desperaterain , 26

Well

I can now say that I've tried.


I guess that's it.

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daisyrosegirl : wow is not so great

I just like talking to people in the game cause most of them have a good sense of humor

the actual gameplay isn't all that appealing seeing as how I played it religiously for so damn long

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No matter what I am doing

no matter where I am going

this calls out to me:

"There is nothing for you here.
Leave.
Leave now.
We don't want you here."



For once in my life,
I would prefer to just feel okay.

To have something worth while.
To have an investment that ends in anything other than travesty.

To find someone who is as serious, and as serious about laughing all the time, as I am.

I may be irrational in these requests.
I know you have to take them as they come.
Don't expect anyone to change
but if they do change
don't hold it against them either.

These contradictions are enough to make a man go mad.

Simplify

only to build upon the abstractions

until it is so complicated

no one remembers what the point ever was.

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No matter what I am doing

no matter where I am going

this calls out to me:

"There is nothing for you here.
Leave.
Leave now.
We don't want you here."

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For once in my life,
I would prefer to just feel okay.

To have something worth while.
To have an investment that ends in anything other than travesty.

To find someone who is as serious, and as serious about laughing all the time, as I am.

I may be irrational in these requests.
I know you have to take them as they come.
Don't expect anyone to change
but if they do change
don't hold it against them either.

These contradictions are enough to make a man go mad.

Simplify

only to build upon the abstractions

until it is so complicated

no one remembers what the point ever was.

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crazycanuck :
daisyrosegirl :
KraZii_BlueZ :

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crazycanuck : I tried, and I think I failed. lol


daisyrosegirl : "One step inside, doesn't mean you'll understand."

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You told me you were the happiest you had ever been

before I came back.


You then said,
"Hopefully, but not hopefully,
you can say something similar so I won't feel bad."


Well, I appreciate your honest neurotic tendencies, but it is still a bit too much for me.

I don't know what you expect me to say/do.

Go fuck yourself? Get help?
I really don't know, and I probably must not care to know either.

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I'm gonna let it shine to guide you safely on your way.

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crazycanuck : deedni
daisyrosegirl : What more info would you like me to give?

We were out there
in the places where it happens.

You remember, don't you?

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Everytime people string together three little letters

I am instantly baffled

G

O


D



God, help me to understand what you mean.
God, help me to not murder all of humanity.

Unless, of course, that's what you made me for. ;)