have to finish watching xmen tonight. I've been trying to watch it for the past three nights but i keep falling asleep. After that i might watch obesessed again. CREEPY MOVIEEEE.

night kiwi lovers. the whole 0 ppl that read this.

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from Megan247 20 10/20/09 02:40 am
I've been doing pole fitness for a couple of months, good fitness and heapsa fun :)
I hope your weight loss goes well, I find it really hard to find motivation to do stuff like gym so I haven't been in months..
Dorothy is such a good idea for halloween! we don't really celebrate halloween here all that much (I'm from New Zealand) soo I miss out on all that fun
<3 megan (random responder)