Being single feels good when you are just out of a bad relationship. It's unbelievable, but i have been single since June 2007 till now. This makes it five years. I didn't believe it myself. At firts I enjoyed the freedom and the lack of stress. As time went by I would want to have someone to share a happy moment with, but there was no one.
After a few years I don't feel that lonely anymore. I think this thing of being single for a long time has changed me. I want to feel again. I can't take this anymore. It scares me to realise how some of the old men sitting alone on the bench came to be. It's not like I'm not looking, the problem is that I still can't find who I'm looking for.
The person I'm looking of is not defined by looks, but by that feeling that makes you lose your appetite and your heart beats differently. I seem one once in a while, but I never have the gut's to approach her, or if I do I say the wrong things( I guess).
Being single is no fun if it's for five years.