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well we're here! frantically looking for jobs and money heh. its stressful cause im not sure we're going to be able to pay rent...but thats not stopping us from trying! its been a stressful process though. bleh. we shall see what happens!

i dont have too much to say, just stressin over money haha as usual!

Sundays point of view....

I made the decision to sell my car last night =/ So i put it on craiglist and got a few nibbles. I have someone coming out tomorrow to look at it. Im having reservations about it. I know its the best thing to do, but ugh. I have wanted this car for 16 years, i finally get it and i have to sell it. Its not like its been the BEST car ever but, its still MY very own first car. Im gunna miss my red hot messtang :(

So the lose ends of the apt stuff are slowly coming together. The last thing they need from me is a copy on my id as well as kyles id and also the original applications. Kyles flying to portland to stay with his sister on friday so im kind of gunna let him take the reins after i send in a copy of my id and the applications.

I have to give my two weeks notice tomorrow. Im noooot looking forward to it. Although i heard that they're in the process of hiring new people so maybe my timing is perfect lol

Other than all that i have nothing to report. I hope everything is well with everyone!! :)

Hello all. Today would be Michael Jackson's 51st birthday :) Happy birthday Michael!!


So this is gunna be written in yesterdays point of view.

Today was a freakin draaag!! I had stayed up til 5.30am talking to kyle. Then i went to be and didnt wake up til 2.30. Went to the bank and then starbucks with my mom. It was like 100 degrees and miserable. I HATE heat and i HATE california. Then some weird stuff happened with kyle. its all ok now though. But hes not online right now which is lame. My friend Melanie dropped off her car, i came up and told him that and then he got offline =/ im sure he got disconnected but i just really want to talk to him. im pretty miserable today. Oh he just got back on. cool.

Well the apartment stuff is coming along. Just little loose ends and stuff need to come together, but basically we're moving in like the 9th. Well kyle is. lol i wont be there til like the 12th. We still need to come up with like 600 bucks. Theres a nonrefundable fee of 200 per pet and a fully refundable fee of 200 per pet. so...yah. they're trying to get our move in costs lowered. Im gunna have to talk to them and try and work something out to where we can like pay the gradually for the pet fees. idk =/

Im still searching for a job. My friend saras place of employment is hiring someone to do like mail processing and shit. i guess it starts out at like 23,000 a year. It'd be nice to get a job there. Then we'd be so set. But if i dont, i still have an interview for when i get up there and im gunna do the whole temp agency thing :)

ugh i dont have much to say right now. i have a headache and i feel like shit. im gunna goooo! have a good weekend everyone!!

AURGH! Moving when i personally dont have a dime is pretty frustrating heh. so i got the email this morning from the apartment place that has the applications in it. I have to print out 3. One for me, kyle and my dad. I have to fill them out for everyone. I have to write a check for 120 for all the application fees. I also have to write a check for 100 bucks so she can hold the apartment. Then i have to send all that in. Its 400 dollars per pet, which SUCKS. Im starting to think about taking out a small loan to help out more cause Kyle is going to flip a little when he hears that i think. Idk. I dont think the other moving costs should cost over 1000 though and i can pay as much as possible of the pet fees as possible =/ Its just all really hard. I might have him see if he cant transfer the money i need into my account.

It feels weird asking him for any info like that because i know we havnt really known eachother long. He said he trusts me 100% with that info cause yesterday i asked him for him card number and stuff in case she asks for it to hold the apt, but she asked for a check instead.

gr gr gr. its just scary and im REALLY hoping i dont have an eviction on my record =/ that would make me cry. Im gunn a have to ask my mom for a couple bucks so i can fax all that stuff over tomorrow. I hate asking people for money. bleeeeeh.

Anyway! i work from 1 to 8.30 today and tomorrow i work 7.45 to 12.45. i really hate that shift lol. Oh well.

I gotta go get ready for work! have a great sunday everyone!

Yesterday was a rather eventful day for me rofl.

So i got to work and talked to Brianna for a while. Then did some admin stuff. Went home to eat. Came back to work and got bit!

Short story short, Brianna put Belle and Abby in the room together, and we both forgot that Abby and Belle dont get along AT ALL. I was ringing out a mop when i noticed them both real tense and giving eachother the hard eye. I put the mop down real fast to run over there and try to prevent anything, but wasnt fast enough cause abby flipped out and started trying to rip Belle's face off. I pounced on Abby cause trying to get her off, but that wasnt working so i grabbed Belles back legs and lifted her off the ground and she let go but Abby kept coming at her, so i grabbed abby and thats when an outside party bit my arm.

It was a total accident so im not all that worried, plus its not that bad. Just two tiny punctures and some bruising. It looks like whoever did it went to bite Abby, missed and realized it so they backed off. So whatever. I got my dog bite cherry popped haha

also i got a call from the place that might take my dogs and the news is good :) i dont know for sure that they're taking all 3, but she said she had some really good news for me, so im assuming that means they were able to override the pet limit and will let me have all 3 :) I have to call back tomorrow. Now i just need to get a cosigner cause kyle and i have no income and they need someone with an income on the lease. My dad said he'd do it so thats good. Im just REALLY afraid i might have an eviction on my record....

I was threatened with an eviction but i never signed anything and i was out by the time they said i either needed to pay or be out...so...idk really. =/ im hoping not and im hoping i dont fuck this up for myself.