My camera still doesn't work.
I don't know what I did.
I want my camera back.
:(
I need to write english essays.
One of them is three weeks late.
Maybe more than that.
I'm not really sure.
I am sure I need to write them.
I need to finish writing the rough draft of my play.
I need to learn the lines for the scene I can't rehearse.
I have to keep talking Jordan out of doing ANOTHER scene.
I need to get a teacher fired.
I need to give that cute boy that works at McDonald's drive thru my phone number.
I need to tell Scott it isn't working out.
I need to find a new job for the summer.
I need to finish reading "Promises I Made my Mother."
That way I know what my mom is raving about.
And maybe he can get me a job?
I think it's right up my alley.
I don't really know.
I haven't finished it yet.
I need to clean out my closet.
I closed the doors today because I'm scared to look in it.
If i'm not here, nothing is organized.
I need to call Destiny to get the pictures from the photo shoot.
I need to print out the invitation for the grad party.
I need to address the graduation announcements.
I need to tell my mom what I want for a graduation presant.
I need to make posters for Hunter.
Rework my piece.
Convince Hollye to do the piece again.
Grab a handful of raindrops to be in the piece.
I guess this is a to do list.
Ready Daniel, go.
I went to BoBo with Ashlyn.
The fortune cookie read:
There were actually two fortunes on one strip.
This is exactly how it read, it was kinda weird.
"A person is never too old to leNo problem leaves you where you found it.arn."
Told you it was weird.
Sean just told me how often 7th company talks about 6th company. How my name is always brought up about being negative. Um. I don't talk to ANY of them except Sean. I don't know what the fuck there problem is, but they don't understand. If they would give us the credit for being here so long and comprehend what's wrong with us before bashing us it would be different. They said I'm not doing ANYTHING for this play. Right. I'm not designing the flyers - which i might add, i have an awesome lava lamp flyer design. I'm not designing the programs. I didn't do ALL of the costumes for Machinal - without much praise from anyone might I add. I hate them. I hope they all rot. Rot rot rot.
I want to go home.
200mg is just not a high enough dosage. And it isn't even what I'm prescribed. I'm supposed to take 150mg. Yeah, that didn't even last a week. Ugh. fml.
I miss Mark so much. I wish he was still the boy I knew. We kinda grew up together. And then grew apart. I guess I've been doing EXTREMELY well considering everything. Maybe this is just a small breakdown. I'd love for him... to still be him.. But he isn't and I just can't get the idea out of my head. And I feel like I have no one to talk about it to. What is anyone going to say to make me feel better? No one really cares to listen. Just sucks.
My camera won't turn on. I'll have to send it in. Great.
I went to the spa today. It was very enjoyable.
Going to see Shutter Island tomorrow with Brandy. I miss her.
Going to see Hairspray live saturday with Ashlyn and Jan.
Fun.
I don't know why I'm so depressed.
D:
