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Avenged Sevenfold
Cindyvengeance 16
Rest In Peace The Rev :( and i love A7X foREVer! -
Back to Michigan tomorrow
Pink_dreams 25
oh poor dani and i don't blame you about not wantin… -
Just been a bad week. Grandma's gone, remembering things...
Pink_dreams 25
aww it's been a horrible week for you *hugs* -
Bipolar
Essencexofxtear 23
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Better news.
Pink_dreams 25
aww that sucks poor thing
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Whole house sick, stalker ex, whats with everyone wanting to hook up?[font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] x Welcome x x Entryx 038 x Subby Count x06 x [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] x My Day x So i was on my old name, looking back at old things. And i seen i had a ton of old layouts saved on a post board. So i decided i'm gonna use them. Hasn't been a very exciting day so far. All i've done is shower, clean up kitty puke off my computer, get the mail, download some music. And i'm gonna clean. The cat made a mess. All of us are sick right now. Steve has a really bad cough. He's not getting much sleep. He's taken some nyquil to help him sleep, but he shouldn't be with his liver. And my sister's got the chills. And me. I've got a headache that don't wanna go away. Coughting a bit. Sneezing a little too. And i got some cramps.. But i'm off my period. They were really bad earlier. Not quite as bad now.Steve realy looks like hell. And he says i do too. Josh and i aren't back to being good yet. I know it'll take a while. And i know i shouldn't have told that bitch he's fronting with his daughter.. He really isn't the good dad that he claims to be. The undemicated drunk Josh who never got the chance to be a father wasn't a good one.. Not with as much as he gave kept wanting to give up.. Not with him saying he wouldn't have pushed his visitations if Amber hadn't hit him up for child support. And not the guy who go pissed his first weekend of visitation and was talking about not doing it again cuz it was her first time there and she couldn't sleep. Then his brother brought over his 2 and 3 year old neices. So he left it up to his mom to take care of her as well as his neices and he went to bed. Granted he stopped taking his meds then but still. So my ex boyfriend is continuing to basically stalk me online. He does it on a website that shows your page visitors.. He's blocked and everything so he can't talk to me. Why would i want to talk to a guy who cheated on me at least twice in the 3 months that we were together, got mad at me when i wouldn't tell him i loved him after a month of dating. And.. threatened to kill one of my friends, just cuz he didn't like her.. Oh wait, no, he threatened to have other people do it usually. And then on another site that i go on, in the past 3 days, i got asked if i wanted to have a 3some.. I don't go that way. And if i was gonna have a 3some it'd be with 2 guys not a guy and girl. Not even my boyfriend asked me if i wanted to have one. I joked with him once and he saif no. Then it was i could have one with him and another guy if we did one with another girl. That's a classic me response. He knows i'd never do it with another girl. He knows what i told other people when they asked. And then i had some guy from Michigan trying to hook up with me. I know that was the case cuz once he asked me if i was with someone, and i told him about Josh, he stopped talking.. Then another guy from Illinois tried too, but once i told him about Josh, he wanted to know if i ever cheated on him.. I answered and said i wouldn't again. And luckily haven' heard from him since either. An on my page it says in caps. "IF YOU WANNA FLIRT, HOOK UP, OR TRADE PICS, I DON'T DO THAT." [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] x Me At The Moment x x Mood: x somewhat annoyed x Wearing: x jeans and a black tshirt with pink stars x Hair: x down x Nails: x pink nail polish coming off x Listening To: x Fuck you Delilah- Closed Heart Surgery x Watching: xnothing x Eating: x crackers x Drinking: x rasberry lemonade flavored water x Loving: x Joshua x Hating: x Marcus.. Aka.. Dumbass x Wishing: x I got to see Josh x Thinking: x Josh should get online [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] x Stuff... x I'm bored so i'm playing with facebook's status shuffler. And my first 5 status updates would be. 1. Robin is be nice.. Got any duct tape? 2. Robin wants it all, and wants it all covered in chocolate. (I hate chocolate) 3. Robin is going to get my house in tip top shape so the kids have something to do later.. Mess it up again. (I'm the closest to a kid here, except the cat.) 4. Robin wants you know if youre looking for Sympathy, look between shit and syphilis. 5. Robin wonders if anyone knows how the hell we survived growing up? We had cars made of lead, yard darts, and our parents left us in hot cars while they went shopping. [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] x Responders x -x- Automatic List -x- [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] x Goodbye! x .x. Personal Goodbyes Here .x. [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] © xoRawEmotions [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] zz[font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] x Welcome x x Entry: 000 x Subby Count: 000 x [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] x My Day x Entry Entry Entry Entry Entry Entry [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] x Me At The Moment x x Mood: x ... x Wearing: x ... x Hair: x ... x Nails: x ... x Listening To: x ... x Watching: x ... x Eating: x ... x Drinking: x ... x Loving: x ... x Hating: x ... x Wishing: x ... x Thinking: x ... [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] x Stuff... x Joke, questions, poll -x- Anything here! =) [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] x Responders x -x- Automatic List -x- [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] x Goodbye! x .x. Personal Goodbyes Here .x. [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] © xoRawEmotions [font=webdings]gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg[/font] Josh and i almost split again, possibly moving again, only this time not back to Michigan.So Josh and i almost broke up yet again today. I can't say i'd blame him too much if he would have. I kind of would have had it coming. I kind of said he was a no good father. Granted i'm pmsing, sick, and i was just kind of pissed at him. That's not really a good excuse though.. Plus i was kinda saying it to protect him.
