I was a stay at home mom too after having my daughter,but I went to school that first year and got so many grants and stuff,that they were giving me money back. So my $300-$400 check every 2 months kinda helped,but then I had to work and I didnt find it a problem. I have a grandmother who loves me and my daughter and she's always been there for me when I needed her and I had no problem leaving my child with her,because my grandmother helped raise me and watched me a lot when I was younger.I think if you had someone you trusted to watch your son, you wouldnt have too much of a problem. It's leaving your child with complete strangers and trusting them to properly care for your child, thats the problem. Going back to work after so long can be scary,but just think, its to help continue to make a life for your son. A little extra money is always good. Especially with Thanksgiving and Xmas coming very soon.