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16 days til my 24 birthday, sick, talked to T

  • 07/20/06 12:48 am
there are 16 days left til my 24th birthday!! Im so excited! My friend is throwing me a bash and all the people I met at the club are invited plus some other people I know and she knows. Then after the party we are going clubbin. She is also taking me to a male strip club but on another night. Probably on that friday before my bday. Not much going on Im sick I think I got an ear infection but since I cant go to the doctors cuz I have no insurance I just have to wait it out til it goes away. I feel like Im going deaf in both ears. its bad and I got a stuffy nose. But yeah even with all this sickness I am still going out this friday and saturday. Im going today to the store and picking up some tylenol flue and cold medicine and see if that helps. I talked to T last night he called me at 3 in the morning I was like who is this and he said BABY HOW YOU DONT KNOW WHO THIS IS? WHO DO YOU THINK IT IS? lol I was like T? and he said if you dont know I will hang up. I told him I was just really in deep sleep so I couldnt make out his voice. Actually I thought it might have been brandon cuz it sounded like him for a second but I didnt say anything. oops! oh well no harm done. Anyway Im off now my friend is about to pick me up going shopping for some clubbin clothes and running some errands with her. Ciao ladies have a good wednesday night!



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CoolGurl88, kellieann2, redrosepetals06



went clubbin this weekend!

  • 07/18/06 7:28 am
Alright so my weekend was AWESOME! I finally went clubbin! Well I had gone before in miami. I went friday night to one club and it was just me and my friend and her friend and we just danced with each other.It was like a coyote ugly bar. they had cowgirls and boys dancing on the bar and giving body shots. Then saturday we went to a night club and it was spanish music all night. I met my friends guy friends all cute and 2 of them actually danced with me. one guy liked me his name is brandon we talked alot and we did some grindin on the dance floor and Ive never done that before so it was weird but he liked it alot well so did I. He kept saying he had nasty thoughts and I was like pshh who cares lets just dance then his friend got in front so we made like a sandwich it was cool they kept saying Can you handle it? are you ok? lol. After the club we went to dennys and brandon gave me his digits in the car. Him and his two guy friends literally kidnapped me! They put child lock on the door so I couldnt get out and they drove off my friends of course drove right behind us and we met up at dennys. it was funny. Anywho brandon wants to chill some more and he thinks Im cute. So lets see what happens. anyway I will update on the other things tomorrow. Im off to bed. ciao!


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kellieann2, redrosepetals06



update: T, EDDY, LIFE

  • 07/13/06 3:06 am
Yesterday I went in to see my personal trainer to get weighed in. I have lost 5pnds whoo hoo! Not much but happy that I lost 5 and not any. We talked for about an hour about everything, he kept saying I have beautiful hair and he liked my feet cuz I wore flipflops, the whole time he was measuring me he was staring at my feet. Luckily I had just showered and had scrubbed my feet so they were looking very nice. He is so cute but he is married. He flirts with me alot and we were talking about flashing and he said WELL YOU CAN POP YOUR TITS OUT RIGHT HERE IF YOU WANT TO, I DONT CARE. I just looked at him and laughed. I dont understand why he is with his wife I have seen her and she is not the type he likes cuz he told me the kind he likes and she doesnt really fit in somethings yes but for the most part no. Dont worry though Im not going to do anything with him I have more respect for myself than that.
I have spoken to T and he is doing ok, he had to jump out of his helicopter because there were bombs going towards it and he got cuts and bruises everywhere poor guy. Im so nervous that something really bad will happen. He is coming home in december it was pushed back from october. Im so mad cuz we had plans to go to las vegas in november. But as long as he gets home before 2007 is all I care about. Our relationship is getting more serious with each day. He was talking about moving in together and traveling together. He says he thinks about me all the time. Like 3weeks ago he was shot in his arm and he said the first thing he thought of was me, and he just wanted to talk to me. And after all that they wont send him home. He is sore and tired his body is in major hurt right now but they still put him on missions those assheads! I care for him alot and I like him alot. I cant wait to see him and for him to be safe and sound here at home. December seems so far away even though it really isnt.
While in new york city I spent the night at eddys house twice, we did kiss about 8 times the whole time I was in nyc. But in the end we decided to just stay friends for now I guess. I still like him, he is really cute but he is only 18 so Im not giving up on him, yes I know I have T but I have to keep my options open especially since he is in the war, you never know- I dont want anything bad to happen but I have to be realistic you know. Anyway I loved eddys lips they are so soft- not too big not too small. We cuddled alot and his hands are so huge my hands look so tiny in his. He liked that too he was like your hands are so tiny and he would squeeze my hand in between his and it hurt. I told him it hurt and he was like oh Im sorry and he gave me kisses on my hand that dumbass,lol. I am sad that we are just going to be friends for now but oh well. I got my kisses and my memories. I had lots of fun when I spent the night, watched movies, talked, listened to music and of course kisses and cuddling. He let me take pictures of him on my phone so I could have something to look at since we live so far apart. I wish I could show you guys but I dont think he would appreciate being online like that.
Right now Im sick I got a cold how the hell do you get a cold during the summer? My mom is to blame she caught it while we were in nyc. Hopefully I get better real quick. Im looking around for jobs its so hard to find one right now but I look everyday. I think Im going to go back to being a caregiver since I do have my diploma in that. What else... Im late on my period by 4 days. Doesnt really bother me cuz I havent had sex, but I know its out of wack because of all the stresses of this past month. Oh well thats one month of no pads for me so I dont care much. I need to dye my hair everyone keeps telling me my hair is two different colors DUH PEOPLE I KNOW. Im dying it chocolate cherry. I love that color. I dont know about you guys but my shows for this summer are: PASSIONS & BIG BROTHER ALL STAR. Also Ive been watching law and order:svu and OZ on hbo. Has anyone ever seen OZ if you have watch law and order they have almost all the people from OZ on the law and order series especially on the svu one. And if you havent seen OZ but you watch SVU the guy on there I dont know his name the main guy that is always partnered up with the girl, in OZ he is totally naked Ive seen every inch of that mans body including his asshole-excuse the language-but he bent over and spread his cheeks on the show. LOL it was funny.
Anway thats it on the updates if I think of anything I will update on that later. Hope everyone has a good wednesday it feels like the weekend to me. Ciao!
TO CLEAR THINGS UP IM NOT T's GIRLFRIEND YET,SO IM NOT CHEATING ON HIM BY KISSING EDDY. RIGHT NOW IM A FREE WOMAN. YES WE ARE TALKING ABOUT BEING TOGETHER AND THINGS ARE STARTING TO GET SERIOUS BUT THATS ONCE HE GETS BACK AS OF RIGHT NOW ITS ALL TALK TIL HE GETS HOME, HE IS ALSO FREE TO DO WHATEVER HE WANTS. JUST THOUGHT ID CLEAR THAT UP.
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girlee_1, Lanzgurl, redrosepetals06


