i am sick. yes, after a mighty long time. but my head feels like a billion tons and my eyes just hurt. i have started to talk from my nose, and my throat itches. my body feels cold and its extremely hot in here.

i cant get anymore opinions since no one reads this anymore. i dont like it that we have to go through a lot just to go through random journals and have no privacy because practically every move by us can be seen my our friends. if any of you know of to stop that(the updates) please tell me. i cant be bothered to delete them.

but anyway. just in case some one has come across this then.. read on .
since am still mad at J(well, not me, but she's mad at me and o nly god knows the reason). but we are getting our holidays next friday and then i wont be in the same class as most of my friends. not even in the same freaking bulding. that will be extremely sad but i cant help it. so i dont want to have anything against a girl i wont be even seeing in at all. well, i'll be seeing her, but not a lot. so i want to make it DISAPPEAR!

now J loves fresh flowers . the ones bought as a bunch from a shop. so am gonna buy her a nice bunch and give it on the last day and tell her that what ever the reason, i dont want to spend anymore time not speaking to some one i shared a lot of stuff with. as in, a lot of lets say, ideas and such. but i have spoken about all of that here too.

so anyway, i hope that J finally says that she's not mad at me. but if she says no to the flowers then i will bring it home and give it to my mom . which reminds me that, maybe i should buy an extra bunch and surprise her. but i'll have to think about it, since it costs a lot and i dont want my father to buy them since that wont be good .

and now. i have a pimple right under my lower lip. eek! i hate it. the worst thing is that not only does it hurt from the front but also from the inside of my mouth. so annoying. i hope it goes away and never returns

so ya. i've covered up every little weeny thing.

L A T E R R R R!