2 days ago i got this random message from some girl. Basically she told me that Josh was trying to get with her. I could believe that. So i listened to her. So then she went on to tell me about how she had this boyfriend and she might be pregnant with his baby and she didn't wanna leave him. Ok, so then why is some random girl telling me this.. So i logged into his account. I seen he had a message from her like right before she started talking to me. Telling him that if he wanted to break up with me, she knew how to do it. I know he didn't say he wanted to. And he was at work when she sent it. So we talked a little after i seen that. I told her what datin Josh was like. how hard it is. So the next day, she continues to talk to me.. And made a comment on that. So i asked her, knowing all that, do you really want me and Josh to break up so you can date him? And she tells me again that she doesn't want to date him, and how if she wanted to she could have him (so could anything with 2 legs).. Then she continues to tell me how Josh said he'd be in the delivery room with her, and whatever else.. That she didn't care that Josh would cheat on her, and she didn't even care if he stuck around. It was all pretty much cuz she got mad at her boyfriend.. She only cares about Josh as a friend.. For someone who's supposed to be a friend, why would you wanna lead them on, hurt them, and not care.. So that pissed me off. Even if Josh wanted to hook up with this girl, and i thought he'd be happy with her, i'd tell him to go for it. No matter if we're together or not, he's still my best friend. So i told him to log in my account and read the conversation.. After he talked to her about it, the girl decided she was gonna try and play us against eachother and get us to break up. So he was pissed at me, but he knows i was trying to protect him too. So we're ok. He told me he was done being friends with her, but i don't know. I asked him, if i would have told him without letting him read the convo, would he have thought i was just being jealous or would he have believed me. He said he'd think i was just being jealous. Josh got a phone call today from his case worker. She heard from this college he applied to. I guess they talked to her since the place she's with, that he's hooked up with helps with that. Apparently he has orientation tomorrow. Bu he doesn't know when he starts. That part worries me. He's just now getting visitation with his daughter. And his parents are willing to pick her up and take her the 4 hours to see him. There's rules on how many miles the child can be from home before it's parental kidnapping and stuff. I know for moving it's 100 miles from the other parent. So if it's the same for taking the child anywhere, they can't take her. It's 214 miles away. And her mother would call the cops and say that they kidnapped her. I was talking to my sister's friend Becky yesterday. My sister must have done some complaining about me to her. She asked how things went with Sears. Still haven't heard from them so i know i didn't make it to interview 3. Then i told her about Shelly's deadline being next weekend for me having a job before she was sending me back to Michigan. And i said i wouldn't completely hate it. She told me that if i found a job by her house that i could stay with her in Kenosha. I appreciate her offer, i know her heart is in the right place. But i'd feel kind of weird living with people who aren't my family. And she has twin 10 year old boys. And i can't stand little kids. Her step daughter is 17, and i can get along with her, but with the kids, and all the pets she has i don't think she has the room. Plus my mom made me feel kind of guilty about leaving when we went home last weekend. (Not this past Labor Day, the one before.) |
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