IM BACK-SAD NEWS.

  • 07/08/06 6:02 pm
Ive been gone for a while sorry bout that. But I had a family emergency in nyc. My baby cousin who is 4yrs old passed away on june 17. So we flew in the same day to be with the family. It was a very sad event and something I wish I never had to see. She looked like a little doll, it was rough on everyone. It just showed me how truly short life is and how the next day is really not promised to you. So Im going to live my life and do whatever I want when I want. As long as Im not hurting others of course. well I have to go now I will get on tomorrow and make a longer entry just wanted to let you guys know I was gone for a reason but now Im back. Take care everyone! have a good weekend!
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redrosepetals06
Redrosepetals06 23
hey, i still pray for ya'll <33
  • 07/09/06 1:35 am
Lanzgurl
Lanzgurl 27
I'm so sorry about your cousin. It's always so tragic when one so young passes away. It really does make you realize how fragile life is.
  • 07/10/06 9:27 pm

his camp was bombed!!

  • 06/15/06 4:35 pm
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Hey ladies didnt do much today slept til 11am got up ate breakfast then showered and went to run some errands with my mom around 230 we ate subway,yummy tuna fish sandwich from subway is the best! Came home watched a comedian named BRUCE BRUCE it was hilarious then we watched law and order svu I never used to watch that but my sister got me hooked on it. really good show!
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I finally spoke to T today! I was so happy to hear from him. The reason he hadnt written back is because his camp was bombed!!! When he told me that I almost started crying, but he told me everyone including himself were ok and everything is fine now. He was talking to me about going to miami and vegas he asked me where did I want to go first and I said vegas so we are going to do that then maybe in december go to miami before xmas but I dont if we will be able to fit two trips in about a month or so. Money is tight on my end and I DONT want him paying for everything. Im just happy he is ok and we spoke he said he would call me tomorrow so we will see. I just hope he stays safe and they dont bomb his area again. I pray for him and the others every night. I cant stand those crazy people just blowin themselves up with others, those dumbasses!
[smallest]Not much else going on Im going to call eddy later tonight and see if he actually picks up he never does and when he does he is busy. I want to talk to him about the graduation thing I can tell he is worried about telling his mom I can hear it in his voice when he talks about it. But I told him since september keep going to class do what you go to do so you can be done with it. but he slacked off payin too much attention to the dumb chicken heads on the street. I feel bad for him but he did it to himself.[/smallest]
Alright well thats all let me go and call eddys dumbass. I got to go to bed early tonight cuz I have to get up early to go to the gym cuz my sister has an appointment so it will be the only time I can go. Im trying to be about 30pnds lighter by the time T gets back maybe even 40 we will see Im really trying hard to get there. Well good Thursday to all take care!

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redrosepetals06: emergency dispatcher are the people that you reach when you call 911 and they say "911 what is your emergency?" or something like that.
Lanzgurl: this lady said being an emergency dispatcher is stressful and sad she had to quit cuz she couldnt bare hearing people over the phone screaming and scared. I wanted to do it cuz it sounded fun but now Im a little scared.
girlee_1: thanks for responding thankfully he is ok.
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