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worried about him, what class to take?

  • 06/14/06 6:00 am
Im so worried I emailed T yesterday and he still hasnt emailed me back and he usually does it right away like the next day I will get a response and he said he was going to call and he didnt. I know its because the president was over there but hes gone now so I dont know if he just hasnt had the chance to be near a computer its about to be 10am over there. Its just frustrating. I hope he is ok. Having someone you care about in IRAQ is so hard. Im going to have difficulty sleeping tonight cuz Ive just been thinking about him all day, worrying. Anywho I did situps today whoo hoo. I feel my muscles tightening in there and my thighs are getting tighter. I got to step it up cuz my weigh in is on the 29. dont know if I will make it though cuz Im taking a class and it starts on the 28. Dont know if I should do emergency dispatcher or medical receptionist? I talked to eddy for like 2 minutes and he isnt graduating but his mom thinks he is and she is having a surprise party for him but he doesnt know it. My mom told me and I told her that he wasnt graduating and she was like THE SHIT IS GOING TO HIT THE FAN! he hasnt told her yet but I know she will be pissed off but he says she wont be. whatever we will see. anywho thats all the news for now. good wednesday to all. this week is going fast! or it feels like it. adios!

going to las vegas with him

  • 06/11/06 7:02 am
So saturday was an ok day. Friday night I didnt get much sleep because someone kept knocking on the window so my sisters were all scared we didnt get to bed til 4am. I woke up at 9am and my cousin took me to a sushi bar that is about an hour away from were we live after that we went to some stores. I didnt get home til 830pm and then I spent the rest of saturday night on the computer and playing dominos. Today I dont know what Im going to do. I probably will wash my hair and watch underworld evolution. My cousin is coming over to dye her hair so I will spend some time with her while she is here. Im going to go to the gym too. The best time to go is the weekend cuz there isnt anyone there. I talked to T again and he wants to go to miami with me and las vegas so lets see if that happens I told my mom and she said she doesnt want me getting killed or something. I think she is worried that if we go alone that we will end up sleeping together cuz we will have a hotel room all to ourselves which of course will happen but Im an adult and I know how to use protection so she is going to have to understand and let me be an adult. He asked me again today if I was serious about going with him to miami and las vegas and I said yeah so we are going to do it. Anywho not much going on now Im about to go to bed cuz Im so tired and my feet are still swollen not as bad as before but they still hurt. have a good sunday.

I think he is going to ask me to be his girl

  • 06/09/06 9:51 pm
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Hey well not much going on right now, my feet are so swollen I dont know why but it hurts to walk right now my mom says its probably cuz its that time of the month. Lets see yesterday I went to my sisters bf graduation and I saw an old highschool friend of mine which was awesome she was a really good friend in highschool so Im happy we saw each other definately going to kick it with her.
I went shopping today and got the perfume LOVELY by sarah jessica parker, I really love the smell. I also got some hair dye, dying my hair Chocolate Cherry, its a deep burgundy brown with light reddish highlights its really pretty. I emailed T yesterday cuz I was worried after I saw the news that they killed that iraqi guy. Well he emailed me back today and his camp was 30 minutes from were it happened! Im just glad he is fine. I think he is going to ask me to be his girlfriend!! He told me he has told all his friends about me and how sweet and pretty I am! The more I talk to him the more Im starting to really like him. Eddy is falling behind with me Im really losing interest in him he doesnt pay me any attention and not that Im trying to sound selfish or something but if you like someone you try and show it like calling them once in a while! and he doesnt call me at all so whatever. He is a sweetie though just doesnt know how to treat a girl right yet. My mom wants me to date T she likes him and she says cuz he is closer to my age and he is responsible and is going somewhere with his life. I am older than T though by 1 year. He said I took advantage of him, haha! I said BUT YOU LIKED IT and he said HELL YEAH! then he said I WILL BE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF YOU WHEN I GET BACK SO BE READY! I cant wait cuz damn its good! anywho yeah I am happy that I finally got a guy sort of cuz he still hasnt asked me yet I think he will do it when he gets back cuz he said he has a big night planned for us so we will see. Alright I must be off I need to get ready for another graduation tonight and I got to make candy leighs or however they are called. Ciao ladies hope everyone has a good weekend. Take care!


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once you go black you never go back-true

  • 06/08/06 2:24 am
Im in so much pain right now cuz its that time of the month. Im relieved though that I got it cuz if you girls remember I was a little nervous that I might be pregnant even though I truly knew I wasnt cuz I used protection but you know you always have a small doubt and I get nervous. Anywho I talked to T again he is doing well but he said its really hot over there and he just wants to come home. He said he is taking me to the movies and to dinner, he has this whole date thing planned out the rest of the night he said will be a surprise so Im excited about that. And you know that saying "once you go black you never go back." well I think its true cuz I was with a white guy but being with T was 10 times better everything the sex, the kissing, I dont know what it is. Lately I have just been thinking about black guys. Have you guys experienced this? But Im not giving up on white guys or my own latin people. T is black and puerto rican though so hes got best of both worlds. And eddy is full spanish like me so lets see how it is with him. well Im just rambling off my thoughts.
Im going to go see THE OMEN today hopefully or tomorrow. People were being so dumb yesterday because of 06/06/06. People on the radio were saying that there might be a real NIGHT OF THE LIVING DEAD and stupid stuff like that PLEASE! I treated yesterday like every other day, yeah it was creepy having other people creeping out cuz when people get scared they tend to do stupid things so thats what worried me the most that someone was going to get so scared that they would end up shooting someone or doing something stupid. If that makes sense. But anyway yeah stupid people. I must go now going to bed cuz this pain is killing me need to take some midol. Ciao ladies good wednesday to all.



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xmen 3, T emailed me, talked to eddy

  • 06/05/06 4:01 am
I went and saw XMEN 3 today it was such a good movie!! I had lots of fun watching it and wolverine or hugh jackman was as hot as ever! I love that guy he is such a manly man so rugged, hehe. Anywho not much today I went to target did a little shopping, went out to eat breakfast with my mom and sisters and now Im relaxing with the family but I had to get away for a couple minutes to check my email and T emailed me! He is coming back in september! Im happy cuz he thought he had to stay til november but he said they are packing things now and they are going to start sending them home little by little til september. WHOO HOO! I also talked to eddy and told him my mom was going to send me to nyc in early july and he is happy about that. He asked me what I did today, he seems to care now more about what I do with my days, and I wonder why?... Oh well at least he shows some interest. Anywho I must be off going to play dominos with the family. ADIOS!