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for my friends still here

  • 05/15/10 6:30 am
i'm almost 5 months pregnant. and check out lime jello (the site) link in last blog and in profile. i update that more.

Nope.. Screw this version..

  • 12/21/09 4:38 pm
I'm here and so are lots of others..

http://limegelatin.ning.com/

Giving this version of kiwi a chance..

  • 12/18/09 6:48 am
So far not too crazy about it.. Not too much to say so far.. It's good to be bac in Michigan.. me and my mom are getting along a lot better.. She's actually making an effort with Josh now that she knows Steve had me around a coke deal. Josh and i had some issues, but we're good. We just celebrated our 1 year aniversary last week. I've met his daughter.. She loves me.. The pictures below are of her. I love being part time mom with her.. She even calls me mom.. Started doing that on her own.

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I have a new journal, if you want it here it is.

  • 10/23/09 10:28 pm
New journal, here's the link.

http://mental-mysteries.blogdrive.com/

Grandma's funeral, Josh's manic episode, not in front of friend of the court, in front of the judge

  • 10/20/09 2:47 pm
Grandma's funeral was Monday. Her cousin is a priest and performed the service. My cousin Jenny works in a salon, and she's the one who did my grandma's hair and everything. I don't know if i could do that on a dead person. At the wake, they played Irish music, had pictures from her trip to Rome and Ireland. (Yes my family is Irish)

Her kids are having a hell of a time getting everything figured out with the inheritance. My grandma was far from broke (at least someone wasn't) and they're missing papers and stuff to turn in. And they're finding out just how much my uncle Bob has been ripping her off. So once the lawyer has that figured out he may not get anything.

Josh was going through a manic episode last week. They're supposed to switch his medication. I guess he's being taken off of seroquel. About time.. With all the suicidal thoughts he's been having while on it, and that attempt on the 4th of July.

So i thought that Amber was saying Josh abusing his daughter as in like physical abuse.. She meant sexual. I know there is no way in hell he would ever molest his daughter. That was his one fear of happening.. He still has nightmares about his own abuse. But he does believe she probably is being molested.. But not by him. By his brother Larry. One of the guys who did it to him.

Larry just got out of prison after doing 15 years this summer for that.. He's not supposed to be around children and has to register for life. That's part of his parole. But Amber has been hanging around someone who hangs around him. And has brought Addyson. They have pictures at their grandma's house of her, and that's where Larry lives since he can't be near Josh because of Josh being one of his victims and because Josh has felonies and he (Larry) can't be around anyone who has been convicted of one.

Monday, is court before the judge. Friend of the court is sick of Amber's shit and they put out another warrant on her. So they're going before the judge. Amber probably won't show up again. She's missed before.

I need to find a new place to keep a journal, any ideas.